hiHI...haha...today was a fantastic day...though tiring...had a slight fever...hee hee..but all was fine...after sch our class back to prepare for our big show for the teacher's days performance...shiok arh!! hope ms kiang will love it...hahaha.....

hmmm..nth much happen today....juz felt super tired...and smth on my mind..so i decided to pen it down...onto a piece of paper....smth like a lyrics or u can say poem....hahaha...so here it goes....

Journey of life has been painful
i've been treated like a fool
Time and time again
my heart breaks...

Journey of life has been up and down
i've been treated like a clown
Seeing you makes my heart melt
BUT,
you never knew how i felt...

I never want look back
to where i became sad
The knife at the heart
will be a mere scratch...

No amount of sorry can heal the wound
Forgive and forget is not what i will do...
Yearning for each dat to pass een faster
to make me feel better
Without the sight of you...


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finally..today is last day of my common test...BUT...dere's more to come....yday was the mist horrible day i ever had!!! i wished it nv happen..but..if it din..I WONT NOE WAD A JERK U ARE!!!!!!!!!!! UR WORDS WERE REALLY UNEXPECTED!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!! DAMN!!!!!

i wished i had open up my eyes....i wished i had gone back in time.....i nv wan fall into this again!! why??! why do this to me?!?!?! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!

after reading xiufeng's blog....i realise...really...let go wad hurts u....keep it by ur side will bring more trouble.....MORE DISGUST....really pessimistic towards the future..ur words really affected me...I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!

NOW....i wish tat THE DAY PASS FASTER!!!!! SO I DUN HAVE TO SEE UR FACE!!!!!!!!!!!

[ learning to take each knife at the heart......a mere scratch.............]


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bOriNg thursday...haha...well...today's the first paper of my common test..and it's already like shit.... dun even have enuff time to finish..argh...darn...gonna do very badly...definitely...haiz...
after sch had lunch in sch and made my way back in a cab....had a splitting headache...tired...haiz....hoping my Os to finish ASAP....wonder when can i go back band and meet xiufeng and grp...haiz...been a week...gonna be another week man...haiz..... miss my clarinet...miss u guys too...sobx sobx....well tat's all...gtg study.......(",)


[ here's a song...quite kiddish...but....i love it.....]


I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?
I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming


A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a
Whole new world with you

Now I'm in a whole
New world with you


Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling
Freewheeling
Through an
Endless diamond sky
A whole new world

Don't you dare
Close your eyes


A hundred thousand
Things to see

Hold your breath
It gets better


I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to
Where I used to be


A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter


I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this
Whole new world with you
A whole new world
That's where we'll be


A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me



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early in the morning!! stupid bus had to take soooo long to arrive....argh...later than usual time..in the end i had to rush my work in sch b4 flag raising!! darn..hahaha...hmmm...when i reached sch..i saw......hmmmm.....yes.... he was busy..so i din bother much and walked past...dun wan thk so much either....GoOd LuCk tO tHosE taKiNg N leVeL... (",)

in class..i definitely had a hell of a time rushing my work...argh....blame myself for not listening to the correct instructions...hmmm....can't wait for PE lessons...and soon....came PE lessons...hee hee

PE.....we had netball match....meng hiang zijun tania michele yenpei michelle and me were in on grp..we sure did well..haha...sorry yenpei...kinda caused ur fall... :( so sorry......hope u're alrite.... anyway....after a game of like 10mins...we went to rest..and they finished their chinese paper...hope they did well...hmmm...nth much happened in sch today though...

after sch..went parkway with yishi to collect her jeans...and we walked around and joked a lot...hahaha......quarreling with reagan over her...SHE"S MINE...wuahahahha....no la...hee hee hee...den i came home...watched the oylmpics...200m swimming...OH MY GOODNESS...SINGAPORE!! JIA YOU!!!!!!! RONALD SUSILO...WELL DONE!! wuahahaha...ooo and yes...michael phelps is cute for a guy 19 of age...hee hee hee...hmmm.....

nite came..here i am writing bloggy.....hee hee hee...exams coming arh...cannot play play le...take care guys!! esp to those whom i have not met in a week...( xiufeng kenny jiehong janet kinda bird..the usual grp la huh...) hmmm good luck to those taking major upcoming exams...N level...O level...OK??? esp N level.........

[ wishing u all the best in everything u do.............................................]


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WED....

hihi...today is the day i return to sch after the 5 days break for national day..wuahaha...hmmm can say quite interesting la...in sch so many pple are talking bout the parade..the stepping down of Mr Goh...so sad rite?? wan cry....wuahaha...hmmm....all i can do is applause and say...''well done Mr Goh..thank u for bringing singapore up...'' wuahaha...

at nite...went to watch kasetsart concert at the esplanade with xiufeng janet kenny bird helen zijun jiehong..and many many more band mates...wuahaha...hmmm...went to meet xiufeng they all at suntec KFC where they had their dinner....hee hee....later then we walked our way to the esplanade...talked bout so many things with kenny and xiufeng..esp on..hmmm...xiufeng so poor thing..whole time kana bully by kenny...bad bad kenny!! wuahahaha..... hmmmm

at the esplanade....we went to take tickets from alan...den we waited for quite some time b4 cchy juniors came..got a shock when they arrived in there white uniform...look like communists..wuahaha...say so much..i am one myself..wuahahaa....when we went in...we were all excited about the concert..and true enough...THEY WERE FANTASTIC!!!!! esp all the soloists!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MAN!!!! APPLAUD!!!!! wuahahhaa.....they run like 'auto' like tat....super smooth and super NICE!!!!!!!! saliva nearly drooled out...wuahhaa... later when the concert ended me janet helen xiufeng and kenny went to macs for supper...HUNGRY...wuahahhaa....and we all went back in cabs...hahaha..late le...next day stil gt sch..........................................

THURS......

this morning i felt it hard to wake up......coz last nite slept late..hee hee...and also excited bout the release of my chinese results!! so i went to sch...and juz stone...hahhaha.....all of us couldn't wait for 10 am to come....BUT...Mr Yap...came in 10 mins b4 10!!! we were all shocked!!!!!! but luckily...the results were not bad..nearly half achieved distinctions!! well done pple!!! strive hard for the upcomin prelims and Os...YA??? hahaha.....

later in the afternoon..did a mock paper...chemistry.....reagan and i were practically quarreling!! can't stand him!!! wuahaha.....tired oso...weather was extremely unfavourable for one to concentrate.....wuhahahaa......den went home with zijun and meng hiang le lor.....

here i am writing my blog..................

[ everyone is heaven's gift to another....SO treasure one another b4 it's too late!! dun take things for granted and act as though we owe u a living....ur actions have really ended many things...open up ur eyes b4 it's too late...when tat time comes....u'll really realise and understand wad's good for u.........................]


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MON.........

woke up with a bad bad headache....terrible nite i had sleeping....haiz...thinking too much?? mayb.......anyway i woke up and went to have my breakfast....heez..later watched some tv and did some work..been slacking around.....till bout 3 plus...patrick came...he came to fix the com...wad a timing!! i wanted to sleep!! argh...but it was alrite..joked about and had fun...wuahaha..till the parade started..missed the first few parts...esp when TKSS BAND were marching!! darn!! wuahhaa.guess i have to catch the second telecast........hmmm....soon patrick went home......and we had dinner....

after the NDP....2nd sis and i watched Singapore Idol...OH MY GOODNESS!! PPLE??! open up ur ears and listen to urself!! wuahahaha..not as if i can sing well..but u guys really gif the judges a hard time....2nd sis and i had a jolly good time LAUGHING OUR HEADS off.........hahahahaha...din mean to be mean to u guys...but well done t those who made it..and to those who din.......awww.......well...TRY HARDER!! wuahhahahaa.....btw...DICK LEE is goodlooking alrite...hahahahha....

then the nite came....went online...talked to keng xiufeng and janet.....hmmmm...many things happen huh.....well...dun wan mention much as i'm an outsider....but as a frend..........I HATE YOU.....OPEN UP UR EYES AND READ THIS!!!!!!!!!!! U ARE TOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! U'LL REGRET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TUES................
hmmm morning wasn't so good either....my mornings are always starting off with a TERRIBLE HEADACHE...why?? hmmmm...worried........smth wrong with the brain???? whu noes.........

den i waited for my mum to buy lunch...aw man....she took 2 hrs to bring me my lunch...haiz..nvm la..can't blame...she's sucha nice mummy...hee hee hee hee......spent the afternoon with my big sis watching her ROM video clip...so lovely...LOOK SO PRETTY!!!!! i mean her la...coz i din even attend the ceremony..went for dinner only....sad rite?? wuahahaha...
hmmmm slack around in the afternoon...the headache din go away...stayed there........man...pain!!! hmmm...till nite i was still slacking......wuahahaha.......

till now i'm here writing my bloggy................a very very very BORING DAY...........WITH A TERRIBLE HEADACHE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tml's back to sch...........hope all will be fine......................miss sch so so so much....hee hee hee hee...



爱要耐心等待 仔细寻找 感觉很重要
宁可空白了手 等候一次 真心的拥抱
我相信在(这个)世界上 一定会遇到 对的人出现(在眼角)




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hI all...today was another tiring and boring saturday....woke up at 11 plus coz the nite b4 slept at lik 3.....notti gal rite?? wuahhaa....ok la..not tat bad...heez... hmmm...woke up and watched some mtv stuff den went to do work....bathed and waited for tutor....

when she finally came...i felt like sleeping...and...oops...i actually dozed off during lessons...bad bad gal huh...wuahaha..din mean to..i'm sorry...heez...after tuition i went online and chat with friends....eg..jeremy...jerome muk....reagan...tat's it!! wow..hahaha.....talked to reagan bout some stuff and got quite unhappy over someone whu doesn't grow up!! so childish!! can't stand pple like tat....pissing pple off day by day!! haiz........

after tat met xiufeng and gang at suntec at around 8 and had delifrance for dinner...something new for the first time...heez....after tat we walked round and shopped...hahhaa...suntec was so so so crowded....haha....squeezed thru so many pple...haha..miracle rite?? wuahaha....hmmmm...at bout 10 we wanted to leave for pacific cafe...but simin jiehong kenny and kel wanted to go home..and so...they did..leaving me janet xiufeng and helen....alamakz...gals nite?? wuahaha... so we walked out of raffles place and headed for macs at bras basah...muz be thking we mad...wuahaha a bit coz everywhere was juz sooooo crowded...hahaa...so we went there and got realy excited and high over certain stuff..wuahaha....burst out laughing....can't stand...wuahahaa.....den alan came...and he pretended he din noe us...wad a man!! humph! wuahahaha..it would be worse if he joined in the fun...wuahahaha..oops...

den we went home in separate ways...as usual i took 16 with xiufeng..chat along the way...wuahaha..soon...she had to alight..and there i am..alone...thinking....haiz.....

wah la!! here i am home....bathed...write bloggy................


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hihi...hmmm...well gonna have a long break becoz of the national day...wuahaha... woke up early in the morning like 5.30...had zijun to morning call me...and i still lazed on the bed till jerome muk called...hahaha..then i went to take a bath....brrrr....COLD!!!! wuahahaha....changed into my half U and met jerome muk at bus stop at 6.20...all look so dead and tired...well i kept myself awake by..erm...nvm..heez....hmmm....

reached sch....met helen whu was the second band member to arrive...haha...talked to her..haiz...tired la...

soon parade started...we marched in smartly...with little errors...hahaha.....oh no...mr loo still said we were doing fine...den we had the recollections led by my class sec4A...wuahaha..and den had mr yap our principal to read out th national day meassage....stood still for like half hour...till we could finally march out....soon...all was over....

den talentime came...HUITING!!!!! WAY THE GO GAL!!!!!!! hahaha...she's my idol...wuahahaha....beautiful singing she's got...wuahaha

of coz all ended and i stayed to see longer...hmmm...really confused over a lot of things..why???!

went to zijun's house...we talked...and nearly cried...darn...hahaha...but all was fine...it was the best national day celebration i had......thank u lord.....

hmmm...went home..watched tv den came online and recieved pics from jeremy...hahaha....den went to meet xiufeng kenny keng jiehong janet for dinner.....sad helen din come..really wan thank her for wad she did...my darling man...know me very well too...wuahahaha...hmmmm...

ate so muzh and finally i'm home........writing my bloggy..............

[ this is all i asked for...and i thank u for giving it to me....i'll appreciate everything....]


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FULL PARADE!!!!!!!!

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guard of honour and supporting contingent..come on...CLAP!!!!!! 

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supporting contingent.....colourful??? wuahaha 

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WEDNESDAY...

well...today was definitely a tiring day for me...man...had a parade rehearsal at 4.30 after the english workshop which bore me to sleep...AND...i really slept!! amazing huh...hahhaa...after tat had the rehearsal...man....totally went crazy at the sight of smth...or rather...someone...hmmm...sandy zijun and helen started making fun...SOON...jane that grp oso noe...thanks to sandy!! oh man!!! hahaha...well...i dun realy care anymore....it'll still remain the same as it is now....so like...ya..wadeva...hahaha...

later at 5.45..i left... had to attend sis's ROM dinner at Grand Plaza Park Royal...name very hard to remember...and if i make a mistake in the arrangement of the words...tat's it..i'll land somewhere else...wuahaha....becoz here are 3 hotels tat have similar names....amazing??! wuahhahaa...luckily i got there....worse!! the restaurant was not open yet!! and i could hear my stomach growling...wuahhahaa...terrible rite?? hmmm...kept thinking...of u noe wad......hmmm...dun have to spell it out...well...i really dunno wad to do............... later i sms zijun and she told me stuff bout.........hmmm...tat made me thk even more...why arh...alamak!!!!!!!!!
haiz..........

[ making me thk bout it everyday..when can i stop???! ]



THURSDAY.............

well woke up in the morning feeling super exhausted....din wan go sch but...i still did...knowing time is short and i have only few months to buck up and enjoy the last few months of sch...erm...of coz with friends....haiz....felt extremely tired man...couldn't even open my eyses...haiz....nearly fell asleep during lessons...bad bad ger huh...but can't blame la..u try styaing up to study for a maths test af a day's of running around...wuahahaha...in the end...i still couldn't do the test...wuahahahaha......hmmmm.....after sch had another mock paper....chemistry...OH MAN...tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wuahahaha...

after sch...i went to michelle's house with huiting and jerome lee....they had to rehearsal with the microphone for tml ( friday's 6th august) talentime...wuahaha...theywere good i have to say...applause!!! of coz michelle and i went crazy la....hahhaa...i can't sing!!!!!!!!!!!!! wuahahaha
well after i came home...feeling super tired...din wan do anything....so juz laze around lorz..
wuahahaa...and here i am...writing my bloggy................


[ thinking bout u every moment...when can i stop?? ] [ being friends again is all i ever ask for..... is tat too much??? ]


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