Praise the name of Jesus
Praise the name of Jesus
He's my Rock, He's my Fortress
He's my Deliverer
In Him will I trust.

Praise the name of Jesus.


=) Song for the morning. As the Lord prepares me for the weekend, i thank Him for gathering my family today for the celebration of my granny's birthday. May He bless the safe journey of all my relatives and may He bless us with a great time of fellowship over lunch as we share with one another what the week/month has been like for each and every one of us. =)

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here i am wondering what you have been up to all evening. here i am wondering if you have eaten. here i am wondering if you are asleep by now.


to find out by the wonderful technology called Facebook that you are out clubbing.

wow.

you know what, i hope that you are happy leading this life.

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yes, i just realised that im the biggest fool. the dumbest one. the silliest one. the stupidest one. the one who has been forking out time, effort, money and worst of all, her heart to someone who eventually wants to enjoy his singlehood now.

i am very disappointed in him and in myself. i cant believe i let myself fall into his trap. i cant believe ive let him take control of my emotions.

like seriously, what do you mean when you said "i like the way we are now.." and then disappear for weeks? and treat like nothing happened. yes, nothing major happened but why cant we just stay the way we are. things that you said, things that you do are just lies now.

the last thing i want is to lose a friend. and im sorry, its starting.

i know i told myself that our friendship will never change. but, i really cant. give me time pls. im really disappointed and hurt.

and all these, u will never never know.

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i know i shouldn't be feeling this way.
but honestly, i cant help it anymore.
i've tried to stop. i've tried to hold it back.

but, i cant. i've failed.

baby, you knew how i'm feeling inside.
but, you chose to treat it as a joke and laugh it off.

i told myself to get myself together and move on.

but, i cant. i've failed.

baby, you knew my care and love for you is this much.
but, you chose to brush it aside.

i told myself to stop giving in.

but, i cant. i've failed.


i still love you. i always will.


this is how it started. and i'm hoping it ends soon, pls.

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