YIPEE!! haha.. finally the common test is over..!! yipee!! haha...

well.. yday ILU went to orchard to do some shopping.. somehow the mood wasnt there in the beginning... guess we were still brooding over the papers...and of coz some remarks by Ms Lee...hmmm...

BUT the mood picked up along the way..... haha... we were like crazy gals man... did some shopping for SOMEONE"S birthday present....haha.. so we decided on few gifts...hahaha.. so exciting!!

at bout 4.. i left ILU.. went off to PS... went off and met lilo...hmmm... we watched movie too... wanted to catch initial D...but.. FULL HOUSE.. so is war of the world.. so we watched Batman.. it was NICE!! my 2nd time though..!! hahha.... SO HANDSOME!! hahahaha.....

the both of us were laughing and laughing before we went to the cinema... during dinner... after dinner... after the movie...hahhaa...

after... we met lilo's sisters and friend...haha.. we went to SGH...hahaha... they were so fun to hang out with.. every min they were laughing and cracking jokes..!!!! hahaha.... i bet u if u're feeling sad... they sure will have a way to cheer u up..!! hahahha.....





[ SO SORRY ILU!!! i noe we had planned to head for the zoo today.. so so sorry tat i backed out the last min!!!!! =( i promise next time we sure go k... so so sorry.... I AM SUCH A SPOILER!!! sorry guys... anyway sure had fun yday... common test is over... let's all jia you for the major exams... simply love u guys..!! take care!! ]


and oso... band pract resumes on Fri... cant wait!! hahaha..!! miss u guys so much!!! take care!!!


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another one......love u guys so much.. friends.. lilo... ilu...mag..grace..helen.. everyone i noe and YOU 

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juz for u.... *if u'll ever come across my blog...* 

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WEE~~ haha.. okie.. a bit insane...

well... common test started yday... chinese was totally screwed... practically had no idea wad i was talking bout in my compo... beating around the bush...!! and paper 2... was worse... mutiple choice.. i was like...hmm... wadeva la.. juz teekam my way thru la..hahaha...

in the afternoon was chem.. that was a horror!! gosh!! so many calculations yet so so little time...had to rush thru..din even have time to check.. gosh..so so dead..!! for blanks in the MCQ... i coloured all A during the last min...haha.. aint i smart or wad... simply love myself...haha...

took a long journey home..haha.. slacked a bit.. and fell asleep... when i woke up... i had a splitting headache... gosh.. it hurt so so badly..so i took a panadol... felt drowzy... before i knew it.. i fell with my butt landing real hard on the floor... SOBX SOBX!!



slacked a bit more after dinner.. read my notes and memorised formula.... watched desperate housewives....DAMN NICE SHOW!!! hahaa.. simply love the plumber...hahaha!! so so HOT!!


mug mug mug... and fell asleep near 2... gosh...


this morning... maths test was goner... esp parts on transformation.. trigo... argh....!! simply got stuck here and there...so screwed....gosh.. tml is physics.. another paper tat i predict it is a goner..!! so... shall slack a bit today....!! hahaha....



time really pass so so quickly.. b4 u noe it.. exams are over.. and yes.. finally.. tml is the last paper... but... we cant be too happy.. becoz we have hell loads of exams waiting for us....BUMMER!! hahaha... but wad the hell.... ILU has decided to have fun... looks like having chalet... or pool?? or escape..haha.. wadeva it is.. we are definitely going out to play play play..!! hahaha...


hope u guys did ur best during the exams... let's all have fun!!

J2.. work harder worz... becoz As are not over yet... sam.. hwaee..yeekiat..michelle...eugene.. JIA YOU!! u guys can do it!!! AI ZAI AI ZAI!! hahahaha.....



after the exams... band pract resumes.. cant wait for konzert 2005... simply exciting..!! hahha... guys.. practice real hard for those challenging pieces!! JIA YOU!!!






[ you : after 2 weeks.. finally... pls work hard for exams.. coz i noe u can do it!! jia you.. take care of ur health too...]

[ ilu: thanks guys for ur constant support !! really love u guys man!! we can finally play and relax after tml!! yeah!!! PS..sorry guys.. i always spoil plans... so so sorry.....]




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ARGH!! i am raging inside!! ARGH!! u dunno how painful it is.. so stop annoying me!! argh!!!!

u left the mess behind... SO U JOLLY WELL CLEAR IT UP!! dun call me and sweet talk me... it will nv work... if things din happen tat time.. i would have listened to ur sweet talk.. BUT NOW... NO WAY!!!


anyway... simply annoyed... but never mind.. it is alright... calm down...calm down...haha.. trying to complete as much work as i can today...

BUT... mummy have to pop into my room and psycho me to go out with her..!! SO ANNOYING!! SO TEMPTING!! i need get my stuff done..!! yet there she is...brain-washing me...ARGH!!!

BUT I LOVE HER!! hahahaa...

yes... i miss many pple out there.... esp my good old frends.. BEEN SO SO SO SO LONG...


weijie.. vincent... xiufeng.. and gang... yes.. i promise u guys.. we will go out and catch movies and even ice skate...!! juz let me finish with my stupid exams tat is causing me to break down!!! lurv u guys.. take care...miss ya... *esp LILO...*


ILU.. yes.. we are all mugging real hard...!! so keep up!! a few more days.. and it is all over.. den we have to start the race again... TAT IS to complete our GP!! hahaha... jac and i plan to run away from ms koh...hahaha.. OOPS...sorry...


tpjc band... J2.. u guys have really been a wonderful company.. jia you and strive for ur common test as well as prelims!! work hard!! it will be ALL over sooon... lurv u guys..esp CLAR SECT!! u guys rock!! so.. jia you..!!!!! take care of ur health too..!!

J1.. our first common test... muz jia you..!!!!


to you... it's been 2 weeks... really glad things happened the way i hoped it would be.. thank u very much..!! i miss u too... jia you.. coz i noe u are stressing..everyone is... take care of ur health...

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BOOOO!!

haha... here i am...blogging.. taking a break from all those equations and definitions in physics and maths...YEEKS!! juz canot get my physics rite...darn darn darn... i am so so dead..!! help!! need help!!

haha.. aniwae.. popped by at jac's blog.. tat gal ar!! she can really shop till she drop..!! i can still remember vividly how we had to wait for her... HAHA!! this time.. she chiongs her way to mango sale...haha.. spent quite a lot too yeah?? hahaha... she definitely loved it..!! everyone eneds to take a break from those books and notes... guess shopping really helped..!! haha.. and.. she makes a blunder.. smsing the wrong person...and tat person replied rudely..!! WATCH OUT KID!! ILU WILL KILL U IF U BULLY CHOWIE! hahaha...NAH..we're nice pple..esp me.... LOL!!!!


well... juz bumming around... plans have been changed for next weekend...tot could visit "cat-cat"...but nahz... looks like gotta wait....


THEN... received this anonymous call.. thought it was kenny.. btu NO..it was him...from states...hahaha... chat a bit... really missed those days.... we talked bout stuff... things ended abruptly...coz he hung up...WADEVA!! things haven changed..!!

looks like i gotta think twice when i pick up ur call again...SHOO!



hahaha... love u guys out there...!! no matter wad happens along the way during the week.. strive and stand strong!! have faith in urself!!

god loves us all..god loves his children...

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HEY HEY!! well..got bored..so i decided to slack first..haha.. so here i am blogging...

well this morning woke up late...SHUCKS...so i hurried and rushed out of the house... took 31 to tamp interchange and met my pw grp...we discussed a bit.. wow.. saw many ppl in macs studying away...feel so guilty...a bit motivated...i need study!! come on!! haha.. while i flipped thru my notes yday.. realised... some of my notes were blank!!! gosh.. muz be due to skipping lects the past few times...oops..hahaha..


well.. juz now.. i received an sms from him again!! gosh... muz be super rich to sms from states la...hahaha.. he's coming back soon for a short hol....hmmm.... take care buddy...!!

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yoz!! haha.. i am fine now.. i set my priorities rite....yeah!!

haha... MAG DEAR!! cheer up!! okie?? coz i am here for u...take care...cant wait for sch term to start!!! miss ya loads...!! [ u've been feeling down.. i noe... SMILE!! ]

well... today.. dd some stuff... couldn't concentrate...wasnt really productive... only had like 1.5 chapts of physics done!! I DON HAVE MUCH TIME!! lord..pls gif me the concentration i need!! lord.. i noe u are here to guide me thru this...pls...help me..!!

dinner... sis and her hubby came over... granny had got the ingredients for popiah...so we made our own popiah... gosh!! my first time!! turned out quite okie...yummy..!! hahahaa... really fun mixing my own stuff...!!! shud have seen me at the dinner table..!! hahaa.. yes... i suppose many of u will noe.. I AM LAUGHING ALL THE WAY!!!!! hahahhaa... looks like the doc hasnt cured me...!! hahahaha... I HAVEN SEEN ONE!!! LAME LAME LAME!! hahahaha...


dinner was fun!! first time we all din had table manners...!! hahaha...!! it was hilarious looking at each other's final artpiece...!! haha.. it really wasnt easy... !! hahaha...


watched a bit of tv and had fruits with sis and her hubby... soon..it was time to say goodbye to them..!! SO FAST!! i really miss my days with sis around in the house.... we were always crapping and gossipping!!! i really miss her!! but too bad... she has her own family..!! hahahaha..!!
though we still gossip thru msn... technology is so advanced!!! hahahaha!!!!


then... i received a sms from someone..!! gosh.. i din expect!! it's been bout a yr plus since he left for the states... really missed him and gang... since he left... hardly mixed with his gang anymore...wad's more... many misunderstandings happened when he was around...take care buddy..!!


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BOOOOO!!!

SO SO HURT!!!

i felt a sharp pain in my heart..as though a knife has pierced thru....

but i am no supposed to be feeling this way... i am not supposed to...shud be happy...!!




juz waiting for my prayers to be answered... tat's all i ask for...and it would be enuff to satisfy me...
coz one cannot be greedy.....



god bless u...


[ this whole hols i've been missing u......]

[ take care my pals... SHANNIE CHINGIE LYNNIE AND CHOWIE ]

[ take care my fellow band mates....esp mag grace mich sam hwaee daphne etc etc...]

[ take care my dear lilo.. sch's gonna reopen soon..and i will miss u... actually miss u alot since ACJC concert...]

[ lord.. open ur arms and shower ur love on ur children... ]

[ thank u..thank u lord.. for bearing those sins upon that cross.... ]

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ALOHA ALOHA!! hahahaa.. stitch here...

hahaha.. today is the craziest day of the week..!! gosh!! tell u...whenever i am out with xiufeng aka LILO... i juz cant stop laughing.. now even jing zhong asked me to see a doctor..coz i seriously need help to cure my laughing illness...he saw it during the interview...hahaha... gosh...

well.... met lilo at suntec at bout 5 plus..we went to have dinner... the moment our eyes met... we burst out laughing... i wore a yello top..so i am a banana.. she wore a white top..so... an angel?? haha.... deep inside.. she's a devil!! hahahaa...

during dinner... we kept coming out with topics to talk about... each topic made us laugh like mad!! gosh!! hahaaha.. esp the one on imagining that fella to be.....hahahaha!! oh no oh no....!! and... " i am a man!!" LILO shud noe...hahahhahaaha........ I AM STILL LAUGHING EVEN WHEN I BLOG!!! i shud seriously listen to jing zhong... DOC!!! HELP!! hahahahaha....


we shopped a bit... den took a cab down to VCH...haha.. saw many familiar faces like my cousin.. karwai...and of coz my fellow tpjcband members...hahaha... so fun... during the concert... i was still laughing my way thru...thanks to LILO again...hahaha.. sam and hwaee were really enjoying themselves...!! GREAT JOB ACJC!! hahaha... i simply love GR SELECTION!! it really brought back many memories...APPASSIONATO 1... hai... really missed those days with CCHB alumnis....!!


after concert... lilo and stitch walked to the nearest bus stop.. lilo decided to take a bus to my place and hop on a cab and head home...

we waited for nearly half hour... we were laughing the whole time... becoz we were looking at this car with the word "SKYLINE".. but it simply din look like one.. hahaha.. and i came up with the idea of sharing a car with lilo.. and place her big name on it!! hahaa.... so we started coming up with super lame names... we matched each car name with our nick...hahaha... NISSAN STITCH is mine... and... VOLVO LILO is hers...hahahaha.. really stupid... we matched and matched.. laughed and laughed... all the way..even on the bus... SBS BUS was a VOLVO...hahaha.. on the bus... i decided to combine VOLVO LILO....VOLILO...and SHE brilliantly came up with...VOLO!! hahahaha... GOSH..it sounded like some alcohol drink la!! hahaha... damn funny!!!


we alighted at the bus stop and waited for a cab...hahaha...and separated....

wad a nite...really cool!!!

it's been so long since i last lamed with my dearest lilo....hahaha...!!

oh yes.. and she bought me a couple of cute stuff... a pouch and keychain from korea...and a panda clip from s'pore...hahaha..simply adore them..!!!


[ really missed u..........]

GOOD NITE PPLE!!! *sweet dreams* *hugs*

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yOz!! hahaa....

well.. have been slacking at home for the past 2 days... coz i am sick!! had fever..temp of 38 degrees... and i din get any work done..coz i was damn damn tired...damn sleepy coz of medication..yawns...

hmmm... watched some tv in the morning... went online and checked some stuff....i've decided!! i'm gonna get some stuff done today!! MUST! hahahaha...

well.. we'll see... i'll probably lie on the couch and fall asleep with my notes all over the floor..hahaha...lazy me!!


past few days had sms-chat with grace and lilo...hahhaa... finally lilo is back from her holiday trip in korea...haha..she sure had fun...hahaha...cant wait to see the pic..haha...cant wait to see ya face to face tml!! hahaha...

and grace... this gal sure has a lot of courage.. really happy for her tat she has removed tat barrier..haha.... as for me?? i still cannot remove it... dunno y... looks like i am the biggest barrier...!! wuahaha... cya soon my dear gal...

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tat's me again in aunt lucy's car trying out uncle phillip's shades!! 

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~wee~ dun mess with us pple!! haha.. chingie and i trying out shades..!! cool rite?! simply love the shades and her!! 

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ooo...tat's me in esprit..trying out the shades...simply love this one..!! 

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HEY HEY!! hahaha...haven been blogging..well...sorry guys..i was away at aunt's chalet for the past week!! hahaha...had great fun!! but i was practically going to school from monday to thurs... tiring...

well... as usual.. had band pract on mon and wed.. wed was the SC trial.. the 4 nominees were really good.. really confident... well done guys!! haha..

on thurs... ILU finally went out together... reached sch at 10...guess wad...lessons were at 1130!! so frustrating...esp when one of us knew it was 1130... JACLYN CHOW!! hahaha... but never mind.... she had to bear with the "lecturing" from us...hahaha... well..so lessons ended at bout 1plus near 2...we took a cab down to orchard cineleisure and booked tickets for "mr and mrs smith"... and peeps... it's a damn nice show!! all should catch it!! angelina jolie is so so damn hot..so is bradd...hahahaha...

before the movie we did some shopping..and trust me... chingie and chowie can really shop for clothes...!! my gosh!! chingie juz loves to try them on...and when she sees something she likes.. she juz GRABS!! wthout seeing the sizes...and wad happens in the end?? she cant fit into it!! hahahaha... and CHOWIE!! she's worse!! she took like 30mins to choose a top she tried... white yellow or pink... white yellow or pink..she juz couldnt decide...ARGH!!! hahahahha.... lynnie shannie and i are not going outwith them anymore...hahhaa..kiddin kiddin..!!!

we took neoprints too...so so damn cool..we were trying to decifer the japanese words...we were so excited for duno wad reason..and became more kan chiong when the timer started to count down...hahaha.. trust me.. 5 crazy gals in one neoprint machine..!! u can imagine...hahaha...


definitely had a fun time with the 4 lovely gal-friends of mine...hahhaa...they were the best companion...!! hahahaha..love u guys so much... take care...cya when sch reopens!!! study study!!! hahahaa...muacks...


well...back home today...been slacking... really no mood to study... coming down with flu... feeling so so sick...haha... muz be MAG!! she told me in the afternoon tat she's sick... now..i'm getting it...!! hahahaa....love sick??


i am feeling so nervous... i really dun wan monday to come!! INTERVIEW!! oh my!! hope it doesnt turn out the same as my chinese oral... which i totally screwed it up... =(


am i cut out for A-lvls???? wad am i going to do in the future?? pursue my dreams to be in the education line?? or do smth else?? help!!



lord, i noe u've been there for me all these while..thank u very much for showering ur love on me... lord, open ur arms and welcome my departed uncle into ur kingdom... may he rest in peace...

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hey peeps!!

well..yday i had band pract..had to be there by 8..and i was there super early.. luckily i met suvenna along the way...hee.. shortly, grace sujin and some others came in........hahaha....

today is quite a busy day for the committee as well as grace, azfar and natasha... *APPLAUDE* well done guys.....!!! haha.... today was the first time i sat soooo near the conductor...gosh..so so scary...hahaha...better work more on my solo!! to all soloist... JIA YOU! like wad hwaee always say.."ai zai ai zai" we can do it!! jia you!!!!


we had sectionals in the morning... our dearest michelle came late...and so did our darling hwaee....hahaha....we had lunch at uncle louis... was really rushing...hahaha.... there were more than 20 sec4 today...and we had a combine together...hahaha.... michelle started a rumour bout me..haha...and hwaee and marcus all started laughing..so so funny...hahaha!!

after tat...dr lee had to do more auditions...so we had our sectionals... by 5..everyone was like exhausted... could see from many faces....hmmmm....hope u guys rested well in the nite...!!


well..after band i took bus 12 with grace mag and kaixiang...haha...definitely talked a lot...hahaha.... soon... i alighted with mag..and i left to meet my parents... SOMETHING happened again at the dinner table..dun wish to mention it..but it has been like tat for the past few days when i meet them for dinner... GIVE ME A BREAK!!!! SIMPLY HATE IT!!

[ u both... u have no idea how tired i am at the end of the day..and yet u wanna pick on me and start a quarrel... wad's all this shit man... i really had enuff... time and time again..... u thk tat i have attitude problem.. but i wont have it if u reply me nicely when i ask a question.... why reply me in a sacarstic way..as if i had asked a stupid question... I WAS JUZ ASKING!! and i wanted to start a conversation...LOOKS LIKE IT ENDED HORRIBLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really wonder why am i sent to u guys when u dun even wan treasure me........!! FINE!!! i had enuff of this man!!! if u wanna ignore me when i acknowledge u...FINE!! u wanna stare at me as if i din smth wrong when in actual fact i din...FINE!! i had enuff..!! U GUYS DUNO WAD I AM GOING THRU!!! U OBVIOUSLY THINK I AM HAVING FUN TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]


[ all i ask for is to be loved by u guys.. is tat too much to ask?? ]

[ i really feel like bursting into tears yday when i was in my room.. i really felt like hitting my head against those walls.... NO ONE knows wad i am going thru.... i can never be happy again when i step into my doorsteps... WHY?! ]

[ i really needed a comforting sms from U last nite.. but i knew..it's juz a wish...it'll nv come true coz u knoe NTH bout this... ]

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yoyo!! hahaha..well..today woke up relatively early... met xiufeng at dhoby ghaut mrt station at bout 930... den we headed for sembawang..when we reached the sch...it was super quiet!! haha..becoz the sch is gonna move...hahaha..so so sad...

well.. at sunplaza, xiufeng wanted to go to the toilet..so we went to this old toilet.. and there!! i saw the moth that sam posted on her blog!! my gosh!! it was really BIG!! haha.. kept flying around.. xiufeng and i were screaming our lungs out!! hahaha... den in sch... outside the AVA room.. there was another one..!! argh!! hahaha.. during lunch..we went back to sunplaza...went back to the toilet again...and it was still there!! we kept screaming.. it was like chasing after us!! my gosh!! argh!!! we laughed non stop man...hahahaha....

well.. the band is practising hard for their outdoor performance on sunday..all the best guys!!! have fun and enjoy urself!! GET THOSE BALLOONS AWAY!! I AM AFRAID OF THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and... vincent and a few others kept disturbing me..argh!! hahahaha...


after band.. xiufeng and i went to orchard to get her wallet and some hp accessory of mine...haha.. after tat we kpt walking to taka.. had dinner..and did more window shopping..kept laughing and laughing..we were both very very tired...hahaha..yawns...hahaha... and we kept discussing on how to get our way home...well..there's only one route for me..but for poor dear gal of mine...haha..she needs to spend alot to get home...so she decided to take bus with me to my place..den get her way back...poor her...haha.. today is the worst day!! we keep bumping into weird things.. after tat at the bus stop near my place.. there's this worm crawling everywhere... and landed somewhere below this guys's foot..hahaha..oops... dun kill the poor thing!! hahahahaa...... wonder how's it doing now...hahhahaa... den on the bus... dear xiufeng saw smth strange...haha...weird day....

so here i am...home...yeah..tired...but need get some stuff done..... tml's another day at band...cant wait!! hahahaa... juz wanna spend as much time as i can away from home....haiz... tired out...and there's this BIG ULCER OF MINE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


wadeva i do... i keep thinking of u..how?? can i not think?? argh.... i duno how to face u...every again... i really wish i can have the confidence like SHE does... to juz throw everything out... but.. if i did.. i doubt the outcome will be the same...!!

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wEE... had band pract today.. well.. mag and i planned last nite... if band really started at 9...den okay..we shall start practicing.. if it starts at 10.. den we shall have breakfast before band starts...hahaha.. true enough, band starts at 10...OOPS....hhaha... so mag and i decided to have our breakfast... we asked wanrong along too.. we went over to uncle louis...hahaha... YUM YUM....


today...some sec4s will be coming for audition.. so far.. i thk i've only seen one..she's from the same section too!! haha.. hope to see her next yr...hahaha

well.. had sectionals in the morning.. practiced highlights from chess... actually not so much.. our section only managed to do warm ups.. den it was combine...wooo...fast!! hahahaa....

they gave out scores, "2nd suite in F"... OH NO!! i am playing SOLO!! cannot cannot...so so scared... hope i dun screw everything up.. thanks sam marcus michelle hwaee azfar and grace for giving me this chance and believing in me!! thank u for supporting me!! though i noe during sectionals i kept messing things up and we had to retry and try...so so sorry...!!! =(


after tat...we had combine again.... band ended at bout 630....was kinda rush becoz we had many announcements...and the school attendant wanted to lock up the gates...yeah... so we rushed off....... i wasnt in good mood either.. quite tired...and disappointed in my playing... i really am lousy man... argh...!!!



lord, thank u for bringing this very day to me... thank u for all the friends i have... thank u for the comfort and care.... lord... i hope u send me the confidence.... allow me to build it up and play confidently... lord.. i love u for all u have done... thank u my lord... my loving father.............

[ are u injured?? i see that u are in pain..mayb i am wrong.. pls pls pls take care of urself.... ]

OH AND MORE THING....

i was juz browsing friendster..and happen to drop by someone's profile...wow..looks like his testimonials are rather good.. but u noe wad... i juz dun thk so... mayb he has his way around those pple around him... but too bad.. not with me... u have lied to me time and time again.. i juz duno why i ever believed u in the very beginning.... if this ur decision.. i;ve nth more to say... dun regret... i simply hate pple whu lie to me....... many can understand tat..esp when i am in sec sch.... i really HATE them...............!!!! when u see me... DUN BLAME ME...!!

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