hee hee..hiz all... been very grouchy these few days since sunday morning... duno wad has gotten into me.. really tired after weeks of studying... i noe wad all will say..." pls la.. 3mths is slack lor.. y so chiong..." blahz blahz... do i look like i have a choice???!

anyway... had long lessons till like 4.10... last 5periods was for practical.. 2periods for biology and the last 3periods for chemistry... i love practicals!! haha... i hate planning!! hahaa... duno how i'll be able to get thru the SPA thingy if i continue...hahhaa...

den it was 4.10.. din feel like eating..so i left the chem lab with ivy and yuan zhi... we headed for band room.... ARGH! tat yuan zhi ar!! cannot stand!! i REN!! ahahhaa.. funny fellow...hahaha

den we had sectionals... Sam(short for samantha) thought us theory... my goodness!! i am like so confused!! haha... but still can la... haha.. den it was near 7... i packed up and left....

took a cab home... sam and jerome muk accompanied me with their msgs...haha... thanks sam for listening to my probs....!! such a dear!! hmmm...thanks michelle for teaching me the piano thing...hahaha... thanks grace for helping me write theory stuff!! so sweet of u guys....!! hmmm... for the rest like hwaee yeekiat eugene chuen yang meilin nadia simon azfar... take care!! all the best!! hahaha........


[thank god for all that i have... i'm learning to treasure every minute of life...]


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haha..hi guys..yes i've joined the TPJCband...haha...pple there are very friendly...hahaha...so nice of them... well...it's been another tough week of more work and tutorials...yes..and argh!! i'm going to have a trial debate tml...hope i dun get selected!! i dun wan!! i cannot!! i'll burst out laughing!! hahahahahahahahaha........... imgaine... i'm in opposition team.... and the proposition team goes " Point Of Information...!!" and i go...pointing at the person...and... " WUAHAHAHA!!"

stupid rite?? but really cannnot la... if presentation still alright...i hate pple to interrupt me!! hahahahaha...kiddin kiddin...........

well... today got band...practiced armenian dances and it was so hard to concentrate...so so sorry.... really tried but was tough... couldn't get my notes rite... my gums hurt... got a stupid ulcer....SOBX SOBX...and so so so tired.... but J2s were so nice..yee kiat there to cracked funny jokes and laughing all the way... samantha there to support us by writing notes on the back of the score and passing it everywhere.... hwa ee was so nice to teach us..... michelle there to smile and joke with us too... and eugene..so so sorry... he's always the one tat we laugh at.. coz of his actions...so funny... a family full of laughters.. hahahaha... so happy to be in there....

but...will i be in there for long?? forever?? can i stay in a jc?? or wait....shud i stay in a jc??? haiz..... a really tough decision....... if i leave... i'm gonna miss all of u there.......!! definitely!!!!! LOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sobx.....


dunno wad lies ahead of me... i'm afraid... dunno why... i'm afraid of making the wrong decisions... and guess wad...i dun have the support of anybody............................. even if i do make a mistake in decision making..... it's going to be... " SEE LA... WHO ASK U SO SMART GO MAKE THIS CHOICE...!!" haiz......


[ a world of my own.............................................] =(


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well well well.. past 3weeks have been a tiring one.... everyday is more lectures and tutorials...my goodness!! i really dunno if i'm cut out to be in a JC.... i mean..come on..face it... i'm not the JC type...rite???...i cannot set my priorities and plan my stuff properly.... every now and then...i still feel like dropping out....really cannot take it... sorry to disappoint some of u....

well.... i hate to study in that kind of environment...but pple there are ncie and friendly.... like pple in band.... haha...like samantha...hwa ee.... yee kiat... michelle.... and one more... eugene? though i haven spoke to him a word of "hi"...hahahaa.....other J1s i met..like grace, mei lin, nadia, magdaline, natasha, simon, marcus, chuen yang... they were all very nice.... very pro too...haha...

like a family..... so nice..hahaha....

well...i definitely miss my other family in sembawang..it's been really long since i went back there to see u guys...hope u're doing fine and like me...striving and working hard for upcoming SYF....!! good luck guys!! work extremely hard!!! get pass this hurdle...!!!!!

[ARGH!! u noe wad??? i hate u alot!! why do u have to do this to me everytime...!! ]




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many mishaps have happened on her...all i wish is for a miracle to happen and erase all the pain and sufferings that are coming her way.....

lord... i hope u open ur loving arms and place them above her... pray and watch over her and protect her from any harm....

lord... dun take her away from me so soon... let her stay by my side till the end of time...

pls gif her the confidence to fight all battles that she will face in yrs to come.... let her be strong and win these battles in victory and release all her worries and discomforts......

thank u lord.................


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hahaha.... hi guys!! this morning i'm at bedok town centre doing voluntary work to help collect donations for the victims of the catastrophe.... during the collections...my friends(michelle and su yuan) and i have definitely seen many different reactions of those being asked to donate..... some are disappointing...some are great...thanks for great generosity....!!! u'll be blessed...!!

after tat... we went our separate ways... i went to meet lilo at tampines mrt station..and...i'm so so sorry... i was late!!! hahaha...my goodness...so sorry...den we went to yoshinoya to open my present!!! hahaha...love the wrapper...love the card...love the gift!!!!!! thanks lilo jiehong and weijie!!!! MUACKS!! hahahaha....definitely love it lots lots...!!! hahahaa....we sat in there for like an hour before deciding to leave for suntec....hahhaa..... den we went to wild hibiscus...been such a long time since i last visited there....hahhaa...went to see janet lor...talk awhile den went to suntec to check the timing for movies!! hahaha.....

so we decided to watch "meet the fockers"... we bought 3tickets coz lilo's sis(aka stitch) watching too...!! hahaha... so lilo and i went macs to eat before meeting her sis...hahaha... and there!! SHE WORE BLACK!! AGAIN!! everytime i meet her sis...we'll be wearing the same coloured shirt!!! hahahahaa.....my goodness!!!

den we headed for the movie theatre...there... 2 people were such a pain in the neck!! made a mistake yet wanna blame on us and give attitude.... WHAT IS THE WORLD BECOMING TO??? aren't singaporeans supposed to be friendly and nice pple???? MY GOODNESS!! luckily got lilo's sis there....^5 MAN!! muz scold them!! argh...esp that guy!!! argh!!!

den movie started...haha....laugh and laugh...can't stop laughing.....hahaha...wad a great show... esp the baby!! LIL JACK!! hahahaa.... so so sooooo cuteeee!!! hahahahaha....

show ended...then lilo and i went to a different bus stop from her sis...coz her sis taking 16 home to old kallang airport...i take 36....lilo take 133... hahaha...36 and 133 same stop...yeah!! laugh and laugh again...buay ta han...hahaha.... den i left first....


here i am blogging......hee hee...wad a great day...after so long since i last saw my dear lilo....so happy can shop and laugh like mad with her!!! wuahahahhahaha......!!!!

[ dont expect me to be give in and pamper u...coz i wont... i dun feel the same as u...]
[ i'm trying my best to forget the past and try tp accept....but whenever i want to...things turn out differently...why?? is this FATE??? i really wanna experience another chapter of my life...but things juz dun work out....shud i surrender and gif up??? WHY???? are u doing this on purpose to test me??? are u being real to me??? i'm tired..............................................]


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Yo.... well...today's another day i'm absent from school...haha...morning...same thing...my toopid left hand got prob again!! argh...hahaha....den later bout 11...Ms Lydia, my civics tutor called me...! haha...she so sweet... i tot she was gonna scream at me...hahaha....love her! hahaa...

so later in the afternoon...i juz bummed around the house with my sister....stupid her...keep hugging my piglet!! hahaha.... anyway...den i dozed off....hahaha....

woke up at 5...and found myself lying on the floor lazily.... so slack...so sianz...no tv programme to watch... den...my mummy comes announcing tat tonight got mass... have to go attend...it's a ceremonial for the victims of the Tsunami.... so..yeah.... have to go lor... hmmmm....


[ waiting for a miracle to happen............... when will it ever happen...............................]


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haha...! hi guys! it's been a long time since i last blogged...so okay la..here's for RABBIT whu said tat she's bored...hahaha...

well... 2 weeks have passed and my time in TPJC has become more fun!! haha... yday was the first pract with TPJCBAND...haha... the J2s in my section like samantha...hwa yi... michelle... yee kiat are very friendly...hahaha...always a smile on their faces!! haha... well...it's been a long time since i last sat down and played..so kind of sucked at it..haha...hope i can learn more in the coming practices...hahaha...

well..today i woke up with my left arm being numbed!! so..i din head for sch...later in the day...bout 1...i went to see the doc..my goodness!! i'm having som nerve prob...tat's why it's causing a swell and numbness...*sobx*

so i took a MC and excuse cheat for PE...haha.... many will thk it's on purpose.....BUT IT"S NOT!!!! the numbness is killing me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


hee...yeah..so now i'm home...bumming around...taking medication......watching tv....online.......... soon...i'll be zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

hahaha...alrite...shall end here............ wuahahaha......SMS ME MORE LA!! very bored!! hahaha....


[miss hanging out everyday at CCHY.... at SHOPPING MALLS with LILO......]
[ things have really changed between us.....why arh...does it lie with u.... or with us?? haiz...really dun wanna see this manz....................(ps lilo shud noe wad i talking bout) ]
[ dunno wad has gotten into u..dun even noe wad u thking.......... haiz.....]


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hahaha!! hi hi guys!! it's been so so long...hahaha...well i juz had a week of orientation......was alrite la.... my OGLs from ARCTURUS were really friendly and nice!! haha... met new friends too...cool rite?? can't wait for lecture to start.... i'm doing the triple science combi...hahaha...so exciting..can't wait!!! well..... take care to u guys out there.....i will always remember u...even if u feel tat u're too busy to leave a msg...or u DUN even feel like msging....fine... i'll remember u....

so happy!! i'm turning 17 tml!! can't wait....but...this yr...haiz...a sad birthday i have..... kenny has left for aust... and he'll be back only after a yr...haiz.... so he cannot celebrate with me.... AND ALSO...pple tat i hope can attend...juz cannot come..haiz... why... i did something wrong??? did i??? haiz... 4get it la..at least some still can celebrate with me..... still have next yr...so it's okie.......... take care everyone.....


[ take care kenny!! take care keng!!!!!]


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