yo yo!! haha...this morning woke up super early...becoz gonna meet lilo and kenny at boon keng...den meet the rest at jurong east to go to jurong swimming complex for some fun...hahha...luck this morning got daddy drive...hee..thanks thanks...!! den as i reached boon keng...we were already behind time by half hour....hahaha...and vincent weijie winson hong yew christina weiling were all waiting at chinese garden mrt station...hahaha..so i lilo and kenny took a cab down immediately....

reach le!! yeah!! haha..we had lunch at KFC first b4 heading for the pool...but in the end.... only the guys went swimming....4 gals sat by the cafe and stoned...hahahaha....weiling best!! cannot stop laughing...see me only laugh...christina will juz follow along..they two laugh non stop from the time we meet at the mrt station to the end of the day!!!!! my goodness!!!! best man!!! hahahhaa.....BUAY TA HAN!! they can form orchestra!! hahahaa....

so after tat..we reached orchard like at 5 plus...den they had dinner at yoshinoya at cineleisure....den we headed for party world and sang to our heart's content...hahaa...actuallly...only kenny did the singing...i and lilo were singing to ourselves without the mic...hahahaha....funny rite....not long later....janet came....christelle(kenny friend) oso came...and kenny and her started all the singing....WOW!! like concert!! hahaha...had a wonderful time there man!!!!!

after tat...at 10...we headed for burger king...and sat there and had supper...hahha...along the way...lilo and i kept talking....haiz....talk bout so many things..make us think and think....hahaha....hmmm..well tat's life....hahahahha....after tat bout 11...we went on separate ways back home....i and lilo took 16...hahaha...on the way..kept talking again...haiz.....then she reach her stop and i reached mine...came back home....really frustrated again....wad the hell...!! anyway this isn't the first time...so i juz BEAR WITH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tat's becoz u are my elder!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ y do i have to make tough decisions?? why do i lead such a life??? why am i the youngest??? why can't i spend the last few days with my close friends b4 i officially start sch and drift away from them??? WHY CAN'T U BE MORE UNDERSTANDING??????????????!!!!!!!!!]


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hahaha...! hiz all...finally back in blogging...hahaha...very sian to blog la..hahaha....

well..i went for band camp from 20 to 24 dec...had a great time there...the bond between me and the alumnis...me and the juniors...me and my section has really strengthened....hahaha...first day i and xiufeng took a cab down and saw them having some activity...later was band pract...den dinner...hahaha...and was movie time for them..they watched drumline..my goodness xiufeng and i watched it like 3 times...hahahaha....den at bout near 12 was shower time for xiufeng and i...my god!! i was scared by ms ang man!!! she sat in the hall motionless...with lights coming from her hp...my goodness!! i tot was.....YEEKS! hahaha.......!! scaredy cat rite me?? hahaha..can't blame la..hahahhaa......den was supper...ms lim and mr toh went out to prata point to buy prata for us...my god..we waited for like an hour plus...haha..nearly doze off..luckily..we kept ourselves occupied by gazing at the stars.........SO LOVELY!!!!!!!!!!!! den lights off.......

Second Day......
morning woke up late..but was disturbed by "music" at nite.....those in the staff room shud noe la...hahaha...thk of it..i and xiufeng will burst out in laughters!! cannot stand!!! hahahha..... was also disturbed by the food committee coming in to take breakfast!! cannot stand it...super tired...hahaha...den was band pract again..and later at nite, was sketch!! so funny!!! the guys in the band are really sporting!! most dress up as girls with boobs...hahahha...well done guys!! esp zhong shou!! well done!! hahahaha......

Third Day....
morning they had PT..and later was the cleaning of instru..den kenny matt zirong alice cheryl all came...hahhaa...so many alumnis...den it was band pract and more games!! hahaha...so many of them kana sabo..pusehd into a plate of flour and cream...Yeeee...hahaha....but was fun la....den was water spraying time...hahahaha...bet they had fun..........

Fourth Day...
wok up super early like at 830...juz to accompany kenny bro to see the doc to take MC..hahaha...den we bought breakfast for mr toh they all.... poor ms lim...she has to wake up early which she dreaded the most!! all thanks to the sec1 registration thingy...poor her...hahahhaa....den the band fall in with their instruments to pract...hahaha...they played ross roy without score!! not bad not bad...hahahha...den it was video time...we watched tokyo kosei's concert featuring nobuya sugawa's solo for every song...hahhahaa...good good good....NICE!!!!!!!!!! den later...was band pract again...hahaha..at nite..janet and helen came...hahaha..they had games...so fun!! so nice to sabo them!! ms lim xiufeng and i were busy mixing the ingredients...!! my goodness!! it turned out brown and a bit sick..but...TOO BAD! hahahhaha.....ms lim and i can't stop laughing...my goodness!! hahahaha...den it was games!! they had to play ZONG JI MI MA...hahaha..the loser has to mak a choice out of four choices...hahahaha....wad he picks..he eats!! hahahahha...was laughing like mad....cool sia!! hahahha... soon..it was song along session....mr sng can sing!! hahaha...talking bout mr sng..i dunno why...but upon hearing his name or NICKNAME each time..i burst out in laughters...ms lim gave him an english name charles....so he's mr charles sng...if u listen to it in hokkien tone..it's CHAO SNG...AKA...SMELLY....hahahhaha..oops...so sorry..but he's a nice guy..nice teacher in charge!! all the best to u and the band!! hahahha....so juniors listen to him and ms ang hor!!! hahahaha

LAST DAY....
we wek up at 930..started packing up and clearing our area...haha..later at bout 11 was the band's performance to play christmas songs...hahaha...some prize giving...and a cake cutting ceremony for ms lim...the majors had it all planned!! hahhaa...well done guys...ms lim was touched...hahaha...den after photo taking..we went out for lunch....matt kenny i and xiufeng took mr sng's car..the rest took ms lim's car...haha..in the car!! my god! i and xiufeng juz cannot stop laughing the moment we stepped in...hahaha..BECOZ OF MR SNG'S STUFF CAT!!!!!!!!!!!! and MATT!! he keeps playing with it...making it dance..swim...sing..jump...wadeva!! he keeps mewing..my goodness!!! poor cat...mr sng sure heart pain...hahahaha...tat was bout all...went home in a cab with xiufeng gerard and matt..reach home at 4 and went for family dinner at aunt's place...super tired....hahahaha.....THANKS TO U GUYS!!!!! MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!

[ thank u for accompanying throughout the camp with u sms-es......]
[ thank the alumnis and ms lim and mr toh for the fun time we spent.....]
[ thank u mr sng ms lin ms ang for accompanying the band and helping out too...haha esp ms ang...i'm ur cactus!!]




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it's a very very super bloody bad day man...shal not elaborate much..but why do things have to come till like this???????!!

i hate this feeling.....so lost.......on the bus listening to song......and there i'm sitting alone...feel like crying...

when i return home...WORSE..juz dun feel like talking....!! haiz...so many things happen...why why why why...................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[ why do things have to come to this stage...??]
[ lord i relaly wanna enter ur world at times....things juz get so out of hand and i can't do anything bout it....i feel damn useless....why...!! i really wanna noe!! WHY????!! i noe this is part and parcel of life....these are obstacles tat pple have to face to make them stronger day by day.........BUT WHY DOES IT GET SO TOUGH???????]

[ all i ask for is to be happy....to have a happy . . . . . .] [is that too much to ask for????]


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Tonight i feel like giving up all hope,
my dreams are shattered,
i'm falling apart...
Just like this wounded heart,
falling from the clouds above,
its tiny fragile gold lost...
You think i'm tough,
and don't really care,
you think these eye's'don't really shed a tear....
I know now,that i never meant a thing,
to you i am nothing,
so,
I'll swallow my pride tonight,
and let my tears flow....
This heart of mine is closed,
the door is locked,
the key lost....
In my saddened sea of tears,
the key will remain....


[ thinking of u day and night....i wanna let go..tell me wad to do.......i am nothing to you....nothing at all....]


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yawns...got nth to do...here i am...writing my blog......supposed to sleep till late!!!!! argh....! den michelle called at 10...!! asked me to check my JC postings.... aw man!! i can't get back to sleep anymore....yawns...hahahaha...but it's alrite la...i kan chiong check oso...hahahaa...

there i found out i got into TPJC...along with michelle joel jerome(muk) jessica chiang tania..others not too sure...hahaha...will stay around till afternoon.......................................


[waking up...missing u....]


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I shall take your sweet memories,
on my journey,
and think of you often....
Keeping you in my thoughts,
will see me through,
just knowing you are happy,
is all i need to know....


[thinking bout u day and night...i noe i shud stop..but wad can i do?? it's me heart's choice to return to where i began....]



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neo-prints!!! we took them 4th dec!! the day we go sentosa!! haha...nice nice!! mei mei!! 

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look at my fake smile!! haha...at marina's GV..waiting to watch movie! stitch(me) & lilo(xiufeng) 

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today is sat..hahhaa... morning...woke up and started sms-ing lilo(xiufeng)...my dad had rent a car and so went to fetch lilo and kenny to band...haha... the whole time in the car..kenny kept making fun of lilo..poor her... her hand injured le..he still treat her like tat...bad bad kenny!! bad alien!! hahahha.... lilo's hand swollen sia!! oh my..better take care ya...??? (",)

when we reached....we went to take sectionals le..my goodness...been so long since i last took the sections..hmmm...heard a lot of things going on in the section..well... listen up.. u guys better pract hard for upcoming SYF..take thai com as a lesson to learn!! the comments made by one of u was disappointing!! i and the other alumni nv wan hear it again!! u guys better buck up man!! esp those whu din go thai!! WORK HARD HARD HARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

after band...we( mr toh kenny jiehong gerard janet xiufeng me...) went to marina square's new food court to have our dinner...haha...was yummy...haha!! den mr toh decided to go for movie...so we went up to GV to check out the movie time...hahhaa...den realised all was like 10 plus...hmmm..so mr toh decided to go over suntec's ENG WAH to check out...we walked all the way there...was like rushing..but mr toh and kenny walked so briefly and easily...haiz...long legs la..cannot blame..hahhaa... i and xiufeng kept laughing during our walking journey..!! buay ta han...! haha... i kept making her walk fast...haha..becoz... a step of mine is equivalent to her two three steps...haha...she had a super hard time...!! hahaha... jiehong and gerard kept playing...my goodness!! jiehong la...kept pulling gerard's shirt up to take a peek at...u noe...hahaha....keep making fun of gerard...until...jiehong bumped into a stand!! hahaha.......!! poor him!!! hahahahaha... we walked to and fro...from marina to suntec and back to marina again!! becoz janet said at marina there is a movie at 935...hahaha...and suntec's cinema din have the movie mr toh wan watch...hahhaha... tiring man!! *pant pant* hahahaha...... and keng came to join us! haha...

after the movie it was bout 12...so we hurried home...keng accompanied kenny to wait for his bus and keng took a cab home....we heard the last train ends at 1230..so we rushed to city hall mrt station...!! we walked from millenia walk..all the way to raffles place!! my goodness!! rushed like mad...and laughed all the way with xiufeng... we both high man!! hahaha...!! den at the station we realised.... NO LAST TRAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahaha...so we headed to the road opp raffles hotel i thk...to hail for cab..thank goodness we din wait at the taxi stands.... haha... xiufeng jieong gerard and i took a cab...janet took a cab...mr toh took a cab... reached home like 1245...hahha...tiring..but it was sheer exciting and fun..hahahhaa......!!! along the way we kept cracking jokes and laughing...my goodness!! hahaha..... nitez everyone..... keep your smiles wide open!!

[ how i wished u had joined us for the movie....but...haiz... thking too much again..........i juz wish...i noe it wont come true...nv ever will..rite??]


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wuahahaha....soooo handsome...ya??  

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sooo cute....!! *pinch* 

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tat's me and xiufeng!! hahahaha...wuahahaha!! 

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tat's lilo!! (aka xiufeng) haha...!! 

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stitch!! haha...tat's me!!  

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MON 6tH dEc 2004

yoyo! this morning woke up late..den watched mvp qing ren.... can't wait to go out watch movie..haha... den vincent sms me...ask me wad movie we watching...talk talk talk...in the end...we din watch movie..but went to weijie's mother shop at ang mo kio to have out hair done... hahhaa...

so... at 4 i met xiufeng on bus 31...haha..we kept lauging..forgot is bout wad le..haha.. den we met weijie and vincent at janet's workplace...hee...and we set off for the salon....

we reached here bout 545...hahhaa.. i thk so..haha..din really take note of the time..
there...janet curled her hair... i and xiufeng had out hair dyed! haha... stupid vincent...sit there keep laughing at our hair and stupid faces...haha... and oso..his sms like free sia... in the same shop... like 2 steps away..he can sms me... "hahahaha".... funny guy man!! hahaha.. by the time we were all done... it was 830!! oh man...sorry to trouble weijie's mummy...by right she has to close at 8...thanks for the low price..!! hee hee hee hee...!! den we headed for bishan junction 8 to have our dinner...at kfc...oh my goodness..we kept laughing and laughing... den i too excited...spilled coke over janet...so so sorry my dear...!! :( dun angry okay?? sorry.... :(

den janet took a cab back and i slotted $5 into her bag...USE IT ARH! hee...den vincent weijie meand xiufeng took the mrt...hee...we went on our separate ways and headed home..on our way back..me and xiufeng chatted...can't really remember our topic..hahaha.... den i reached home....!

[ missing u...when can it ever happen.....]


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SAT... 4Th Dec 2004

yo yo yo..!! haha..today is saturday...duh..lame..hahahaha...mad mad mad...!! happy mahz...!! hahaha... at bout 1145 i left the house to take a bus down to xiufeng's house to meet her....haha..den we took 32 to bugis to meet kenny janet and zijun for lunch...at mos burger...hahha...hmmm... all of them were late!! humph!! tat kenny arh...early morning only trick me say nv bring the important stuff... so sad lor... tot he really nv bring..in the end...??! he brought!! argh...this bro of mine arh!! argh...!! hahaha...but.. wanna thank him anyway la...such a nice bro....hahhahaha....!! then at bout 1 all came...liew!! we supposed to meet at 1230!! hahahhaa... never mind la.. all come can le..get to eat there...can le...hahahhahaa....

at mos burger...that kenny!! argh...keep making fun of me!! keep on suan me at mos burger...the rest shud noe why la hor...idiot one..make me so paiseh...face red la!! argh...cannot stop laughing...argh...!! but it was sure a fun time at mos burger....hee hee hee hee hee.........lalalalalala....shit...high....!! hee hee hee hee hee.....!! after a while... kenny stop suan-ing me....NOW..it's janet's turn....wuahahahaha... suan pple so shiok...kana suan is a diff thing...hahahaha.... poor her.....hahahahaha.....i better save myself too....hahahahhaa...

after lunch we went to new world order... a shop selling shirts... janet went to get her shirt changed coz of size difference..hahaha.... den we went to take neo-prints!!! hahaa...wanted to take one only...in the end?? we took 3 times...all thanks to kenny!! hahaha.. poor xiufeng have to take with him so many times coz he made so many mistakes...hahahaha.......but it was fun fun fun fun...hahahahhaa...laugh and laugh...mad man...hahahahha....

after tat we left and went to harbour front for our outing at sentosa... there... we met mr toh ms lim jiehong kinda gerard tee wee matthew shirley candice...den we set out for our beach party...hahahha...later vincent weijie fazli alinia weenah and erika came... at the beach..my goodness..they had so much fun..pity i and janet cannot go into the water..argh.. but..we still got wet... ms lim kinda jiehong and xiufeng came to hug me...and tada!! i was wet...not enuff..they started using the frisbee and water bottles... to pour water!! arh!! hahaha..wet wet wet...!!!! poor xiufeng...she got pulled into the water first....hahahah.... kenny and teewee got injured while playing...yeee...muz careful ya.... den we bathed and went to watch the musical fountain...oh my goodness!! it was so amazing!! so magical!!! *screams* hahaha... nice nice...tat weijie and fazli...whole time keep poking me..making me laugh...hahaha...nice feeling being close to juniors...hahaha...hmm...bout 930 we left sentosa and arrived at harbour front shopping centre to have our dinner at macs...oh man...totally exhausted.... at bout 11... i xiufeng and matt took 30 back...reach xiufeng's place and i shared a cab with matt...hahaha...

so...tat was wad happened in the day....later at nite...vincent msged me..haha..i msged xiufeng and kenny and jiehong......and we found out...3 of us are actually msging each other!! hahaha... and of coz i was msging someone too.. den kenny stop msging...he wanted to sleep..hee hee... den i cannot take it anymore..i knocked out first.... left xiufeng and ah-vin to continue their bet...hahahaha..wonder who's the winner..hahaha...alrite..shall end here....

SUN 5tH dEC 2004...

OOO...jermome muk's bdae!! haha..hereby wishing him happy birthday!! hahahaa...aniwae.. sad la cannot go out.. janet have to head back to work..den i juz have to rot at home...by right wanted to go to the salon....now..cannot le lor..sobx sobx....boring day..guess i'll sleep in the afternoon and head for church at nite....hee hee...take care guys.... wad a long long blog..hahaha...

[ missing u...when will u noe...or..u already noe....]


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yoyo!! haha...how has it been guys!! heez....well...it's been long since i blogged....coz..i was away in thailand for the ASBC ( Asian Symphonic Band Competition ) !! haha...shall not talk much bout it...but the time spent there like shopping, taking pictures, in the hotel room, etc...OoOo...they were fun fun fun and more fun!! hahaha... a pity tat some of the alumnis were not there....if not can have the same fun like the previous trip...wuahahhahaa....hmmmm....... miss those days....

well today.... hee...went to bishan, junction 8 with xiufeng janet weijie vincent and fazli...went there to catch a movie...haha..." christmas with the kranks..." funny show...rather touching at the end though...hee...nice movie for the christmas season...hee hee hee....... the whole time this vincent and weijie keep making me and xiufeng blur...see our blur faces they very happy...laugh non-stop...BUAY TA HAN them...hahaha...vincent very naughty arh...keep disturbing xiufeng...keep poking her..haha..poor her...i oso kana quite a bit from him...haha..but..he always poke wrong place...he poke places i no feeling one...hahahaha......!!! after the movie was like bout 7 plus le...den we met teewee at the bishan station's platform....we took the train to orchard to meet kenny and brenda ( kenny's gf!!) haha...nice gal...pretty...hahaha...hmmm...den had dinner at cineleisure....buay ta han...weijie keep making me laugh at the slightest things man...argh!! *bissh* him...hahahha...after dinner we took a walk round heeren...den headed home....had a free ride from xiufeng's friend...haha.... then went up xiufeng's place to take back luggage and tibits tat i left in her luggage...hee hee...took a cab back...scary driver...got weird look..hahhaa...oops......ahahhahaa...den reach home lor...nth to do...so watch tv first...hahaha..watch watch watch...now then online...sianz sianz...hahaha...tml got outing...dunno whether i'll get to see........................ a not......haiz.........

good nite everyone...enjoy ur christmas season...!!

[ hoping to see u again...hoping tat i can hear from u... hoping tat i can juz talk to u...hoping tat my dreams can come true.....but..i noe.........my dreams are dashed...rite??? ]

[ lord... pls take away her pain and sufferings.....it hurts me to see my beloved mummy in this state...... :'( .... lord.... pls..... ]


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