fine. everything is my fault. MY fault. MY FARKING FAULT.

damn it man. as if i am the only one at fault.

wait! i am not even at fault, ass!

it's u! YOU fuss at every little farking thing.

fark off. i am pissy.

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and so i was pissed off with him.

and i went to swim. so i can relieve my mind and not see his damn face whole afternoon.

jerk.

alrite. feeling damn tired after the 1-hr swim. yawns.

busy week ahead. sigh.. jiayou.

i miss u.

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and soooo, i've decided to swim today!

went with sis to the pool. den off we went to raffle city for a lil shopping.
=) we had lots of laugh today. my god. cant really remember. but this is the funniest one.

so sis said she had lunch with vera and she encountered someone who mistook her as a Malay lady. here's the story.

sis ordered smoked ham and smth smth sandwich. and it was served by this chinese waiter who kept staring at sis. so...

waiter: hi miss. are u malay?
waiter: u know tat u cannot eat pork??

he said it with an innocent face. which was the funny bit.

sis: oh issit? my mother din tell me. =)

as soon as she said it. she took a big bit bite into the sandwich.

LOL! farking bitch la she. LOL.

oh well. tt's her. we might have smth similar.

so dun mistake me as a malay! for those who did, u are forgiven. for those who havent, DONT!

haha. swimming again tml it shall be. gonna pick up the swimming habit once again!

i wan my tan back! mister sun, pls come out. =)


yes. fark. i still miss u.

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alrighty..weekend is finally here again.
time passes freaking fast.

2 weeks back, we were all excited and happy about CNY. before u know it, 15 days of CNY flies by like tat. damn. lol.

comm law test was a shock. din expect the questions to be like tat. but it was alright i guess. pray. lol.

next week is test-free week. but assignments and group meetings are scheduled...but..

i miss going out with sugarbabes. so we must meet. =)

hate me for all i care.

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down and out on luck. damn it. hate 2008. stupid year. to think that ppl actually said it is a damn good year for the rabbits.

rotten year man. guess coz i'm not a PURE rabbit. argh. wadeva.

sooo, been busy with tests to study and assignments to mug.

comm law test this thurs and i've yet to 100% study it. mayb only.. 30%? lol.

assignments. 3 group assignments and 1 individual assignment. dreadss.

jiayou. =)

i miss group M. i miss working with germ,drew,nini and jade. =(


do u still care? it's hard to believe u do. it's even harder to believe wad we are in ur heart.
words speak louder than actions.


yoshi.<3

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good afternoon to all.

i'll be school-less on every friday. yippeee. great.
can spend more time with tv. and mayb head to the pool.

=)

wel. yday's dinner with the sugars was great!! ching was such a dear to queue at pizza hut while waiting for shan and i to arrive. luckily otherwise we would wait till i duno when since there were soooo many couples queuing too.

haha. yumms. the girls were my valentine. =) love them. <3

did a lil shopping. den home early to avoid the big couple crowd.lol.

i saw u today. smiles.

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HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY TO ALL!

alrite.. here are some pictures.. haha. nth to blog about so shall just update with pics..
=) enjoy..

my angels.. =)

still them. hahaa. <3

the gang. celebrated my bdae at K-Box. where's kengz? sobx.love..

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!!! <3 mummy and 2nd sis. loads of lovesss


tt's all for now. will update more.. off to get ready for school. <3











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我知道故事不会太曲折
我总会遇见一个什么人
陪我过没有了她的人生
成家立业之类的等等
她做了她觉得对的选择
我只好祝福她真的对了
爱不到我最想要爱的人
谁还能要我怎样呢
我爱的人不是我的爱人
她心里每一寸都属于另一个人
她真幸福幸福得真残忍
让我又爱又恨她的爱怎么那么深
我爱的人她已有了爱人
从他们的眼神说明了我不可能
每当听见她或他说「我们」
就像听见爱情永恒的嘲笑声

this songs fits wadeva is running thru my mind now.

tml's valentine's day. a yr has passed like tat. i still remember last yr. =)

well well. tml gonna celeb with the angels. ching and shan. hahaa. shall feast at somewhere nice and pamper ourselves. =) i love them. huggs.

still living by days of missing u. crying to sleep. hoping to wake up with a smile.

sick and tired of ur explanations.

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slogging in the middle of the night. again.

amanda shud really stop procrastinating her damn blardy work in the day and rush at night.

i wonder wad is wrong with me.

the entire day. i only had burger from SIM canteen. and handmade noodles for dinner.
and i feel damn uncomfy. ran to toilets twice. omg.

wad is going on. sighhh.

somehow it seems like u dun need me anymore. u are happy with ur life. and i am trying to lead mine. eventually. i hope it excludes u.


in the midst of letting go. of saying goodbye.
but. i know somewhere down the road i will think back and say. damn. i still miss u.


<3 this valentine's. angels to celebrate with.

planning a gift for that someone special.

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just got back from cchb ex-bandmates gathering.

went to janet's house for visiting first.. =)

den kenny drove us to town. [kenny.shiyun.helen.janet.xiufeng.me]

we were super late. sorry for the wait guys.
[eric. teewee. baoling. sweeyee. melissa. kenny. shiyun. zijun. janet. helen. xiufeng. jiehong. me]
dinner at heeren's NYDC. den movie at Cineleisure.
after tat.. kenny and shiyun went off for more visiting. janet left for home.
the rest of us caught the movie.

CJ7! damn touching show. everyone shud watch.
though they're poor. but they're happy. and they love each other.

den the show was over. and we all headed home.

helen xiufeng and i shared a cab back. sighhh.

felt really sick. tummy ached after dinner. and i felt like vomitting.
got off the cab.. and vomitted at the void deck. den back at home again.

sigh.wads wrong aye.

[so near yet so far. i really wanna let go. i hate this feeling of being dangled in mid air.
i have no answers to my questions. is this a test? i failed. i can never pass this. there's so much that i wanna say. so much tat i wanna ask. but i nv got the chance. nv got the courage. coz it's u. it's u tat i face. it's u tat i miss for so long. it's just u. why? why is Heaven doing this to me? what have i done? i'm always holding that 0.000000000000001% of hope. i wished u had turned ur back and said bye.. den.. ur back became less visible. and u disappeared into the crowd...did u even realise we were gone? did u even care? did it bothered u?? i guess not.i duno if i am angry. or sad. i just miss u. and after today. i miss u even more...fark.]

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farked up.

just farked up.

sighhhh.


[i dun wanna cry to sleep every night. i just wanna let go. i just really do. fark. just go away.plssss]

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alrite. again.. i'm like trying to complete my proj at this hour. but... the power of msn and surfing the net has caused me to fail.

but i am 90% done. lol good aye?

anyway. went to celeb mum's friend's grandson's one month old bday today.
den we headed to vivo to shop for clothes. bought 2 tops from forever 21.

din wan to get it initially. but i remembered my horoscope saying i shud spend and not think tooo much. just spend. otherwise i might lose $$ elsewhere.

so. aiya. fark la. just buy. LOL.

vivo was sooo packed. and some kuku stepped on my shoe twice. and without realising and apologising. kuku.

haha. headed home in a cab before the peak hour charges hit the cabs.. and.. here we are.

home sweet home.

tml's proj meeting is cancelled. so gonna send groupees our individuals parts and evaluate.

annnnd. another day of shopping with the sugars. ching and shan. yippe dooo deee dooo.

[imissulikehell.waitin for the day to come. so i can once again...see u.]

LILO DARLING! i miss u. ktv soooooon. love u.

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up and about at this hour. trying to complete my macro draft for my part.
i really am stuck. and i feel like i'm doing a lousy job as compared to the others like kenneth, richie, silin, nagen and xiangwei.

sigh. hate this. i hate projects. i hate research. i hate school.

whiny bitch. fark. LOL.

anyway. was out the whole afternoon with shannie dearest. we had lunch at hongkong cafe at cine. den went ard town to look at specific shops like, Fox. Forever21. Sasa. and some brandless shops at Far East. den off we went to Marina Sq and Suntec for more shopping. Mango. Gap. Guess. Topshop. etc. LOL.

din manage to buy anything nice. but saw a nice dress from hula & co. might try it on tues when there's lesser girls fighting for fitting rooms with me. lol oh yes. den ching will be there and the two angels can give me advice.
haha.

love them.

well. tml will be another busy day out. sighhh.

and... there's no school for me for the entire week!! but.. there's like tests and assignments to be completed straight after the new year period. damn.

blardy ang moh lecturers just wanna spoil our CNY. chey.

LOL.

omg. i really am starting to speak and even type like an indian. goodness. even shan has warned me of it! i better stop.

alrite tt's all for now deh. LOL! [inside joke]

tata. off to do more more work.

[time can heal all wounds. time can wake a person up. time can also change a person. have u changed? i cant help but keep harbouring all the negative thoughts in me. wad's wrong with u?
do u not even bother now? dont u even wanna care now? ]

-old friends are the best friends.- i hope so.

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