HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!!

oh well today is suppose to be happy and all..but woke up rather grouchy... so ya.. den there was aces..darn la.. hated it..it sucked..

after dat we had lessons.. shan and i went for chinese coz joce went back sac.. and jac was in canteen doin the presents.. yups.. we gave out all the presents and headed for performance.. it was alrite... nice dance by teachers and the LTC grp of peeps.. hmm...was bored and rather unhappy.. but u noe wad.. it doesnt matter anymore..coz tat's the way i am already... really shud take time off to do meditation... it really hurts inside man...

oh well..later met zijun and menghiang at orchard.. we went fareast and took some neoprints.. they were very nice.. love u gals... hmmm... den went over to menghiang's place to play some stuff..haha..monopoly was great man...

hmmm.. wonder if the cards are true.. really hope not..

i wonder when is the day i can ever talk to u freely

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really wanna thank god for watching over my mom.. really glad she din make tat decision 17yrs ago.. really really happy...

did nth much this entire week... but..MAPLE..super addicted...haha.. take care peeps..i noe promos and prelims are coming..pls do take care of ur health and oso study hard!! jia you..


YOU : absence makes the heart fonder...

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oh well.. today is friday...!! the week passes super quickly.. soon promos will be here..and i haven touched a single thing.. so i decided to get my momentum going today...hahaa.. and some pple were quite shocked at the sight of me reading my chem guide book..!! haha...

oh well.. had SPE..did the mass dance thing.. got quite lost..but wadeva.. after tat was maths lecture at audi.. kept msging zijun and lilo... haha.. lynnie was there to talk to me too.. thanks gal for ur advices.. haha.. soon we had chinese.. well done shannie and lynnie!!! lynnie.. jia you more kies.. u can de!! come on!!!

went to macs with ilu..but din eat coz gonna meet zijun and lilo at interchange to go CCHY..hahaa.. received a sms from lilo saying her bus reaching my sch..so i called to ask her to alight.. and guess wad.. i was too slow.. her bus has went past the stop opp sch...hahaa.. so sad.. so i waited for the bus while the other 4 gals went back for chem tutorial.... hope it was fruitful guys... met alan and kenneth at the bus stop... i boarded 293 and met michelle and jason along the way... hee hee... jun lilo and i had our lunch and headed for CCHY.. hahaa.. lilo got really blur!! she mistook the the red lights for cars as a DO NOT WALK sign for people which in actual fact the green man was flickering...haha.. and worse.. she shouted " ZIJUN!! DUN CROSS!! " hahahaa... i laughed al my way man...!! hahaha... she made many blur mistakes man..haha..kana shoot by me..haha... sorry ar lilo..dun angry..love ya..hugs hugs!! hahahaa....


hahaa.. hmmm had a very wonderful time today.. able to meet up with my juniors though the attendace of my section was not so good... take care peeps.. dun fall ill...!!

and of coz i get to meet up with my pals like zijun and lilo.. esp lilo coz it has been so so so sooo long sicne we last met up...haha.. enjoyed crapping with u in the cab...hahaa.... love ya lots lots... thanks for being there for me..!! thanks for crapping with me... hee hee hee...

came home and took a shower... did some annex stuff for PW..and it is really confusing to manipulate the charts.. gosh... really tough.. so sorry guys for delaying.. really too little time... so so sorry...

now i am addicted to maple.. took some time of from PW and hopped over to maple.. i leveled up for lilo and myself..haha.. so so happy...

oh well.. tml is the last saturday at ACS(i)... hmm.. lessons have been really fruitful and i've learnt quite a fair bit bout managing tasks... hee hee.. daphne..dun be sad kies.. u noe wad i mean..wuahaa... take care pals.. study hard worz...


YOU : silence......

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well well...today is another boring day..

shan din come sch today... take care my dear gal.. hugs hugs..

hmm.. now she can play maple.. haha..so jealous.. dun get too addicted worz..

well.. i did my yan jiang..!! haha.. i got a 7..tat's it.. i am not doing it again..haha..

after sch went to bandroom... slacked there.. did some stock thing for the section..hahaa... den mag and i went to bball court... saw some peeps play bball and volley.. gosh.. i miss my volley days... haha...


so tempted to play vball again...


well.. den went home with mag... heard some unhappy stuff.. so i broke down.. thanks daphne and mag for accompanying me.. though i din say anything... thansk a lot gals...


took 12 with mag... ryan and jerome were at the upper deck... while 2 of us were below.. alighted at the same stop with jerome..talked some crap wif him...hahaha.. well well... better not say much...

walked home and did a lot of thinking... really alot that i nearly break down and cry...it really broke my heart.. really depressed...


YOU : wished u knew wad i was going thru.. wished u were here... these are all wishes tat will nv ever come true..all the best...

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let's see... i woke up super grouchy today... really pissed with those trouble makers last nite at 330am!! god!! they woke me up from my beauty sleep!!! they were quarreling at the top of their voices at the coffee shop 18 floors down from my room window..!!

imagine the volume they were shouting at!! GOSH!!! heard shattering of glasses too...gosh.. and according to my dad... he saw a man.. one of the trouble makers.. had his head injured... well too bad.. this is the price to pay.. seriously the coffee shop shouldnt be 24-hrs..

oh well.. din do yan jiang today... so i have to do it on wed den...

hmm.. nth much today.. mood was alrite... den came home after sch.. sorry ching jac and joce for not acompanying u guys to macs.. din feel like eating...sorry.. dun be pissed...!!

hmm.. shared a cab with shannie..haha..it was so much cheaper.. we had quite a talk b4 i reached my place... shannie decided to dl maple!! hahaa... i am rather addicted to it..all thanks to my dear menghiang...hahaha..!! oh well.. gonna take a nice nap and study later... darn.. physics test tml..if not.. i can have more more more time with maple!! hahahaa.... oh no!!!!


LILO : i miss u lehz.. when can we meet up... so sad la.. when u off day.. i will be at sch...when weekends i can go out.. u are working.. why why why..!! sob sob.. after my exams we go out more kies... there is so much to catch up with u... really miss u... sms me more kies... duno u will read my blog not.. if u do..pls tag kies.. so i noe... i really miss u alot!!!!!!!! sobx sobx... hope everything is doing well for u as a sales-girl..... jia you worz... hmmm... love ya always...

LILO & STITCH = OHANA !!!!! (",)


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well let's start off with friday.. had SPE and we did some mass dance thing for ACES day.. so crappy.. couldnt catch a single dance step..was so clumsy.. gosh..really made a fool out of myself.. jac still not bad..can catch...shan got tired and went to rest.. joce juz used her mc and slacked too..ching din come.. haha...

after tat we had maths lecture and chinese.. gosh i juz cant haven the courage to do my yan jiang.. well done jac..haha.. mon is my turn...argh..come on get it over and done with... like wad the heck..haha..

went to lunch with shannie den met the rest outside office...we headed for LT2 for our chem re-test... quite alrte... den i left ilu and went band room for clar ensemble.... was feeling quite unhappy..duno bout wad..haiz..sorry ilu...sorry for my short fuses...and oso sorry to clar sect for waiting for me..so so sorry...


today!! this morning woke up super tired... met the rest of the 13 committee members at eunos at 745... all of us were exhausted and tired out... soon we reached acs(i)... today's session was quite fast...quite interesting...hahaha...

after tat all of us except xinni charis and grace shared a cab to suntec.. the guys took one..and the 7 gals split up... we ate at pizza hut..gosh it was so so so much fun there!! all the jokes..the riddles...everything...esp the pple..!! haha.. they're one fun loving bunch..!! hahaha...

soon i left the grp and took a cab down to meng hiang's house...stayed there till bout 750 and we left.. thanks for the wonderful meal ur mummy prepared...yum yum...hahaha. we went to play pool... and i got quite pissed with those china pple..really cant stand them.. think they are so cute.. tat guy still has the guts to poke my butt with the cue... gosh.. i haven seen pple so blind b4.. is this their first time playing or wad.. dun they noe the basic courtesy to lok around b4 taking their shot... argh.. so annoyed.. the place was packed i haf to say.. and there was this particular guy from that table who seems to keep peeping at us... so annoyed... today is a lousy day for pool... oh well..wadeva.. so we left at bout 930 and headed for starbucks.. we drank and chatted... it was so much fun gals... wonder when can we meet again...hope it is real soon.. after my major exam this yr..we can go out even more.. splendid isnt it..haha...

soon we left and headed back home... here i am blogging.... oh yes.. we saw the actor vincent ng..gosh..so dashing.. we were drooling...haha..ok..mayb it was juz me...haha.....


lynnie : gal..thanks for being so udnerstanding..take care...
chingie: hope u get better...drink more water....
shannie: hmm.. rest too kies.. prepare ur yan jiang too..!
chowie: study hard coz i can see u really preparing for promo.. and rest when u need too.. dun tire urself becoz of that bet with ryan..

ILU : sorry peeps for my short fuses.. jac said to get used to it..really sorry... pls dun be angry..hmmm...hugs...love u all...

grace : thanks for ur wonderful advices on being naughty..hahaa..
mag: thanks for comforting me...
daphne: thanks for letting me suan u..haha..
xinni charis kaixin yanleng nathasha azfar farhan marcus chonghui : u guys have been a wonderful bunch today.. thanks for everything..!! see u next week....

meng hiang : hmmm... take care of urself.. and think thoroughly kies..hee hee..love ya..
zijun : dun yu qing wei liao...!! oops...hahaa...


YOU : haven spoken to u for quite some time and i dun have the courage to... mayb it is a hint for me..to let go of wad is not mine.... take care and all the best..!!


SERIOUSLY HOPING TAT THINGS CAN BE LIKE B4... take care my dear friends.... pls dun leave me behind... take me along with u guys... i dun wan be all alone..i really don..pls.. i am really scared of losing u guys...seriously... i noe u guys noe who i am referring to.....


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oh well.. today there was ILU.. 5-2 = 3 ( shannie jac and me...) the other two are seriously ill.. so pls take care.. miss u guys...

after sch was supposed to have compre test.. but i cant find ms koh..and i waited for 2 periods..so i left.. quite pissed le.. but wadeva...

3 of us headed for macs at TM.. had a wonderful meal.. den we left for bugis to buy shann's bag..finally she is getting something she likes.. it is damn nice la gal.. so tempted to buy too..but nahz.. i set my eyes on the RED RED BAG!! hahaha...

well.. we travelled all the way to city hall to shop at peninsula plaza.. wonder where is that.. we had hard time searching.. we were exhausted... JAC AR!! u owe us big big time man!! hahaha.. nah.. thanks for treating me to mcflurry..hee hee.. yum yums...

3 of us were tired.. yet we had the energy to bicker..laugh...haha..it was so fun....

i am really tired out la.. so i got home..and started to stone in front of tv...

bout 8 had my dinner..and decided to do smth productive... pack my file!! since jac said i nv touch the ILU file anymore...hahaha..okie den.. i shall...gosh..it was a hard time..!! hahaha...


den guirong sms me to give daryl the current affair quiz qns..so last min la.. so juz gave him 3...quite lame to me la... haiz..wadeva..



[ been missing u the whole day....... ]


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SIMPLY PISSED ! ! ! ! ! !


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felt like i've drifted apart...

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BOO!!

i woke up early on this saturday morning... my my..!! it was hard to get off that comfy bed of mine... but no choice.... tat person was a real alarm clock..thanks for calling and calling... knowing tat i will nv answer... yet u called like 10 times?? hahaha... thanks pal.. cya around some day...

well.. met up with mag daphne joce and charis at eunos mrt station... gosh.. we are to travel all the way to Buona Vista.. we are gonna do this for next 2weeks... haha.. we had a comittee training under dr lee..together with the ACJC, ACS(i) peeps.. it was fun!! and very enriching... hmmm.. thanks dr lee for the wonderful chicken rice meal... haha.. we had some creepy crawly friend during our meal..hahahhaa.. scary!!

well... grace and chong hui had to go back for the afternoon session for SC... we went along too coz we had some planning left undone... haha.. a big big SORRY to chong hui.. made him buy macs for dr lee... den in the end.. dr lee ate chicken rice..so so SORRY... u even had to walk a long distance.... sorry sorry for makin u walk to and fro under this humid weather.... BIG SORRY!!

soon bout 2 we left the place... came home..and i was exhausted... the flu hit me... so i rot on the couch...and dozed off.... hahahaa.... parents went out for dinner without calling me... so wadeva.. shall watch tv and wait for their call.. hee hee...


u've been on my mind for the past few days.. day by day.. feelings grow stronger... i tot time could erase u and take my mind off from u... but i was so wrong....

fate has brought me a chance to noe u....
now i need time to pull me away...

pls wish me luck to accomplish this... thanks a lot..!!


FRIDAY, 12th AUG...

hmm... had SPE this morning.. finally i am no longer in mr lee's spe class... gonna miss the 3 gals i met though.. all the best in everyting u do..!!

hmm.. during maths lect.. as jocelyn mentioned in her blog.. the 5 of us.. were slacking... joce is forever in he "sms world"... jac was tired out so she fell asleep... ching was daydreaming?? not too sure. she sat too far... shan was juz copying notes... me too.. but after every portion.. i will be sms-ing... hahaa... it is so damn annoying to have mrs fong as out maths lecture... argh... i dread going for her lecture everytime...!!! so so sorry for offending.. but it is the truth!!!!! argh!!! peeps... u agree??


after tat we had chinese.. it was juz as boring.. but some parts were lively..haha..thanks god.. but i was daydreaming.. like i said... "you were on my mind"

after tat... was too tired to do comp test.. so went to eat.. came back to bandroom late.. so so sorry guys.. den i picked up Eb clar.. gosh.. i really duno if i can make it.. i seriously feel i am not up to standard la... pls pls guide me along the way...

marcus: thanks for giving me this opp to try out Eb... i will not disappoint u.. the section... the 3 angels.. and dr lee... thank u very much....!!

grace: sorry for today though... the weathr is getting on my nerves... yups.. hmm..thanks so much for being there... love ya...

mag daphne charis and joce : we shall meet same time same place next week... have a wonderful week ahead.. love u guys..!!

shan, ching and jac: bet u guys had a wonderful weekend.. take care kies.. ilu shud go out again as a grp..!! NEOPRINTS!! hahaa... miss u..hugs..


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~BOO~

haha.. woke up early today..for once..!! tat's becoz i gotta meet my pw grp at library at 11... and guess wad!! i was the earliest!! haha... well well...

we were rather productive today.. got things done.. not bad guys..*thumbs up*..soon we got bored and really tired.... so we decided to play pool... ellien went home first.. leaving me ryan weison and andrew to head for pool.... hahaa.. i seriously duno how to play la!! i tot i won one round until ryan told me i din win!! so mbarrassing..!! i was happy for nth!! argh!!! hahaa... but it was fun.... after tat round.. i left to buy lunch back hom for granny... sorry guys...

hmm... den i fell asleep... as usual.. super tired... well.. the long break is gone... so now i muz chion for promos... i see most of them like jac ryan and andrew starting their engines!! well done guys... let's jia you together!! haha... take care!! hugs hugs....



~i hope u are studying hard too... pls take care of ur health as well... jia you!!!! cya soon..~


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oh well... i was slacking until something happened...supposed to met the PW grp only at 1..but smth cropped up the very last min..so i called ryan.. i am so srry guys.. dun be pissed.. i will meet u guys tml..no worries...

so i hurried off to settle the stuff... and luckily.. all went well.. shall not elaborate much here...

came home bout 4 plus... was really tired..so i fell asleep on the couch with my beloved dog... okie.. stuff dog..hahaa... wished it was real at times... but NAHZ.. it will probably be dead by now with all the bullying done by my sister...hahahaa...


so i slacked more.. gosh!! better pray hard i dun becomea slacker!!! *lol some will understand this term... hahaha**winks* and came online.. gonna catch the parade on tv..!!

some of my friends are reporting for parade.. take care guys!!jia you!! rest well once it is over...

hmmm.. still having the empty feeling inside... *missing u guys...so so much*


hope u will understand my feelings one day...



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woke up as usual... took a cab down to sch.. darn... the cabs doesnt seem to stop.. i tot i would be late.. was msging mag..haha... luckily i got sch on time... when i got there.. some were already warming up... some were late.... cant blame them.. some stay far..and the time is too early to even catch the first bus...

soon the celebration was over..and we had a treat by the principal... the clar section stayed back after tat in the bandroom...

the J1s presented our gifts to the 3 beautiful angels.. sam mich and hwaee.. hope u guys love the gift...

well.. den we had a farewell speech by everyone in the section.. J1 and J2... but xin ni had to leave first..coz she was running late...


tears kept streaming down.. i realy cant bear to let go.. i noe i am selfish.. but the bond has strengthened... felt like we've known each other for ages.. but it was barely 8 months.... i really wish time would stop and not take u guys away and bring u towards A-lvls.... i realy wish we can continue our band journey as CLARINET SECTION OF 2005... i really miss u guys so much....


during the speech... i din say much... i juz couldnt say all out.. but i hope u guys felt the amount of sadness thru my card... i really miss u guys....

i wonder wad it would be like to enter band room once promos are over.... i hate that kind of atmosphere.... i hate the emptiness.... i miss the laughters... miss the cheerful greetings... miss the hugs... miss the care and love... miss everything bout the 3 angels.........!!!!!

* i believe some will noe tat.. as i write this entry.. tears are still streaming down my cheeks.....*

i cannot bear to say goodbye.......!!! really.... it is juz too fast to say goodbye.....!! too damn fast...!!


grace : thank u gal for regarding me as ur closest J1 frend... we will go thru thick and thin.. no matter wad.. i am always here to lend a listening ear.... no worries k.. hugs gal.. love u always...

marcus and the rest....i noe we wil definitely miss the 04 batch of clarinetists.... we shall not disappoint them and bring more glory to the band as well as the section.. let's now work hand in hand.. jia you pple!! thanks for the wonderful time we spent together as a section these 8months.. really love u guys...

sam, hwaee, mich... u guys will forever be in my hearts... jia you and believe u can do it.. jia you... god bless u guys too... may angels watch over u.. and shine on u guys thru ur darkest hours... love u guys always... thanks for everything... i mean EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! stay happy...smiles always....!!!

i've been thinking bout stuff the whole morning.. i really wonder wad this game will turn out to be.. should i end it?? or should i continue?? i really wonder..... i am missing u every minute.... but u will noe.... NEVER EVER WILL..........


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You're there by my side
In every way
I know that you would not forsake me
I give you my life
Would not think twice
Your love is all I need believe me

I may not say it quite as much as I should
When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

I'm wondering how I ever got by
Without you in my life to guide me
Where ever I go the one thing that's true
Is everything I do I do for you

I may not say it quite as much as I should

When I say I love you darling that means for good
So open up your heart and let me in
And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

So whenever you get there
Just reach out for me
I'll never let you down my love

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear

And I will love you 'til forever
Until death do us part we'll be together
So take my hand and hold on tight
And we'll get there
This I swear


a song i wanna share....

by Nick Lachey, titled : This I Swear

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YESTERDAY : 5th Aug 2005, FRIDAY

well well well.. today is the band's big day... the day most of us are waiting for.. yes.. KONZERT 2005!! haha.. jocelyn and i skipped SPE... coz it was 2.4 day..so..yeah.. dun wish to be sticky and sweaty.. and also tired out..haha.. ching felt uncomfortable..so she skipped SPE too.. leaving shan and jac to run.. jia you gals.. glad u two passed.. *thumbs up* hmm.. so ching joce and i went to band room... so tired... most of the J2 who skipped their physics lecture were in there practicing..haha.. soon.. the whole band is inside tuning and practicing..hahaha.. so exciting...

well... yan leng and i were really stressed out from the ticketing thing.. count and count..collect and collect.. so many problems... so stressed.. but luckily.. we have wonderful pple to help us.. thank u cloe peiru eileen for being there.. thanks a lot.. and also pple whu have comforted us whenever u see us stressed out.. haha!! thanks a lot... gonna miss the J2 batch so much.. love ya all..

soon..we left for VCH.. we were already behind time.. we only got onto the stage at bout 4... so late!! argh.. most were pissed and tired.. soon.. it was bout 6..and we had to eat dinner and change by 7..gosh.. by 620.. i still find myself trying to settle ticket stuff!! argh!! so so stressed.. sam hwaee michelle and mag were there to support me morally.... poor hwaee.. she din have the appetite.... *take care my dear gal* sam took a packet of food and started feeding me.. thanks my mummy.. pple whu saw made comments like "awww so sweet" haha..nearly burst out laughing..haha.. hmm.. finally all was settled.. it was such a rush..hope i din make any mistake....

WAD A HECTIC NITE!!!

soon.. it was time to perform to the audience.. the crowd started coming in.. WEE!! so so happy!! haha... we did well guys... thanks a lot for all ur time and effort put in... well done.... *thumbs up*

all the soloist did well.. *claps* for xinni grace azfar michelle hwaee sam and marcus.. well done!! love ya all..miss ya too.. of coz i wont leave out vanessa and yogi.. u guys did well too...

soon..all came to an end.. so sad..

thanks a lot... : helen xiufeng and zijun for coming to support me... thanks for the lovely gifts..!! love u guys so much...

thanks a lot....: ryan jeffrey andrew jinhui weison daryl paul mark jerome etc etc.. thanks for supporting joce shiyong and me.. love u guys...

last but not least,,

thanks a lot : ILU!! u guys were great supporters up there.. it muz have been tiring to serve food.. thanks guys..!! so sad we din take pictures.. love ya all... thanks for the hugs..!!


BOO HOO HOO!!

the time has come.. konzert 2005 has finally ended... feeling so sad inside.. gonna miss so many of them.. esp the wonderful angels from my section... they are the "Charlie's Angels"..

hwaee : thanks for all the comfort u have given me..thanks for the support by being there when i broke down into tears... thank u very very much... u've been a wonderful senior and a great friend...thanks alot.. gonna miss so much of you.. miss the times u laugh.. ur smiles.. miss the times u smack my head whenever i go nuts..MISS YOU!!! hugs hugs.. study hard!! jia you!! u can do it de!! AI ZAI AI ZAI!! remember?? hee.. dun stress oso.. and rest well...love ya..and miss ya..

sam : thank u for being such a wonderful SL.. thank u for ur patience and guidance.. ur smiles and laughters will always stay emblazoned on my mind.. thank u for being there for me too whenever i needed a listening ear... u would always advice me and comfort me.. thanks a lot... u are like a mummy to me..haha... SAM MUMMY.. i will miss u so so much.... study hard and all the best in ur future endeavours.. u can do it!! " I TRUST YOU" is wad u always say... JIA YOU!!! love ya..and miss ya....


michelle : thank u for being a wonderful friend.. a friend i share problems with.. a friend i can find comfort from all the hugs u've given me.. thank u very much.. i am gonna miss ur craziness during sectionals.. or even when having lunch... thank u very much for bringing joy to my life..haha.. thanks a lot.. study hard..and good luck..u can do it.. jia you!! okie?? hugs... love ya.. miss ya...

to the rest of the J2.. u guys have put in a lot of time and effort to make this concert so successful..thank u guys so much for ur constant support and guidance to bring us juniors thru this.. thank u so much....!! now tat the concert is over... we will miss u guys so so much.. gonna miss the times joking around...etc... take care and jia you for prelims and A-lvls.. do remember to come back and support us..!! love ya all..!! god bless..!!


to the J1.. now the band has to carry on under our hands.. we have to bring more glory to this band..!! so jia you!! u guys can do it!! let's work hand in hand and bring this band to greater heights..!! jia you!! and also..do study hard for promos....!!


TODAY : 6th Aug 2005, SATURDAY

well.. woke up super late.. at bout 12..yawns.. later gonna meet xiufeng to watch fireworks.. weee...

met her at bout 5 at suntec.. haha.. it was so crowded..guess most of them gonna watch fireworks too..hahaha...

we had dinner and left for esplanade before the crowd gets bigger...hahaha.... it was packed when we reached esplanade... thank goodnss we caught the fireworks.. though the view aint tat good.. but still nice..!! hahhaa..

after tat.. we went back to suntec... gosh.. our legs were so tired and weak.. felt like collapsing.. but at the thought of ICE-CREAM.. we carried on..hahaha.. soon we reached anderson's ice-cream.... we ordered "happie brownie and oreo cheesecake".. gosh the standard was really bad... shall not mention.. hahaa...

soon.. we left the place.. took 36 to my place.. den lilo waited fot 197... i was feeling so sad inside.. din wan her to leave.. if only we were neighbours.. so cool man... miss ya gal..take care.. love ya lots... hugs hugs...


den here i am.. blogging.. so exhausted.. but it has been a fun weekend... so far..


my personal msg........

thank u lord for sending wonderful angels into my life.. i noe i have been a bad gal... yet u have not given up hope on me.. u send them to me..to comfort me... to guide me.. to bring me closer to u..regardless of my sins...lord.. i love u...

grace : no matter wad decision u make.. u have my support... no matter wad.. i am still here to lend a shoulder... to lend a ear... u still wan me..rite?? hee.. hugs gal.. love ya...

mag : finally u can rest... concert has ended.. thank u for being there for me... supporting me.. sorry if i sort of showed attitude... sorry gal.. i still love u...

daphne : so sorry i was quite pissed when u wanted to reject tickets.. hope u're not angry..so so sorry..!! love ya still...

joce : well done gal... now that concert is over.. time to rest and study hard too!! after promos..we will chiong again for band fest and HAWAII!! jia you!! love ya..




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TPJC CONCERT BAND PRESENTS

KONZERT 2005, 5th Aug, Friday @ Victoria Concert Hall

gosh it is tml.. time passes so so quickly.. before we noe it.. it is a few hours to concert...!! so sad.. band pract officially stop for both J1 and J2 on 8th Aug after we perform for NDP... so sad..!!! gonna miss u guys so so much.. pple like SAM.. MICHELLE.. HWAEE..EILEEN..SUVENNA..ETC ETC.. so so sad.. pls dun go.. do remember come back!! missing u guys....


hopefully tml will turn out fine.. been stressing out over ticketing and stuff.. thanks guys for being there for me.. thanks to grace..michelle..hwaee..sam..yanleng..jocelyn..mag...suvenna..etc...

sorry for being so poor in management!!


all the best to all soloists tml... jia you!! final moment to shine!! jia you jia you!! take care worz.. see u guys in few hours time in sch......


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well peeps.. it has been a suoer long time since i last updated...haha.. been busy... tired actually.. all the counting of money.. collecting of tickets...!! ARGH!! but..soon it will be over.. so guys.. pls pls..jia you!! take care of ur health too....

hmmm... today was a hectic day.. haha.. but quite happy... shall not elaborate... *over the moon*..yeah yeah..

had rehearsal in the afternoon of NDP.... yawns.. bit hectic too.. but soon it was over and we were back in the band room to warm up and wait for dr lee to arrive... he did armenian and 2nd suite...

gosh.. i am half deaf!! argh argh!!!!!

stayed back to do more collecting and calculating of the sales of tickets.. left sch quite late..bout 8... den took a cab to see the doc... thank god he saved my hearing..!! haha....


back home... slacking.. really tired.. i need to get back to tracking down those missing tickets!! hahaha..pray hard they are safe and sound somewhere...



[ been feeling rather uneasy these few days... like my movements are being watched upon by someone.. mayb i am being sensitive... haha.. hmmm...but really i am scared... i am freaking out.. esp when the month of the yr approaches..... ]

[ will u protect me??? WUAHAHAHA... kiddin la.. this is too much to ask.. i noe.. and u nv will.. ]

COME ON!! CANT A GAL EVEN DREAM???!?!?!?!

-LOL- i am mad...

i will never forget ur looks.. ur laughters........ though i am trying hard to.. realy.... pls dun go..




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