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date: Saturday, August 26, 2006


went back to sch for chem test which was freaking disheartening.
study oso cant do.

wad the hell.

amanda!! wad's wrong with u and ur studies!!
concentrate!!
stop being distracted!!

jiayou!

after tat. had lunch with ching and shan.

ching was super happy the whole time during lunch.
after tat, had to rush back to acc granny.
shan and ching went to see mi-lu-bing.

darns.

slacked a while.
den went to meet franz and mag for pool and dinner.
gosh.
sooo long since we had a pool session.

=)

den dinner.
and home..


- back here really sucks. i wished i spent more time outside. where i would be happier. where my imaginations wont run wild. where i have friends to acc me the whole time. where i can b free and happy. -

it really sucks to be all alone in this cold room. listening to saddening songs. it really sucks.
i really wish time would stop whn our eyes met. i wished time would stop when we hugged. i wished time would stop when we laughed. i juz wish...


wo hen xiang ai ta. dan shi yan jing zai shuo huang. ying man bi jiao rong yi ba. mian de gan qing bian fu za.
[ listen to the mtv below. and u'll see the lyrics. ]

- it really explains how i feel. it really shows how much u mean to me. it really hurts. -


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juz explains how i feel towards u now..
- wo hen xiang ai ni -


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date: Thursday, August 24, 2006


juz watched SI results show.
really disappointed that another potential singer is out.
leaving me and other annoyed viewers
having to watch the clown.

sigh.

oh well.
another week of stress.
chem test. maths test.

ai yai yai yai yai..
tsk tsk tsk..

this sat have to head back to sch for chem test.. again..

tsk tsk tsk..

oh well.
mug mug mug..

shannie lynnie and chingie.
dear gals. exams are coming near. and definitely the stress and tension is building up around us. but fear not kies? coz i noe we have each other. so jiayou.. dun feel stress kies?? jiayou jiayou.
i simply love u gals.

lilo
darling. my exams coming. sad rite? haiz. it's been so long since i last met u. u noe.. I MISS U!!
haha. helen's bbq coming. cant wait to see u again. love love. take care sweetheart.

kenny goh
kor ar. how's school for u? haha. i noe u wont come to my blog. so wadeva. lalala.. when gonna intro da sao to me?? lol. and dun pester me for a mei fu. coz wont have de! lol.

jun and hiang
gals. it's been a long while since we last met too. exams over soon?? when u guys take a break. it's my turn to take exams. sigh. stressed huh.. jiayou. love ya.

xing
i have nothing more to say to u and the rest. i noe i broke many promises. but all i asked for was ur understanding. guess i din have tat. i really have nothing more to say but SORRY.

euu : i wish u all the best.


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time has passed ever since.
and things have changed.
the closeness between us and drifted.

and i guess it's all me.
all i can say is

SORRY.

it's juz me and my emo self.
and it causes the drift and pain.

all i can say is

SORRY.


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happy bdae yogi!!

alright. nth much today.
juz a maths test after school.
haha.

came home and slacked.
watched SI.

hady is hot. jon is hot.

after tat was "my lovely samsoon"
gosh. the korean actor is hot.

wad a HOT nite.

=)

but u noe wad.
it wasnt for long.
thanks to some pple!!

shut ur mouth pls. i'm having a headache becoz of u.
if u're unhappy with ur own freaking problems dun vent it on me.
and u noe wad?
it's so freaking obvious u are picking on me.
coz i dun see u treating her the same way!!

fark.


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date: Sunday, August 20, 2006


juz another random post for someone.

if u have so much to say, say it to my face.
dun go behind my back and blabber so much rubbish.

u got the balls to bitch, bitch into my face.

dun hide behind ur "good" pals and gossip.

whimp.


there. i'm happy now. =)

-pls stop using hurtful words against urself.-


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juz done with my GP current affairs quiz.
and also my final achievement for the testimonial thingy.

yup.

and guess wad.

tummy ache!
muz be the darn chicken rice.

oh, and on cable, MTV channel.
there's this really lame and cheesy ad starring jackie chan in it and increasing the awareness of BIRD FLU..

those who have that channel. do take a look.

it really is like... urh... omg.. like.. wad the..

ya.. =)


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here's another shot of lucas. sweech boy Posted by Picasa


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- slacks -

din do much yday. juz studied normal dis. hypo test. and sampling.
den off i went to sis's place to visit her and lucas.

my oh my.
lucas has grown.
lol.

he has grown cuter. heavier.

and of coz more charming.

=)

came home bout 9plus.
slacked for a while more.
den studied my org chem.
cant get anything into my stupid head though.

guess i'm juz tired or not concentrating.

ch 5 was showing "Unfaithful"
well. it really reflects a lot on how an act of infidelity can lead to many terrible consequences.
so when u commit adultery, think twice.


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date: Wednesday, August 16, 2006



sleep tight sweets. u've got cool hair boy. =) Posted by Picasa


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i am in love..

deeply in love...


with...


the handsome dude below. =)

- grow up fast. love ya -


[ oh fark man. my eyes hurt. soap went in. growls. ]


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this is another shot of the cutie pie. Posted by Picasa


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date: Monday, August 14, 2006



this is LUCAS. my nephew!! call me AUNT AMANDA Posted by Picasa


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- BABY LUCAS -

welcome to the family LUCAS!


lucas is my new born nephew's name!
he is such an adorable baby.

juz came back from hospital.
really glad both mother and son are fine.

oh and yes.
it's double celebration!!
becoz father ( my bro-in-law ) and son (lucas)

SHARE THE SAME BIRTHDAY!!

lol.

so touched. so happy.
finally, a new generation is born!!

haha.

god bless them.


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date: Saturday, August 12, 2006


- hair cut -

bored.
guess i am juz not in the mood.

yup.

farked up.

juz feel so screwed man. prelims are coming yet i feel no sense of urgency to start my engine.
like fark.

and here i am still thinking bout IT. fark man. like. juz farked.

fark off.


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- my FAULT -
alrite. wadeva has happened.
it's all my fault.

blame me. scold me. hit me.
fine.

it's all my fault.

a true friend is
someone whu reaches for ur hand
and touches ur heart.

guess i wasnt one huh.
were u?


- fark-

i am a BITCH.


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date: Thursday, August 10, 2006


- THE BBQ -
alrite. juz got back frm east coast not long ago.

at bout 630, met with E.T (lynn), daphne and mag.
headed for the bbq.

it was such a long walk i tell u.
omg.
we were practically sweating when the wind was sooo strong.

anyway. along the way. saw farhan and his class peeps.
lol..

finally we reach. after like... 30 mins??
according to them it is a half hour walk from parkway.

yupz.
so.. it's..

cook cook cook.
fun fun fun.
laugh laugh laugh.

and the sunset.
the cool breeze came.

and yupz.

tat's bout it.

oh yes i forgot.

lynn mag daph and i
nearly walked to our deaths i tell u.

thanks to nathaniel telling us the wrong directions for where 7-11 is.
yupz.
or mayb there really IS a 7-11 somewhere...

heck.

home sweet home.


[ as the wind blew. i tot of u. but so wad... i hate me for being like this.. fark ]

[ ST : hey. i'm so sorry for not being able to meet up with u all these while. yupz. i now u are leaving next week.. i am so sorry... do take care..and thanks for ur calls these few days.. i'm fine.. thanks sooo much.. ]


- falling time and time again. why am i so dumb. fark man. simply farked. -

i hate this me. juz dumb and stupid. forgetting every bit of time we spent together. yupz.


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this is the song jonathan leong sang at singapore idol last night.

Artist : Luther Vandross
Song title : Dance with my Father

Back when I was a child, before life removed all the innocence
My father would lift me high and dance with my mother and me and then
Spin me around ‘til I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure I was loved
If I could get another chance, another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again
When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way, I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me
Then finally make me do just what my mama said
Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet

Never dreamed that he would be gone from me
If I could steal one final glance, one final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love
To dance with my father again
Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear how my mother cried for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me
I know I’m praying for much too much
But could you send back the only man she loved
I know you don’t do it usually
But dear Lord she’s dying
To dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep and this is all I ever dream



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alrite.

woke up super early coz i guess mum tot i had sch today.

like.

thanks ar.

nvm. so i watched a bit of tv.

movie entitled : "sleepover" on ch 58.

hot hunk : "sean faris"

- drools -

tat's about eveything.


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date: Wednesday, August 09, 2006


juz not in a so good mood today.

guessed someone spoiled it.

bummers.

hate today. hate euu


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all i wanna do now
is let go.

all i ever feel now
is more pain.

all i wish for now
is the best for you.


all i know now

is this is wad we are


friends


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HAPPY 41ST BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!

alrite stuck at home for the day.
slacking around.

waiting for my lunch now.

=)


- take care pals. -


- song for mood : TU RAN LEI LE -


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date: Sunday, August 06, 2006



TPJCBAND AT MUSICAL SYNERGY. Posted by Picasa


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date: Friday, August 04, 2006


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today

had SPE.
did my 2.4 again!!
and guess wad!!

i beat my previous timing!!
16mins 33 secs.!!


wee.. previously was like 19mins.. 17mins 23 secs...

and NO !!!

i did not cheat!!

this great achievement is ALL THANKS TO

CHINGIE. LYNNIE. & SHANNIE!!

these 3 darlings of mine were there constantly to cheer me on.
lynnie and chingie took turns to accompany me.
lynnie ran with me the 1st 3rd and 5th round.
chingie ran the 2nd 4th and 6th round.
shannie was sick. so she cheered me on when i run past her.

i am so glad for these 3 dears of mine.
without them i think i would have stopped at the 4th round
and give up.

but thank god that they were there to push my momentum. and cheer me on.

I LOVE U GUYS!! I REALLY DO!!

as i finished my last round. i stopped.

pant and teared.
i was juz too shocked at my own timing.
and i was touched by my darlings actions.

tears juz came down.

I REALLY LOVE U GUYS!!

=)

maths lecture.

den off to Raffles City.
shannie chingie and i had subway for lunch.
walked abit
den headed home.

went to sis's place at queenstown.
lol.
had fun.

watched DA CHANG JIN.
lol..

den dinner.
and home.

=)
cant wait for my nephew to arrive!!

god bless all my friends and loved ones.


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date: Wednesday, August 02, 2006


losing it.

losing faith. losing hope.

once again. my hopes are dashed.

seeing u juz saddens me more.

not seeing u hurts me bad.

wad am i to do?

i'm going crazy. seriously am.

i cant control it anymore.
i cant hide it beneath any longer.

i'm out of breath. out of time.

out of hope.


- fark -


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