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title: ~weee~ shall blog bout thurs first...
it was a super duper long long day for me.. had lessons till like 530..yawns... had photo taking session with the class today during our break..was so fun..so cool...hahaha... at bout 530.. went to bandroom for sectionals... practiced my solo with grace and michelle at the gallery.. sam was testing us..and allowing us to play freely in the open space...to help us play loud too..THANKS SO MUCH MY DEAR MUMMY!! jia you everyone.. concert is nearing.. so jia you.. we can do it!! =) stayed in sch till bout 7plus...took 12 back with mag..hee... too tired... thinking of u badly... but i am glad all these happened... sometimes i think my dream and wishes came true.. wanna thank god so much..love you so much... Friday... finally..the weekend is here.. so many things to do.. so little time.. yawns!! lord..pls stop the time and let me continue accomplishing my tasks...hee hee..dreaming again... today was really fun.. poking fun of jac all the time..haha.. she is forever lost in her own world.. own dynasty..!! hahaha.. dun forget us once u.... HOR!! hahahaha... luv ya gal.. dun keep blushing!! hahaha.. *grins* anyway.. joce and mag are off to LTC.. so sad.. gonna mis this two gals.. take care gals..!! had band today.. was busy collecting money from the sales of tickets... well..guys.. jia you and continue publicizing!! okie!! come on!! jia you!! hmm.. had combines... dr lee came too.... i realy wanna thank sam so so much for the encouragement and training she gave yday.. thanks mum!! oso wanna thank those whu encouraged me.. sam.. michelle..hwaee..marcus...grace..mag...joce..etc etc etc.. so many of u!! thank u all.. luv ya all.... after tat stayed back to pract more.. but sadly the alumnis had to use our clars.. so ya... had to return... =( hmm.. luckily tml we have pract... hee hee... come on pple.. i noe J2s u guys are really trying hard to focus on studies... but pls.. stay focus for concert too.. last 7days together with TPJC CONCERT BAND...so let's make 5th Aug a memorable nite.... okie?? jia you... pls pls... really muz jia you.... really!! stop slacking!! stop it!! dun irritate everyone!! i really got nth to say!! pls pls jia you!!! |
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title: HAPPII BIRTHDAEE CHINGIEE!! wishing u all the best in everything u do kies... u've always been the crappy one in ILU.. really glad u're here... hugs gal.. smiless...
oh well.. back to today.. it's a really super duper bad day for ILU today.. wonder why.. are we on a curse.. really upset and angry today... shall not blog much.. ilu will noe.. haiz.. anyway.. tml will be a better day... ILU : i am really sorry for today... i noe i always spoil plans.. i am really sorry... i dun wan lose ILU...!! sobx sobx... hugs guys..take care...!! after learning journey went back to band.. heard dr lee stormed off.. haiz.. come on guys.. concert is 8 days away.. pls pls pls JIA YOU!! we can do it... TPJC CONCERT BAND ROCKS!! kies... took a bus back with mag... reached home... juz locked myself out from everything happening around me.. i duno wad's wrong.. i really wanna leave this place.. i make the pple around me angry.. i irritate them.. i juz hate my life!! i hate myself!!! WHY WHY WHY!! LORD CAN U TELL ME WHY!! why issit so damn hard to make a decision.. why is it so damn hard to set priorities!! WHY!!!!! i need u lord.. i need to badly.. pls.. hold my hand.. and take me.. take me away... pls..!! it hurts deep down inside.. i am controlling everything.. bearing the pain... behind my smiles are full of tears and sorrow... when i can i let go of everything... when... is it the tme i join u my lord in ur kingdom... lord.. pls clam me down whenever i turn unhappy...lord..pls.. i dun wan lose the most dearest pple around me... my family.. my friends... HIM... thank u lord... loving u always... pls pls pls stop slacking...... |
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title: slept rather late last nite.. at bout 3... supposed to wait for sis to chit-chat.. but when she returned from the bathroom...... i was entering lala land...hahhaha.... sorry sweetie...
woke up at like 9 this morning... *yawns* watched dvd.. and got ready for church... felt rather moody when i was in church... saw a couple of pple... `great job choir` went to parkway to meet zijun... waked around.. complained to her bout stuff.. talked bout stuff.. the usuals... hmmm.. then i went home.. did some packin in the room... den fell asleep on the sofa..AGAIN... had dinner and came online... copied some notes... there's like a physics test tml and my notes is practically empty!! haha.. *oops* been feeling super uneasy today.. the feeling is getting worse each day.. i am afraid... fearful of losing my loved ones.. i might go mad one day.. i am so so scared... lord..pls hold me...hold me tight... i really wish u were here.. really... we seem as though we are strangers... |
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title: went back to band today to do individuals...
woke up quite moody.. coz i sprained my neck... applied some medication and felt better.... reached sch bout 10 plus... saw jocelyn and farhan when i went up the stairs... they are practicing hard.. jia you pple!! fixing my instru.. and realised!! WAD THE HELL MAN!!! ARGH!! i nearly cried again!! it's like... so damn unlucky..!! argh!! is it a curse!! argh!!! totally in such a bad mood.. thanks mag and joce for being there to calm me down... if not.. i think i would have left sch... argh...!! soon marcus hwaee and grace came.. we pract together.. so fun.. and slowly.. my mood went up... thanks guys.. hmmm... grace and i pract our solos.. we walked round the E-block... in different directions.. was fun... great job gal!! jia you!!! u can do it!! *hugs* after band i took a cab back.. too tired... then my imagination ran wild again... nearly burst into tears when i was listening to Kenny G's playing...!! reached home.. bathed.. and fell asleep on the sofa.... in the evening, my 2 beloved sisters came over... we went to parkway... had coffee and did shopping.. really miss them so so much... they've been wonderful angels..!! simply love them... the love for them is beyond words..!! your face... your smiles... your laughters... your everything stays emblazoned on my mind... you've no idea how torturous this is for me to hide everything inside... at times i wanna let all out.. but i noe... it is embarrassing... this will continue for as long as i see u.... at times i wish u'll disappear from my sight.... at times i wish u'll stay...... let me be decisive... pls...lord..pls help me..... [ it hurts to love a frend, for u hide everything inside till u cry it all out once day.. juz in fear of losing a frend or a love u never had... ] |
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title: do u think i can do it?? do u think i can do a great job out of it??
hmmm... i dun wan bring disappointment... i am scared... lord, pls take this fear away from me.. i really dun like this feeling..... well.. today lessons ended at 1210.. so accompanied jac to squash court and watch her train... jia you gal... good luck to ur match.... wonder how did it go... hmmm.... after tat went for band.. went to lunch with hwaee michelle grace and xinni.. duno wad's wrong with michelle.. she keep bumping me with her butt... so bony / boney... wadeva the spelling is.. so so pain la!! hahaha.. but it was fun... it finally stooped when i bumped her and she fell and landed nicely on a chair... haaha... luckily not floor.. if not... YEEKS.. i am dead... hahaha... den combines.... dr lee did 2nd movement... i really sucked at it... thanks for all the encouragements given by my section mates... really glad tat u guys were there to support me..!! thanks guys..!! simply love the clar section...!! hmmm... i din play really well.. so sorry to bring disappointment... haiz.....!! =( jia you worz pple whu have solo parts!! we can do it!! ~jia you~ after band... i couldnt stand it anymore.. the feeling is running thru my mind... i kept thinking bout my playing...!! haiz.... 4yrs... and i stil play like tat... why.... haiz.... so i broke down.. thanks hwaee for being there for me immediately when u sensed smth was not rite and for the hugs... sorry to cause u tobe late... =( thanks michelle for coming to pat my shoulder and shouting "ohhh amanda".. really appreciated it... thanks mag for being there for me.. for encouraging me too.... thanks jocelyn and yan leng for comforting me... thanks kiong wee for cracking jokes to sort of cheer me up.. thanks eileen for supporting me and advicing me... thanks suvenna for encouraging me too.. u muz jia you too worz..!! at this point in time.. i realise tat there's so many pple whu care... i really wanna thank god for their existence in my life... without them around me juz now.. i think i would have gone mad.. thank u for sending these angels.... lord u have been kind to me all these years... u have sent wonderful pple into my life to shine on me on my darkest periods... thank u lord for all that u have done... u are so magnificent.. thank u once again... stayed back for awhile to see the alumni pract.. stayed till bout 10 plus.. grace went back first coz her daddy came and she was tired out.. take care my gal.. rest... soon leaving me and kiong wee outside.. den sazali came..we were crapping so so much.. haha... lord.. i noe she is suffering silently inside... she has done a lot to bring this family together.. she has been thru alot.. she has accepted many remarks and continued to be the best daughter-in-law... she has never failed to do the household chores even hen she is terribly ill... she knows each and every one of her daughters' weakness and strengths.. she pampers us.. she loves us.. she lectures and nags.. but it is all becoz she cares... with her tender loving care tat we are able to grow and mature... with her constant showering of her love and care whenever we are sick... yes this is my noble mother.. she has been there for me every time.. though she nags and scolds me.. i regret talking back to her.. coz it definitely broke her heart when she saw how her youngest daughter talked back rudely.. heavenly father.. i regret all my actions towards her... i wish i could turn back time and say i am so sorry.. there were times when i wanted to cry in her arms and say how sorry i am.. but no words came out.. i feel so idiotic.. so stupid.....why couldnt i say it out... pls give me another chance to say it out loud... and here goes... MUMMY I LOVE YOU... and NO ONE.. simply NO ONE can replace YOU....!! in my next life... i wanna be ur daughter again...!! |
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title: woke up in the morning today and found myself with severe stomache... gosh... went to the toilet like 5 times in the morning... went to school only at bout 1 plus... attended lecture and tutorail... den went for rememdial... feeling so so uncomfortable... so so weak... gosh...
well.. stayed back to wait for nadia... went to tampines library and went home... while waiting at interchange.. met jac chiah hui and joceyln dears...haha.. so touched when i heard they saw something tat suit me... hahaa... okay.. i am mad... love u guys so much.. days without u all will be super boring... took 31 home and fell alseep... haha.. typical of me isnt it... thanks mummy or buying dinner!! yum yum... din really finish.. coz tummy wasnt feeling so good when i got back... guess wad... i went to the toilet again.. twice... sobx sobx.... grace darling.. it is alrite... tell me when u are ready.. but i am glad that u shared stuff with me.. thanks gal.. no matter wad... i am juz 8 numbers away okie?? hugs... nadia gal.. thanks for sharing with me stuff too... take care.. and dun think too much... hugs... [ miss u alot today...] |
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title: well well well...
past three days i've been spending my time after school at bandroom all becoz of DSA..haha.. response was alrite.. we have 17 pple on the list... super tired out.. but was alrite.. practiced here and there... past two weeks i had this acute pain in my throat.. think it could be a fish bone?? pieces of straw?? mayb it is juz sore throat....!! hahaha... wadeva... physics SPA was today.. totally bad.. din noe how to set up.. so.. i peeked around... feeling really really uncomfortable... yeeks!! hahaha...!! shan't elaborate here... oh well.. seems tat most pple are not in good mood today.... grace darling.... cheer up my gal.. i noe things may not be going rite for u now.. be strong..!! k?? coz the lord is here with u.. to guide u thru every obstacle u face... hugs my gal... always here to lend a listening ear... xiufeng darling... i noe brownie passed away.. dun sad k... hugs hugs... i noe it is a big blow for u... two of ur favourite rabbits are gone from this world... sobx sobx... take care.. miss u so much.. time to meet up and crap..!! thinking whether i shud go sch tml or not.. hmmm.. shud i?????? lalalaala.. someone help me decide!! pls pls pls.... |
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title: well.. it's a lonely week ahead.. gonna be in this cold dark room alone...
thanks to da-jie for psychoing my room mate ( er-jie) to stay at her place while her beloved hubby is away on business trip.. *soobx* oh..wateva.. at least i can do wateva i wan to this room for one whole week... can stay up late at night in the room to finish work or use the com since she's not around to pester me to sleep and off all lights... hee hee... but gonna miss her very much.... *hugs* oh well.. went to church this morning... after tat went to buy new shoes and accompanied mummy to see a doctor.. she's seriously ill... poor her... after tat i went home and ate maggi noodles... smth happened along the way.. dun wan mention it.. kinda pissed.. but.. wadeva... did some stuff... watched my dvd... haha.. and dozed off... woke up at bout 5.. went downstairs to grab some tidbits... yum yum... oh well... hope my energy can last for one week... pls lord, watch over me and calm me down.. dun let me flare up at the slightest thing... thank u lord.. many things have been running thru my mind... it is giving me a big headache... it is getting so so complicated... really duno wad to do... praying hard tat my life gets back on track.. lord, behold me in ur loving arms and comfort me..before i fall... seeya tml.. hopefully.. |
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title: both tests i did are so so true..
peeps.. pls try them..haha.. well.. slacked in the morning.. did some stuff for sis.. went to suntec with zijun and weijie to take a look at the WASBE Exhibition at Suntect Convention Hall... saw mr toh.. talked to him for awhile.. looks like sales are doing extremely well.. so tempted to get my own clar... but i guess.. it is all a dream.. oh well.. *burst the bubbles* took a train to bugis and i had my hair cut.. thanks guys for accompanying though i was really grouchy today... came home bout 7 plus... watched some tv.. took a shower ... came online... tat's all for the whole of saturday.. been thinking bout it day in day out.. i really duno wad to do.. feel like letting go... it was a real big mistake to ever step into this path of my life... |
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title: well... quite tired today..
bus got stuck in jam again.. so i had to dash to the courtyard.. had SPA in the afternoon... totally screwed up... made a mistake.. luckily ms lee hinted me... ended SPA at 4plus.. headed to bandroom... practiced a bit... den had a mini meeting with the J2 admin... and also with jocelyn mag grace and yanleng... met nadia after tat...sat outside seasports room.. chatted a bit... went to TM to have dinner and do some window shopping... totally tired... came home bout 1020... bathed..and slacked.... [ a glimpse of you is all i need to brighten up my dull day... ] |
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title: first i wanna say a big SORRY to my dear ilu-ians.. so so sorry for showing my attitude becoz i totally screwed up GP presentation...so so sorry.. hope u guys are not angry... =(
well.. today was te suckiest day... totally having a super bad mood swing... everything juz doesnt seem rite.. as if someone set a curse on me.. totally pissed off... well... juz needed someone to comfort me... but... tat will NEVER happen..... aniwae.. after sch.. met nadia for taf.. ran 3 rounds and decided to slack.. really not in the mood.. i was like complaining throughout... she said some stuff which made me ponder for hours... and got me distracted.. thanks ar gal... well... wdaeva happens.. it is FATE.. came home.. slacked even more.. totally not in the mood for anything.... |
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title: TUES... 12 july 2005
had my Chinese A-lv oral yday.. totally screwed..!! i couldnt even understand the darn quest.. and the teacher kept on giving questions to lead me on... but i juz couldnt.. and before i can even start a proper sentence after all the stammering... she had to continue for me.. i bet she missed her days being a candidate!! ARGH!! cried outside band room.. really damn upset... it was tough.. i dun wanna fail like before... then my two wonderful friends called to ask how was oral.. i broke down..and they comforted me... so touched... and also.. they went an extra mile and rushed down from home to school... lynnie: hugs hugs... it's all over.. let's do well in the other papers for Chinese...!! love you!! chowie & chingie: really touched by wad u guys have done.. hugs hugs... really appreciated it...!! thanks for always being there... love you guys..!! mag, grace & daphne: thank you guys for comforting me too...!! really love u guys so much..!! den we went to Gelare to have waffle ice cream.. really cheered me up... haha.. soon jocelyn and i left for concert at esplanade... din have much mood.. coz the songs were long.. but they played well..* thumbs up**applause* take care lynnie!! i noe u are sick.. hugs..!! WED... 13 July 2005.. well... was stuck in a jam this morning..so i came to school late... bummers.. it is not my fault!! damn bus!! argh!! and also.. inconsiderate pple whu dun move to the back of the bus and jam up the place...causing the bus driver to stop at the bus-stop for a long time for passengers to board!! ARGH!! well.. i passed my shuttle run!! miracle rite?? haha.. thank u thank u.. in case u guys din noe.. i used to fail and have to retake this item when i was in sec sch.. so proud of myself...haha...!! after sch.. ILU went to T-mart to have lunch.. was quite a rush becoz needed to go back for band pract... i think i might have an indigestion.. YEEKS...haha... had band pract till 5.. and most of us left for concert... we left in a big group.. den splitted up unknowingly...haha.. leaving me marcus xinni and michelle in one group... yogendran jessica charis magdaline nathasha in another group... jocelyn yanleng and kaixiang in one last group...hahaha!! so.. michelle marcus xinni and i left for city hall... rushed our way to polar to get michelle's 6th MANGO RING!! haha.. she is totally addicted to tat stuff!! hahaha..!! NICE RITE!! hahaa.. yum yum... ate there... and soon nat and rest joined us..haha.. we rushed our way to esplanade as it was nearing 730.. YEEKS... along h way.. michelle became high.. she started playing with the stairs... laughing and giggling...hahaha...!! so fun!! concert was damn good.. gonna rank it 10/10 !!! hahaha.. bravo!! haha... hmm... thanks suvenna.. grace... mag... michelle...for the wonderful hug i received... thanks for listening to my crap.. haha.. esp hwaee..i think she cannot stand it le.. wan to come after me for crapping!! ahahhaa... juz simply love u guys to the core!!! wuahahaha..!! left the esplanade with mag and rest... walked all the way to city hall mrt... i became so high.. guess it is passed down from the upper generation of seniors... hmmm...*oops* hahaha...[ clarinet section rocks!!! ] reached kallang and took a cab back... yawns... super tired... [ take care guys... wished u guys enjoyed the music as much as i did... ] [ have a safe journey home!! ] [ thanks grace for all the time spent accompanying me... dun worry too much.. i am always here to lend a listening ear... and a shoulder for u to rest on.... take care my dear... *hugs* ] [ mag.. thanks a lot.. i noe we both share the same feelings towards such stuff... thanks for all tat u've done for me... really appreciated it.. *hugs* dun think too much too... i noe u love me...!! hahahhaa... *oops* ] [ hope you are alrite... take care... i am afraid... really... very afraid... i dun wan the feeling to fade... really i dun wan it to.. pls dun let this happen...... ] GOD BLESS YOU GUYS!! *HUGS* *KISSES* |
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title: BOO!! haha... here i am blogging..
well..waiting for sis to get ready so we can leave the house together... off she goes to meet her friend.. and off i go to meet grace dear... haha..!! so tired... hope i dun doze off during the concert... all the best to Suvenna.. Nicole.. JiaRong... SiangHong..!! jia you!!! |
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title: ALRIGHT... today was rather boring...
morning had SPE.. did 6rounds..and played softball...gosh..so damn boring..dun even understand wad commando lee was talking bout...hahaa.. had maths lecture... Mr Lim wanted to strangle me coz i din bring notes... had chinese tutorial... i failed my compo..and had a C5 as overall.... met grace at bandroom at 1210... had lunch together.. practised my clar part....GOSH.. i am so lousy at it.. i cant express properly..!! argh... so nervous... at bout 2.. went to canteen with michelle... chatted..laughed...haha.. thanks michelle for keeping my secret....heehee...!! *sshh* after band.. Mr Lim announced the new committee... really thank seniors and teachers for giving me the opportunity... congrats to all new committee members.. let's work hard together and bring the band to greater heights... let's lead this band to HAWAII!! hahaha..!! to seniors.. thanks for all ur constant guidance and patience...hee... will definitely miss u guys...take care!! went home with eileen.. both were so tired.. so i guess we knocked off...haha... met zijun at PP.. chatted and had dinner... den went home...hahaa..!! LOVE U GUYS!! |
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title: well well well...
simply moody today... weather is getting on my nerves... i believe it is getting on most of the pple in sch... hmm... din do much today... we had 4 periods free coz ms koh is not around.. so fun... went to bandroom... chatted with suvenna and sujin..haha.. totally lost in the conversation... as usual.. all i can do is giggle and laugh...!! gosh... i think i really got the laughing disease!!! hahaha... at 330, went to meet nadia... chatted outside seasports room.. chatted bout lots of stuff.. well.. let's hope all turn well... GAL.. i noe it is tough for u... bear with it... dun feel lonely or anything.. coz i am here for u whenever u need me...!! take care babe..!! hugs.... after tat at bout 4 plus.. went back to band room to pract my clar... luckily it's fine now!! WHEEE!! hahahaha.... marcus and suvenna were inside...haha..so fun...so creepy...hahaha..!! went home in a cab... damn tired..wanted to take a nap.. but i had essay to do... so... i slapped myself to keep awake and get things moving...haha.. still it din work.. i only started at bout 9plus... and WHEE.. i am done!! hahaa... crapping thru...hahaha... chatted on msn with couple of pple... Lynnie: thanks for crapping with me la...haha.. really appreciated...!! Chingie: thanks for the pointers u've given me... sorry to disturb you...!! Mag: thanks for the advice and time u have forked out to listen to me... really thank u very much... thanks!! hugs...!! very very tired of everything that is revolving around me... back in sch... i am so frustrated... i duno why... back at home.. it is so much worse... i really hate this... [ Lord.. i've always wanted an answer to the question inside my heart.... when can i get my answer? I know that we are gifts sent by u to them.... but... do they truly treasure me.... at times they really do.. and i can feel it deep down... but at times when they flare up or nag.... the love juz seems to disappear....Lord... i've always wondered... why do i look so different... am i what i think i am?? pls dun do this to me.... i really wanna know the answer...... ] |
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title: rather slack today in school...
common test results coming back soon... went to PS today.. told a tiny weeny white lie to chingie's dad... no choice...!! sorry uncle!! shannie : LONG BAO BAO!! LOL!! lynnie: take care!! i noe u're tired..!! chingie: stop looking around for shuai ge!! LOL!! chowie: relax gal.. dun worry... u still haf us..!! hugs..!! came home... a bit tired... din have the mood for anything...!! [ a part of me is hoping tat u knew... but the other part hopes to keep this from u... ] [ i really duno wad i shud do... i am in such a dilemma... i hate this feeling.. pls tell me wad to do..] [ miss u......always...] [ take care everyone...... dun fall ill.. weather is driving me nuts!!! hang on!! hugs... ] |
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title: another sunday...
went to church in the morning with mum... supposed to go shopping.. but something happened along the way... which really pissed me off...! so i headed home... slacked and fell asleep... too pissed!!! well.. there's gonna be a family dinner tonight to welcome my cousin, gabriel, home from 2months before he flies back to America to continue his studies.. all the best!! well.. my mood has been rather bad lately.. guess it's the weather and the pple around me..!! stop nagging pls!! it really gets on my nerves...!! it all started on thurs... till today!! spoiling me mood every single minute... so wanna get out of this place...!!! i wish u were here next to me.. dun need to speak a single word.. i juz need ur presence... BUT.. i guess it is all a dream... and it is too much to ever ask for..... |
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title: WEEE!! haha..
well.. this evening i spent it with my 2 lovely sisters and my brother-in-law..!! it was so damn cool..!! we went down to Sembawang Naval Base to celebrate AMERICA's INDEPENDENCE DAY!! haha... speech was boring though.. then it was the national anthem of both countries.. ours and america...hmm.. saw soldiers saluting..really pruod of their own country.. and some are juz fidgetting around..laughing out... there's this caucasian lafy.. whu juz doesnt gif a damn.. laughing and laughing..!! so rude.. !! hmmm.. den at 8pm.. it was the most spectacular moment of the nite.. YES.. FIREWORKS!! simply lovely.. so damn nice.. it was directly above us... really wonderful..esp when u get to watch it with ur loved ones...!!! really enjoyed myself there...!! o yes.. poor keng.. he had to do routine there..!! hahaha... after tat we went to millenia walk to had coffee.... we chatted.. cracked jokes... and soon.. our batteries went flat.. i thk mine went flat the earliest...haha...... oh well.. here i am..HOME... wad a place.... [ JAC..so sorry.. u sounded quite angry when i told u i couldnt make it for tml's outing..really sorry.. something cropped up...really sorry... pls dun be angry... ] [ ILU... i am really sorry.... ] [ silence filled the entire house when me and erjie stepped in... really weird... but u noe wad... we simply dun care...!! wadeva...!! you guys wanna behave like this.. there is nth much we can do... ] |
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title: This is my desire, to honour YOU. Lord with all my heart i worship YOU. All i have within me, i give YOU praise. All that i adore is in YOU.
Lord i give YOU my heart, i give YOU my soul, i live for YOU alone. Every breath that i take, every moment that i am awake. Lord, YOU have your way in me. |
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title: All these precious moments
With you by my side Must be a gift from heaven That's holding me all night I don't know how I found you I'm thankful that I have Now that I have a love so true To hold to keep to share In my heart I can no longer hold inside All of the love I used to hide I'll always be with you untill the very end In this world there is no place I'd rather be You are my life my soul my gir l And through it all I know that you've come to see that You're the one till the end All my friend around me Say you'd be gone too soon Baby I'm gonna make them see We've found our way back home In my heart I can no longer hold inside All of the love I used to hide I'll always be with you untill the very end In this world there is no place I'd rather be You are my life my soul my girl And through it all I know that you've come to see that You're the one till the end We'll always be till the end [ simply love this song..... wanna share it... ] |
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