i am having mixed feelings now. i am not supposed to harbour such feelings. i guess, this is what is different of you and me. your life is as colourful as it is now. and i will prefer mine to be simple in black and white and sometimes a rainbow to appear. let's just stay the way as it is now.

goodbye my friend

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6th april 2009. Season 5 of The Hills back on MTV. i cant wait!
caught the previews. i cant wait to see wad happens with the speidi relationship. the lauren-heidi friendship. and oooo brody-audrina? HAHA. im obssessed. pardon me.

i shall just keep my views to myself.

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2 grand dinners over the weekends. gosh. the amount of food. i think starting from tml i shall go easy. HAHA.

saturday. dinner at Hwa Chong Insitute. it was their 90years anniversary thingy. nope i wasnt from there. thank goodness. the school is so damn extravagant. they have a koi pond which is like 2x the size of the one in SIM and its like 2x deeper as well. i swear if i fell in, i would have drowned. haha. my uncle was an old boy and my aunt was an old girl from chinese high and hwa chong respectively. so we were kind of invited to a table. HAHA. cool aye.

sunday. its old man's 60th birthday. had dinner celebration at home. lots of food and a cbig ice-cream cake. i feel like puking now actually. simply too much. this is the first family celebration without erjie around. and its just kinda missing of something. it must be the crankiness that we 3 sisters always share.

friday night was horrible. simply had a quarrel with the old man over a teeny weeny issue between him and erjie. couldnt stand it. i really yelled at him and slammed the door. he slammed his too. and i solved it on sat and he guai guai listened. really retarded. cant he simply listen and talk nicely and gentlely. oh well, den again, if he did. it wouldnt be him and i would be shocked.

HAHA. another week ahead.

we will never be like how we used to be.

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gazed at the sea. listened to the sound of waves and winds. looked at the children play by the beach. closed my eyes. and just shut down mentally.


and tears just flow. and flow. and flow. and flow.

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and yes, my baby is home. its working so farking fast tat i am not used to it. i am still having the mentality that it will hang whenever i open a new application. haha.

but not anymore. HANG NO MORE! i am so happy.

i love my baby more than ever now. big kiss and hug for you.<3

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alright enough of grumbling over my laptop. i just need to pray and keep my fingers crossed that it will be fine.

baby, i miss you. come back to me soon.

oh well, managed to survive the IT FAIR on saturday with the girls. managed to get my camera. Canon Digital Ixus 95 for only $399. good deal. i extended the warranty and now it lasts for 3years. haha.

this is not called kiasu. its a new model and its the first batch. u know how screwups always happens to first batch stuffs. and plus its me who bought the camera. u know how fucking suay i can be at times. so play safe. anyway extension only cost $50. haha.

this week is specially dedicated to only LAW ASSIGNMENT. haha.

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fucked up weekend. and so my dad's comp crashed on friday. mr computer man came today to fix it and cleaned up my comp as well. but that asshole decided to crash MY BELOVED COMPUTER TOOOOOOOO! KNN!

i am fucking pissed off now. when this entire week is the busy assignment week, he decided to take my "life" away. ARGH!

i was unhappy with that mr computer man that i cried when i screamed at him for screwing things up. and guess what, he put it in such a nice manner that he will upgrade for me the RAM and reformat it to make it less laggy and blah blah blah. but at the end of the convo, whateva he is gonna do. I NEED TO FUCKING PAY!

double ARGH ARGH!

dad better be automatic abit to pay man. he was the one who suggested i shud get my comp cleaned up. and i tot it wasnt a bad idea since he initiated it. and guess what, the computer man whom he trusted so fucking much screwed up.

ARGH ARGH ARGH x 100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000

fucked.

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finally the week is over. just left with 1 law assignment and 1 test before the major exams hit us.
havent been talking to miss tan-number-two for very long. and i finally just did. guess wad, emotional. HAHA. yes yes yes. we are whiny. give us a break, we are GIRLS.

ok. crap.

oh well, heading to IT FAIR later to check out cameras. should i get one? should i not get one?
sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i no longer dare to dream.

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