its the last day of the month. and a brand new month awaits. a brand new sem too.

last day of june. spent quite a bit. dyed my hair. bought make up. bought new clothes. and still owe pple money!

sigh. sorry keng, i have to delay payment.

i dun wanna talk about anything anymore. i even feel like closing this blog. i duno wad else i can say freely anymore.

i hate this. i hate me.

i believe u hate me too. just say it. SAY IT!

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out today with the babes. vivo city. that's the only place that we can go shop peaceful at F21. the wisma one is crap. messy and stuffy. the management shud do smth about it. bout a dress. =) happy.

went down to bugis to have dinner. seoul garden. the prices went up. or mayb coz it was weekends. oh well, but i had fun w the ladies. they are my loves. =)

shall have some pics here. =)


i just wanna be left alone. i dun wanna think so much anymore. its getting very very very tiring.
ive put in my best effort. have u?

look at the 2 sentences below, they are different. ponder upon it.

1. I will try my best.
2. I will do my best.

trying your best and doing your best is obviously different. it makes a difference to me when u choose the correct sentence.

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blogging at my office desk. yes, how slack rite. give me a break pls! its my 2nd last day.

and i blardy miss this place alr. i miss the 3rd floor coffee place. i miss 2nd floor redworks. i miss the balcony where i chill w jamie they all. sob.

of coz, i miss 4th floor where i work and spend most of my time here rushing work. crapping with jamie and the rest. LOL!.

oh well. dun make me cry!

HAHA.

this weeks gonna be full of spending $$ man. party tml. concert on sat. shopping on sun.
mon dinner. tues back to school.

sigh. LOL!.

friends are friends forever ---- i m trying to make myself believe in this statement. i really want to. can u let me??? can YOU?

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din do much at work today. was damn tired though. this week has been tiring for me. mentally though. i wasnt busy with running ard and putting in brief.. but i just felt like sleeping.

pig. oh yes. jamie took me out of the office today! haha. fresh air. went to bras basah complex to get some rolex stickers printed for the Anoushka Shankar concert this saturday.

at least i din feel like dozing off. =)

time passed extremely fast this weekend. how sad. means im nearing the min to bidding goodbye to my colleagues.

gonna miss lunching with jamie, jj, jiamei, june, jie. the Js. LOL!
gonna miss ta pau-ing food for laooo bannnn. LOL!

gonna miss seeing my suay ger. (actually shuai ge, i know. just tat suay ger is his nickname. long story.)

sian.

oh managed to do my running today at east coast. and i loved it. its gonna be my motivation now.

<3

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i finally bought myself a watch! and ordered the pink one for darling. hee hee.

counting down to the last day at work. sob.

gonna miss everyone there.

this week has been a blue one. everyone is caught up with their own project. simply too hectic. sigh

lord, i pray that u give her the strength. give her the courage. bring her fighting spirit back. she has been the one i look up to. her spirit. her zest. her passion. her love. they all seem to disappear overnight. lord, i pray that your angels will watch over her, for i love my beloved sister. <3

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happy happy. amanda is a happy girl.

she finally met up with xiufeng after very very very long.

went to old kallang airport market for dinner. just the 2 of us. becoz someone of the name KENNY GOH decided to pangseh us. wadeva. better still. xiufeng and i can finally have our time alone tgt. i miss this place. i miss the food. shall get keng janet helen along next time. and we can reminise about the good old days we had at mountbatten. and yes, it made me think of him again. and i actually went to hunt if they were ard playing soccer. wake up amanda tan.

ordered a couple of food. chit chit chat chat. and off we went to suntec to do shopping. set my eyes on a watch. Casio, Baby-G. tempted darling to get too. so we might be getting the same watch, except that the colour of the dial is different. mine is total white, darling's pink. =)

lovely. i miss her so much. hugss.

tat's about everything. i dun wanna blog about anything else. i just wanna treasure this last week of mine. i just wanna enjoy it with my colleagues. coz like i said, i really will miss them.

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oops, sorry. i promised these pics didnt i?
here u go.



cute? haha. theres james and nikki. thanks guys for the help. i had fun with u two around. cheers










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another week zoomed past. and its back to school soon.

finally Soyjoy has been launched. will attach some pictures of the mascots below for viewing.

product sampling this weekend. and soon, bus ads will run. happy.

oh well. work has been fine. i will just miss the pple loads. sigh.

gonna meet class ppl again tml for another outing. dinner and movie. hee hee.

sometimes we wonder if we really mean what we say. sometimes even when we mean it, people just dun get it. how annoying.

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i love the game bingo! just love it.

employee board organised a Bingo Night. jie was supposed to be helping out. but i replaced her.
helped to collect the money every round. each round, 20 player, each player $2. total of 7 rounds.

and at the final round, this total sum will be the grand prize. do the maths urself.

and TA DA! i won it! with the help of sam of coz! thanks darling, u bought the ticket. and gave the total to me..

now i really cant bear to leave this place.

in office blogging now. with the song "Auld Lang Syne" from Sex and The City soundtrack playing on my itunes. i will really miss everyone here. esp esp esp JAMIE!

sob.


i will miss HIM too.

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yesterday i had monday blues. i prayed that today was a better day.

it started off fine. but it went downhill somewhere later in the day. i got really affected. really depressed. really unhappy.

i just wanna disappear into thin air.

held the tears. tried to keep the frown and curved lips, but i just couldnt.

caught the happening yday at cine. plot was farking lame. but the intense and suspense sure got me all disturbed and scared.

but im glad i caught it.

i shall love mother nature more now.

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this entire week has been an emo one for me.

and yes, raking up the past definitely brings pain. but also, we learn. we listen. we grow.

as time grows by, friends to me are definitely super important. they understand me. they know who i truly am. they love me for who i am.



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the weekends are here again. the week had been an exhasuting and challenging one for me to handle. too much, simply too much. but i'm glad i'm given that trust and opportunity to handle it. and i hope i handled it well.

and big hugs to those who encouraged me, supported me, trusted me. and gave me the push.
(jamie, charlotte, jiajun, sam...and of coz.. my beloved jie)

these have been the pple who really encouraged me in work. fark man. im soooo gonna miss them. shit.

was out the whole morning till late afternoon to do some outdoor activity with the mascots pple i mentioned earlier.

here's a brief one.. if u guys happen to walk along orchard road tml, u'll see two gigantic heads.. red and yellow. NO FEARS! they're harmless. they're simply doing publicity for a pre-launched product hitting the markets soon.. so, do catch them.

they will appear at harbourfront.. heartland malls like AMK, Toa Payoh, Clementi, Bugis, etc.

no fears. take pics with them. smile at them. do wadeva u want. just dun disturb them.

HEY! its a tough job kies! big claps for my mascots and of coz events pple.
(james, nikki, sean, autumn, jean and rachel)

supposed to hit the clubs tonight... but.... jade sick. nini wanna save $$.

sian. NEXT WEEK...PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. lol.

oh well. i've got smth new to look at in office. =)

gross. but.... i only have 10 days left to complete mission.

hee hee.

oh well. tata.

running ard orchard tml. catch me! and of coz...the two big heads.

<3 u

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been jdrama-ing whole sunday afternoon. im in love! HAHA! this is lame, i know. but i cant help it! Oguri Shun <3.

shall catch hana yori dango later. heh heh. he's in it too!! with more style as compared to him in Hana Kimi. =)

lovess.

few thanks i wanna make.

keng, thanks for buying the perfume. hope u got the cookies for my mum too.
lilo, have fun in japan!! dun forget to look and see if my make-up is available. cant wait to meet u.

and now... I MISS SHAN AND CHING! im counting down to 10 june...! i wanna see u two....lol

busy week ahead.. alot of things to handle. press conference. talent casting. teaser appearance! LOL. cool.

coming weekend, pls do shop ard orchard road and keep a look out for 2 mascots with gigantic heads. they will be behaving as a couple. pls do support them. =)


u're constantly on my mind.

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bye bye darren ho. went for a couple of drinks last night with sis and the colleagues. farewell party for mr darren ho. though we spoke less than 5 sentences, but i'm glad to have a table-mate, who sat opposite me for the past 2 weeks. all the best to u in KL Ogilvy.

went to a lounge called Screening Room near Amoy Street. place was quite comfy. food was alrite only. drinks, usual lor.

left at bout 930pm. cabbed home w sis.

congrats to jamie and jiamei on masterclass graduation! well done girls. =)

club tonight? plssssssssssssssssssss.

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in love with david cook's always be my baby and kristy lee cook's anyway. damn nice. <3 thanks shan for the webbie!

anyway, today's the start of shan's work. and start of ching's exams! HAHA. cant wait. cant wait for us to go shopping and chilling again. miss u two like crazy. lovesss.

screwed up the mock up again. and had to re-do. thank god i got the 2nd time rite. thanks jamie!<3 oh. and Boo, who re-printed my stuff.

bought dinner home. damn tired.

<3

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the weekends are over again. in the blink of the eye. and its a brand new week. getting results this wed. farking nervous. damn it.

yday wedding's was great. i must say we pulled it off quite well. happy. after tat, shared cab with alan and hwaee. hwaee went bugis. and alan went home. headed to town to meet mummy for shopping. but i was in no mood. i hate the weather. just makes me ponder upon alot of things. fark. dinner at raffles town club. yummy. mood was lightened up by desserts. =)

hit the pool early in the morning today.. it was some national family celebration so the pool was free for entry. i swear the entire blardy nation was there to swim. the waters were freezing. i farking failed to do my usuals coz it was freezing and i felt sharp pains. fark fark fark.

home. lunch. and napped. the weather was great today.

i hate to go work tml coz there wont be a sheralyn!

this dear of mine has got me thinking. she's been encouraging. in a short period of a month. and we became real close. we shared almost everything. we gossiped.we joked. i miss her.

dreams have got me thinking bout u once again. i really hate this dangling feeling. i know theres a choice for me to just let go. but it is easier said than done. i tried. every time i feel like its time.. u appear suddenly in my dreams. dreams are not real, i know. but i wish. i wish they do farking come true.coz i farking miss u.

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