well well..today is chinese A-lvls.. gosh it is slightly tougher than promos i guess...hope i do well..pls pls pls.. i dun wan retake...gosh.. i am starting to panic...so dead..

after the paper.. ching shan and i went to TM to have our lunch and decided to walk around.. shan and i bought a pair of earrings and exchanged one of the sides... wearing them now..so lovely..heehee...

came home..rather tired...


been thinking alot lately.. feelings have definitely fade.. i start to drift away... why...haiz... time heals everything.............


lala.. off to lala land now.. i dun wan think anymore.. i juz wanna be alone....

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oh well.. i am quite unhappy this morning..juz tat i din show it too too obvious... i am super unhappy this week.. a lousy week..so many things i wanna do yet there's so little time... argh!!


anyway.. this morning.. we had chem tutorials den PW.. PW was so fun..lolz... sorry shannie for getting u into trouble.. esp when u are not in the game of bridge...lolz... but too bad.. u were eating.. u cant deny that!! lolz... y din i get caught for tat?? hahaa.. u lack the skills...hurhurhur...

after tat we skipped lecture and nt fr chem and maths tutorials... came home after tat while the rest went GP... *oops* lolz...

played maple for a while.. den i cant sign in..so here i am blogging.. gonna nap soon.. super tired and i am in a super unhappy mode...argh...


LILO : heeheehee.. it is not my fault!! is u wanna play the game!! lolz... i shall win more!! hurhurhur... i wan desserts!! u owe me!! argh... bad lilo.. *piak* ur hand... =P

KENNY : hurhurhur.... when we going ktv?? heehee...

ILU : weee.. we shall go out together during hols kies?? heeheehee....

GRACE, MAG, DAPH : take care yeah...!!

MENGHIANG AND JUN : when we going out again??

REST OF MY PALS : god bless and take care... yeahs...!!

<3 my prince <3

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it's juz so DAMN true that a person's character changes over time..

Some people are juz simply SELFISH.. IMMATURE..CHILDISH.. and worst of all.. so so so F-ED UP..


so sorry for my vulgarities today....

simply annoyed and pissed...


tat's all for today's blog.. i've kept this inside me for quite some time..and i decided to blurt everything out today... so sorry people...

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oh well..tml's the PW dry run for my grp and fellow classmates..

so exciting.. i hope all goes well.. esp when we put in so much effort..lolz..

oh well.. i've been rather restless these few days... i am very exhausted with all the work load.. after chinese As.. there's the official Oral Presentation for PW... after tat is band practices and extra lessons... and den band fest... time to plan plan plan.. no more last min stuff...

today, after sch went Macs with shannie and lynnie.. haha.. brought my laptop to sch..so we tried playing maple in macs.. soon farhan came along and we all left macs.. shannie and i took train to aljunied.. and we separated... i nearly fell asleep in the cabby...goodness me..see the amount of exhaustion??! hurhurhur...

came home and slacked.. nearly fell asleep and lynnie called... haha.. in the end, i couldn't sleep.. i am so tired now tat i dun even have the appetite to eat dinner... gosh.. i hope i lose some weight...lolz..

ilu : i am so glad u guys can stand my crap today...!! so fun with u guys around..muacks..
* tian ling ling di ling ling......*

lilo : hurhurhur.. so glad u came over tat day..heehee..muz go out more..heehee... miss u..loveyou..muacks..

kenny goh!! haha.. u're finally back ar..have fun suan-ing xiufeng and me le ma?? hahaa.. see u tml at cchy..lolz..

grace dear: i am always here to support u kies...

sam michelle hwaee eugene yeekiat and alan : A-lvls drawing nearer and nearer...oh my oh my... jiayou kies... all the best!! study hard!!!

<3 prince charming <3 =)

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okay..

for the next two weeks..we are gonna be cramped up with more PW..and more CHINESE..gosh...

den we will enjoy for 2months of hols..but there will be makeup lessons i suppose as well as band pract..

there's no sch tml... yippee.. but.. darn...pw consultation tml from 1pm to 2pm..gosh so stress...

duno wad are the plans tml..daddy wanna go zoo.. mh and jun wanna go out.. i wanna stay home sleep...tired out.. will decide tml after the consultation den...

went Tm with shan and lyn today.. had our lunch at long john's..haha.. we shared stories bout our childhood....laughing so happily.. really love ilu man..they rock...


alrite..den we went home.. i took 31 and fell asleep.. shan took train and nearly fell asleep too..lol... she nearly missed her stop... and me? I MISSED MINE! darn...lol...

= miss sleep head = thanks for tat nick man... ( someone )

reached home..it was raining..so cold.. so comfy to juz lie in bed under those blanky..and fall deeply into my dreams... hahaa...


alrite..dreaming again..

ilu : let's all work hard for chinese and pw kies..once they are done...we shall relax..but remember wad ms lee and other teachers said..this hol..muz revise.. we shall meet up and study as much as we can kies.. love u gals so much... hugs..kisses..

frends around me : jia you tooz..take care and god bless.. nitenite...

my prince : hope u're doing fine with all tat mugging going on.. do take care of ur health too..jia you..

sam hwaee michelle eugene yeekiat alan : JIA YOU!! MISS U GUYS!!! <3

last but not least....

LILO : cant wait to see u this fri..miss u so much..maple and more maple..loves <3

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well well well.. past few days been very very grouchy and hot tempered..

on fri.. was quite pissed with myself.. duno for wadeva reasons too...

at nite..mummy juz pissed me off even more by nagging at so many unnecessary stuff... this is juz so her...

becoz of her.. i could not hang out with menghiang and jun on sat.. we planned so well to go have pool session...in the end.. mummy juz ruined everything.. so sorry peeps...

well... on sat morning.. i accidentally deleted maple...argh.. super pissed..couldnt get the patch thing going..more pissed... so i decided to juz watch dvds the entire day.. so i did.. i cleared 4 dvds..my god!! it was a marathon...so i watched "the story of the sisterhood and the travelling pants" " white chicks " " the incredibles " and "herbie fully loaded " lol.. sat on the couch... all by myself... hahaa... wad a day..

so at nite.. i was pulled to a birthday dinner.. it was my aunt's..gosh...my aunts came late.. some were pissed..so started humiliating themselves in public... i was so embarrassed.... wad a family... gosh...

so came home late.. din feel like talking to anyone.. so i went straight to bed...

hey so sorry din even pick up ur call when i was awake..so sorry..


sunday morning.. woke up quite early..watched tv and made breakfast... went to church..and it rained... oh man... spoiled my sunday... nvm... sis and bro-in-law coming home later for dinner..so so happy.. cant wait to see them once again..


menghiang : lac gal.. understand how u feel.. some pple are juz like tat.. simply copycats..so sorry couldnt play pool with u on sat..and couldnt treat u to ice-cream.. i am so sorry...

jun : how are u.. sorry for sat...

ilu : hey gals... all the best for pw yeah... i noe we are in diff grps.. and haf to face diff probs.. jia you kies..

joce and jac: jia you too.. dun gif up kies.... they are god's gift... treasure.. =)

sam michelle hwaee yeekiat eugene alan : study hard and all the best.. god bless and take care!!

grace : lac gal.. fri was terrible i noe.. everyone is stressed up... take care kies..thanks for being there...

mag : dun too stress too... it is the first pract..so ya... next week will be better..smiles babe..

daphne : OEI! haha... i remember le.. u are xiao ben ben... remember?? lol.. yeah..miss the times we hang out and shoot each other..take care..

YOU : study yeah.. all the best...

all i can do is watch u at a corner....

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sat :

well well.. it rained this afternoon.. elder sis and i were planning to head town to meet eldest sis.. it's been some time since we last did some shopping.. we took a cab there.. had lunch and eldest sis met us at 130...

i felt so restless and uneasy.. i forgot to bring my dearest baobei.. my hp!! darn.. felt like slapping myself..lol.. but luckily.. my 2 wonderful angels were there to entertain me...heh heh..

we walked around fareast... after tat headed for liat towers to have tea.. oo.. my oreo cheesecake awaits me...heehee.. so wonderful.. best part is i dun need to pay..so sweet of my darlings to pay for my everything...

well well.. went into zara...and there were 3 kids making so much noise... cant stand it..lol..

soon bout 6 plus.. we on-called a cab and headed for eldest sis place... she and bro-in-law gonna do the cooking... sis and i fell asleep on the couch while waiting..hehehehe...

woken up by the aroma from the kitchen... weee...dinner time... wad wonderful guests we have been..hehee..

we had dinner and wine...so lovely.. thanks so much my dearests...

after dinner..we slacked on the couch and watched "armaggedon".. one of my fav.. ben affleck.. so dashing... take my breath away... it was a touching show.... *tears*

soon.. it was near 1130... bro-in-law drove us back... so tired... came home..showered.. and i dropped dead on my comfy bed...*snores* okay..wait.. i dun snore..lol... i really dun!!lol..


dearests sisters.. thanks so much for everything... love u guys.. u're the best!! muacks..

bro-in-law.. okay la.. i forgive u.. smiles...

frends.. take care peeps.. u guys have been a wonderful lot...love ya all...

to tat special someone out there... time is ticking.. day by day.. i feel more exhausted from watching u at a corner...i'm trying to keep everything inside... tick tock tick tock...like a time bomb.. i dun wan explode.. i really dun wish too..

SUN : well well.. i was super tired today..juz din feel like doing anything..my morning was spoiled by my grandma.. she yelled at me for no rythm or reason..screw it man.. so i sms my eldest sis and complain...too bad... i win.. my granny got a lecture from sis..so glad...

watched more tv... caught armaggedon again on star movies.. gosh..how many times do they wanna play it..haha..

fell asleep.. woke up and snacked.. gosh.. putting on weight.. dead meat...

watched " how to lose a guy in 10 days"..another of my fav.. leading actor is so dashing too...*faints*

well..tat'smy sunday...

to tat special someone.. missing u badly... hope u noe..

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A JOURNEY TO NEVERLAND!!!

wee..today was a fun fun day..well..went back to sch in the morning for physics paper 1.. it is a 100% goner..haha..so wadeva...

after sch..came home and played maple for awhile..den knocked off..hee hee..was super tired...

went to esplanade at bout 645 to meet my dearest eldest sis... we have a date with peter pan!! hahahaa.. it was a good show.. kids were enjoying themselves... the kids in the cast were so professional.. so lovely.. esp peter pan himself and twinklebell.. so pretty and adorable...

after tat..jiefu came to pick us up...we went for coffee at liang court..was so peaceful tat... so lovely.. totally enjoyed myself...


back home now.. tired.. but i cant fall asleep..lol... mising u...


da-jie : thanks a lot for inviting me to this play..thank u for letting me enjoy this magical nite.. felt like i was a kid once again..love u lots...

jie-fu : thanks a lot for the ride home.. thanks for all the plans u are coming up with for my 21st bdae...which is long way more..lol..take care...

friends : god bless u all...take care...!! =)


YOU : nth more to say to u as the feelings fade day by day..only wishing u good luck..god bless..and all the best...

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my foolish mind...


waiting aimlessly....


for someone to guide me..


when can i end this search...




lord.. thank u for answering my prayers when i needed them most.. thank u for assuring me before every test tat u are near... thank u for bringing joy into my life..

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yipeee!! happy happy!!

finally after waiting for so so long... haha.. PROMOS IS ENDING!! haha..juz left with paper 1 for physics on fri.. gosh.. so so happy...

welll well.. today had maths.. kinda sucky.. but.. wadeva!! OVER is OVER!! heh heh heh..
after sch went orchard with ilu..after so long..we finally shopped again..so delighted.. but we were quite exhausted la..of coz.. after all the late nites of mugging...yawns....

as i am typing.. jocelyn and jaclyn are lying on my comfy bed...zzzz and ching is using another com to check out stuff....shannie... she is back home mapling... but too bad it is under maintenance..boo hoo hoo...hahaha...

ilu : really glad that exams are over for now... let's play for awhile and continue to strive again..... loving u guys...

lilo : yo lilo!! stitch can finally go out with u le.. haha!! we can go cchy..watch movie or even shop shop..and u can come over my house to maple!! haha... miss u so much.. love ya lots... muacks..

kenny : finally u are coming back..can't wait for ur return...

menghiang : hee hee.. hope u're doing fine.. cant wait to see u and play monopoly..love u

zijun : hmm.. how are the hols coming along?? hee hee... take care

michelle: thanks so much for all ur comforting words in the morning before i take paper.. hee.. good luck for ur As...

sam hwaee michelle yeekiat eugene alan and all other J2s : good luck for As..jia you wors.. miss u guys so much.. esp charlie's angels!! *winks*

YOU : hope u did well.. jia you.. =)

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