hey..back to blogging after a week of stress..... thanks for being there for me guys..!! love ya...

well.... this week has been tiring and stressful... supposed to head for band this morning.. but i had serious tummyache... so i sms-ed sam to tell her.. and hwaee called... sorry to skip a pract...!! =(

syf is nearing... everyone is working hard!! JIA YOU EVERYONE!! dun forget ur health too....!! hope marcus will recover quickly and join us real soon...!! take care guys!! golds with honour is waiting for us!! come on!!

well... today been slacking at home.. din get much done... coz my tummy really hurt.. went to the loo like 5 times in 2hours... bad rite... YEEKS... shall not talk more...hahaha...

well... really wanna thank hwaee sam michelle grace... u guys were there when i broke down. thanks a lot.. really appreciated it...!! love ya...!!


things haven improved around here.. really wished things could change for the better... i've never felt so hurt before till the day u made things so bad for me and everyone.. why do u have to make our lives so miserable... i noe i'm not showing u any respect.. but i believe u noe tat respect needs to be earned.. i can no longer stand ur mood swings..and u start venting ur anger on me... i noe u pin ur hopes on me... i noe deep inside.. but stop pushing me... i have my limits... i really cannot take the stress and attitude u gif me when i see u every time...!!

if u dislike me so much... why bring me to this world and suffer under ur hands.........!!!

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~wEE~ ~WeE~

haha... so sorry guys... yes... it's been a week since i last blogged... getting so busy at sch... with tutorials ( unbelievable rite?? amanda is doing her tutorials... WOW!! haha)... and oso band... everyone in tpjc band is striving to their very end to fight for that gold with honours!! come on guys!! like wad julian has said... believe in urself!! and u can do it!!!

well.. been a tough week... missed sch for two days ( wed and thurs)... had a bad throat and fever... when i step out of bed... whoa... the whole room seems to be shaking... as though our neighbouring country is experiencing another earthquake with magnitude as high as 8.7...haha... exaggerating... but i'm not lying... i could not tolerate that pain.. so took MC... missed out so much in sch.. gosh...!!

SAT...
this morning... woke up earlier than usual as we had to reach band room by 7pm.. so i met zhangqian first to take a bus down to another bus stop.. and waited there for alice's parents to fetch us... haha.. and got a surprise when i saw eileen in there... haha... and..ooo..yesh... alice's dad drives a... CEFIRO!! haha... got a chance to sit in there... WEEE!! so spacious!!


this morning... mr mira( hope i got his name rite) came down for master class... wow.. it was definitely beneficial... NOW.. we need to work even harder to be a step closer to that gold with honours!! we can do it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


most of us were feeling hungry by 11plus... exhausted too.... we had a bit of sectionals from 10 plus to 12... and soon... all of us left for home....

took 12 with eileen...grace...kai xiang..yingjin....it was so quiet along the way.. guess we were all tired....haha... alighted with grace and took another bus to parkway...... she went on to meet her mummy.. while i went to trim my hair..hahhaa... gosh..look so boyish...hahaha......

after tat.. met zijun for lunch... went shopping around.. crapped with her.. but most of the time.. i find myself laughing.... AMANDA=LAME=SO NOT FUNNY! haha.. there i go again... lame...-_-'''

muahaha... reached home bout 4plus.. bathed and.... dozed off...zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


[ missing u deep down inside...]

ooo and yes... had a heart to heart conversation with mummy... guess she's oso frustrated around here...worried for her 3 daughters.... worried bout her health....everything under the sun... suddenly.. she talks bout the dreadful topic... DEATH..... she juz had to mention it... base on her tone... i was so afraid she was going to break down... immediately i did smth stupid... i passed her my stuffed toy piglet to hug.....i was really scared...and soon.. i got so affected.....

wad is death all about?? wad is the feeling after ur heart beat stops?? where will u go?? issit wad pple say... it's like sleeping????????? a long deep sleep............................

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hey guys!! i'm back blogging!! hahaha... guess i'll only blog during weekends....

oh well... another fruitful week has passed... tpjcband as well as cchyband are working extremely hard to achieve their goals... cchyband... u guys can do it!! i noe u can!! it's the final lap!! fight and strive..!! bring glory to our school's name!! YEAH! JIA YOU!! and for tpjcband... the J2s have beenr eally encouraging and determined..and of course hungry for that gold medal tat they missed 2yrs back... so now...they or WE are back to FIGHT FOR IT!! come on guys.. i noe we have been practicing real hard recently... we can definitely do it...!! JIA YOU! yes.. and the performing arts in tpjc have been doing well... i believe we, tpjcband, will be the next to bring glory to TPJC!!

this morning... had sectionals in sch from 9-11...den from 11-12plus.. we had woodwinds combine in LT1... if a passerby sees the amount of hardwork and determination we put in... i believe he/she will applaude..!! well done guys!! keep it up!! u can do it!! haha.... there are definitely parts we need to work on.. esp on intonation... but no worries.. we are on our way to achieving the organ sound tat dr lee wants.... rite guys?? practice makes perfect..!!


well... after band.. i went home... slacked a bit... dozed off while watching some tv prog... den i left house at bout 4.45 and took a cab down to PS... met up with lilo, vincent and weijie.. too bad fazli din wan to join us... we caught the 6.35 show... THE WEDDING DATES!! wow.. really nice movie!! all are adviced to watch!! haha... very romantic and sweet..touching...haha... though i really wanted to watch swing girls badly. but it's okay....haaha..

after tat...we went to hisamoto to have our dinner.. my goodness... can hear my stomach growling...oops...hahhaa... we chatted and laughed... till bout 10.. and we headed home.... so sweet of them to wait for the bus with me... we were discussing bout a topic.. and really made us think of the past.. esp for me and lilo.. rite?? i guess so... really miss the good old days........



sign off.....

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