waking up to this quiet and lonely world of her own...

lonely and terrified...

wishing for someone to guide...

but tat din happen...

day by day...

months by months...

years by years...

time is running...

all alone...

as she leaves this place...

to another realm...

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alright... i am soo bored...lol

was supposed to go out with dearest menghiang and jun today.. but jun had proj..and i remembered tml there's band camp and there's some stuff to be done.. so i skipped the meeting up with menghiang... so sorry my dearest...


well.. so i finished my part of calling the DSA pple.. gosh.. quite negative feedback.. goodluck to u guys...sigh


anyway.. yday evening.. my butt hurt badly... thanks to my DAD.. whu decided to go cycling.. upon reaching the shop..he remembered i cant cycle and so funny he din even ask b4 tat..APPLAUSE... so we took the 2-person bicycle... he is such a dangerous rider... he loves to ride near the edge..giving me the feeling like i am gonna crash into the lamp-post or tree by the side... he cant cycle straight.. he goes zig-zag... and he loves the function of the bell.. he rings at any dog cat human in his way... pengz... finally.. he is lousy at turning... we nearly lost control and fell.. and tat gave the blader behind us a shock.. and.. we nearly crashed into a dustbin and lamp-post!!! GOSH!! wad an experience... tis is bad...

and he keep bumping the bicycle at the hump.. so we would fly up and hit hard on our ass in the seat of the bic.. how sweet of him... oh and mummy juz sat comfortably at the bicycle rental shop... =)


tat was my mon evening.. lovely rite....

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alright.. i am back from the hospital..

went for a blood test at bout 9 this morning.. mummy accompanied me..haha.. i was freaking out all the way before it was my turn... my queue no. was 80

finally... the dreadful moment has arrived...

nurse : " number 80 !!! "

i walked towards her.. and she juz pushed me to my seat.. gosh..i'm freaking out.. there 4 others in the room taking blood tests...

behind me was this poor gal.. the nurse took such a long time..i nearly fainted.. thank god she was not drawing blood for me... phew...


this nice looking nurse approached me and smiled.. seems nice.. but..her skills.. OMG!!

she poked the needle in.. drew blood.. before she remove the needle from my vein.. she accidentally poked in again..and removed it..gosh.... pain...


haha.. i think i will haf a bruise there...haha...


it is over.. now i will wait for the results... this is the scary part... sigh... wish everything is fine... =)

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jac: wee.. haha..cycling on a 2-person bicycle was wonderful... haha..so sweet and romantic..LOL... take care gal... oh yes..my butt hurts..haha
shan: wee.. gonna meet u tml..haha... nice blogskins too...haha..take care to
joce: hey gal... get a phone quick!! haha.. and stop disturbing dogs!!!

ching: wee..thanks for organising the chalet man... haha..well done..sorry din acc till thurs evening... take care...

lilo: wee..miss u lehz...i oso wan change hp..heehee...!! love ya gal...muacks

kenny: wei wei wei..so long nv talk to u le lor... u MIA?? hahaa... take care...

menghiang: jiayou worz.. all the best.. sure can de... trust ur instincts... =) muacks..

jun: hee hee... happy hor someone..haha..take care..study hard...

mag: it'sbeen tough.. i noe.. relax.. jiayou... take care

daphne: xiao ben ben... haha..take care of ur health hor...lolz... take care..

grace: hey gal... so long din chat le..haha.. busy rite.. take care yeah...

to all my other friends : TAKE CARE & MISS U GUYS...

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well well..been slacking at home this weekend...

this morning..woke up super early.. couldnt sleep.. body ache..sob..

watched tv all the way till 5 plus..den left for church...haha...


feeling very uneasy... very worried... sigh..

tml's the appointment with the doc to take my blood test...

my my my... i am very very worried...

gonna meet sh4nnie tml at bugis to acc her and have her hair cut...heehee...


as the seconds go ticking by
i'm missing u more...

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heyz pple..sorry.. i was M.I.A-ing the past week...lol..

i will be gone again from 30th onwards till further notice..lol

been busy with band stuff.. tune-in was alrite... nice juniors...hahaa..

band camp from 30th to 2nd...cant wait for tat...haha


den band chalet from 5th to 7th...gosh..so many things...

take care pple...

lilo : miss u...go out soon kies..muacks

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major events coming up... auditions for sec4s... tune in... band camp... band fest.. etc etc...

gosh so many things..yet..so little time..

wrong.. it is becoz there is no planning...

well well... i dun wan say much le..

very vexed.. very drained...

told some pple bout some stuff...

i wan break down.. but i cant... dun wan let anyone down...


JIA YOU PPLE! I NOE IT IS TOUGH..LET"S WORK HAND IN HAND!!!!!!!!!!!!


lord... give me the confidence... give me the energy i need... hold me close... guide me... plslord...

i live in fear everyday till the day of my results....

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having lessons these few days..rather drained out...


gonna go for blood tests soon.. the thing tat i fear most.. NEEDLES!! my goodness....

i'm petrified... i dun wan the blood tests.. i dun wan noe the results.. i fear of the results too.. i am scared very very scared... =(


oh well... i've been home these few days.. putting on a smile everywhere i go.. at home.. in sch... in front of parents.. sister.. and even friends...

i'm trying to keep my spirits up... as high as poosible.... i dun wan tear.. i dun wan fall... i wan stand strong..


BUT...

my energy is drained... very very tired.. i wan sleep...sleep...sleep...

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hey peeps... i am back to blogging... my blogskin sucks..wanna change.. but guess wad.. i am too lazy.. this is so me..lolz

okay.. finally done with pw... so now gonna be hooked up with band practs and extra lessons... heehee..

tired out..

oh well.. at least i can relax by watching my vcds or maple.. hurhurhur...

kind of vexed....



<3 my prince and our fairy tale <3


doing foolish things to catch ur attention.... but a pity u were not there...




ching : how have u been ar?? no contact sia...

shannie : boo boo...haha.. take care..

chowie : where are u?!?!

mag and joce : thanks for accompanying me on fri...

grace : relax kies.. jiayou..

lilo : i miss u badly..

kenny : take care..

menghiang : jiayou worz... u can do it de.. take care too..

zijun : study hard...

sam michelle hwaee eugene yeekiat alan and other J2s : jiayou..few more papers to go..take care... =)

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peekaboo...

this morning had OP..finally..PW IS OVER!! phew...

well well.. din do tat well..but my grp members were great..well done guys..despite the multiple meetings juz for bridge and poker..lol...

i am all alone at home..so tired..but i am tempted to watch vcd..lol..


take care pple...

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another week has passed...

din go to band on fri becoz i was not feeling well..so sorry pple for not turning up..

hmm.. went to church this morning.. wasnt very happy.. din like the presence of someone..argh..

but wadeva la.. couldnt be bothered...

really feeling uncomfortable.. stupid doc has to go back to india.. how wonderful... leaving me here stuck with my sickness... argh...

take care my friends...

lilo : we will go ktv one day..hurhurhur..take care..miss ya..love you..

kenny : going back aust le hor... take care hor... hopefully u dun need to extend ur stay..come back before my bdae in jan hor...heehee...

ilu : this hols.. hope we meet more often..take care...

all j2s : jiayou!!

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woke up quite early this morning..couldnt sleep last nite..

went to sch for some OP dry run thingy.. met shannie first at foyer..den we headed for lt 5.. gosh.. everyone was outside playing bridge or juz slacking..so most of us decided not to go.. ilu actually planned to go pool or smth after the OP.. but in the end.. left me and shannie... tot the rest din want to go OP.. in the end jac sms me saying everyone is inside.. like.. wadeva la... haiz.. no comments...

shannie and i went macs for lunch..hurhur.. den took a train back home.. quite pissed.. but wadeva la.. weather so hot.. so pekcek..so we two decided tat staying in out comfy rooms to maple is still the best..

so here i am..trying to get in a server..but it is tooo packed.. yups.. take care peeps.. no special wishes to anyone.. becoz i dun have the mood... ARGH!

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