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title: - disappointed -
jac sms me saying tat the birkies i wanted is... OUT OF STOCK! can u believe it! i was damn depressed!! gosh. sorry guys. can we wait for stock to come?? stayed home today. finally caught some good rest. slept all the way till bout 12. oops. i missed church. hmmm... xing-ge called. char-jie smsed. oops.. but i was fast asleep!! oops. sorry guys!! i totally knocked out! shall meet the gang next week. sorry dudes and babes!! |
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title: yday was the most tiring day.
weather was BURNING into my skin man. did 2.4 but i stopped halfway as i saw jac lying flat on ground. so i helped her up. went into the hall. realising tat.. MY HEEL IS BLEEDING!! thanks to me adidas tat cost me $120. to thiink tat such an expensive shoe could destroy my heel. -groans- wadeva. had maths lecture. den as usual. farhan jocelyn shannie chingie and i went airport for our weekly meal of POPEYE chick. lolz. head back to sch by 130. set up instru and headed to hall. weather was sooo damn hot. tat i sweat profusely. and neverending. damn. lol. was damn tired playing bass. gotta get used to it. den hwaee and michelle came!! haha. so happy crapped with them and got high. dinner at BK with hwaee michelle marcus boonhwee houyuan and this other senior. after a while. i got moody. sorry guys for spoiling mood. thanks hwaee for talkng to me and sorry for bothering u. oh well. let's juz move on. today supposedly going back to pract bass clar. supposedly gonna meet hwaee and michelle darlings at tamp interchange macs. they both overslept! lol. so mag and i decided not to go back. sigh. oh well. went to get DVD. MEMOIRS OF GEISHA. mag came over my place to watch it. and she went back. lol dead tired. thanks mag for accompanying me. huggs |
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title: - old injury -
oh well. yday afternoon's weather was coooold.. so i guessed my knee ached. sigh. limping. oh well. today it still hurts slightly. had PHY and CHEM spa. goodness. drained. den read bout some stuff. mood went down too. [ sorry xiao bai xiao hei and xiao ben ] hmm. i duno wad u guys want. wrong or right. u still scold. wad are we to u? toys? idiots? FOOLS?? pissed. alright. wadeva. den after sch went meet mag. played badminton. the soccer match was on. goodness. practically the whole of MJ was here. the score was 3-2. tpjc lost. bu it was a tough fight. they were good i have to say. hee hee. *winks* oh well. went band room and pract bass clar. oh yes. i am playing bass clar now. =) fun fun fun. went home. drained. black face. hide. |
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title: well.
i am back to my normal self. i miss her. she has extended her stay in BANGKOK. come back home u ass!! lolz.. love ya still sista. muacks. oh well. i have been coughing terribly. yesh. old health probs. i guess it has become worse. much much worse. bleeding. sigh. cure me pls doctor. cure me. |
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title: horrible week.
so many things. yet so little time. haven been doing my sch work. feel bad. anyway. heard bout some saddening and disappointing stuff. U GUYS SIMPLY DONT NOE WAD IS... R.E.S.P.E.C.T he has done so so so much for us. and this is wad u guys do in return. juz turn ur backs against him. he tried so hard to get u guys in. yet this is how u repay him. shud he thank u for tat? we all noe how drained he is. but he doesnt show it in front of all of u. u guys simply dun appreciate his deeds. - disappointment - |
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title: happy happy day out!!
alrite. i juz got home not long ago. geez. i totally din do any work lar. so dead. but u noe wad.. like WADEVA.. lol. i had fun fun fun. went trying sizes for birkies with da jie. lol. den went far-east and shopped. wee. bought 3 pairs of earrings. 1 bracelet. nearly got shoes. but..nahz.. hahaa.. den went to da jie's place for dinner. yummy. so touched by the sweetest couple. they whipped my favourite dish!!! lol. yumz.. - aint i lucky after all the shit at home... =) simply love dajie and jiefu - |
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title: - sad -
she's away in thailand. and i miss her badly. she's my dear sis. =) oh well. here i am. all alone in the room. sigh. a trail of thought juz passed through my mind. there's so many things deep inside tat i wana let out. but only one will listen. tat is HIM, MY LORD. whu is high and above watching over his beloved children. =) miss those late nights with u on the phone. all gone. simply. gone. |
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title: - down -
early in the morning. and u juz need to appear and spoil my mood. i've had enough. super down. left my house in a rage. cabbed to sch for carnival. i was super sianded. and i spoiled mood. [ sorry gals for being such a spoil spot. i'm very sorry for my attitude that spoiled everything and pissed u guys off. very very sorry.... =( ] stayed till bout 1. den cabbed home with shannie. totally tired out. so i reached home. and locked myself up. feeling so stupid. why did i have to have that attitude. tat spoiled everyone's mood. and made my dear gals pissed. terribly sorry. [ shannie chingie lynnie : sorry dears... =( ] |
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title: - PISSED -
i hate you. i hate you. there is nothing more than i can say. BUT. i hate you. you're always venting ur blardy anger on me. WHY? i'm quite sure i've done NOTHING..and i repeat.. NOTHING wrong. WHY PICK ON ME?? i hate you. i hate you. there's nothing more than i can say. BUT. I HATE YOU! |
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title: - tired friday -
alrite. i skipped SPE today. seriously dun feel like playing. but when i saw the gals havin so much fun. DARN. why did i skip SPE. shit. lol. oh well. wadeva. then it was maths lecture. it was freezing mad inside. brrrr. lol. after tat, a group of us had lunch together and carried out our experiment for tml. haha. we had fun. but disappointed. the experiment kept failing. boohoohoo. but dun fret pple. let's all juz have fun. =) left sch with shannie at 330. cabbed home. went to cut my hair. feel so so much lighter on the head now. =) went home. bathed ad settled everything before going out to meet menghiang zijun and eric for pool. after tat, eric left home. 3 gals went dinner. lolz. sure chat alot. miss ya gals so much. looks like it's gonna be a long long long while later before we meet up again. take care and love ya. =) came home. settled admin stuff. finally i am done. so many numbers. so headache. =( i hope i dun make any more blunders. |
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title: - rainy day -
i miss xiao bai ( shannie ). poor gal, she fell sick. [ take care wu-mei ] hmm... lessons were alrite. basically juz 4 periods of practical and 2 lectures and 1 tutorial. and sch's over!! for the first time thursday is such a short short day. heh heh. so so sad. since today is such a short day. i tot i could watch the soccer match. TPJC vs ACJC. but. i cant. sobx sobx. but it is alrite. =) [ thanks mag for keeping me updated!!! ] alrite. den we left sch and head for ching's house. [ guirong ellien ching wanxuan huishan priycia jinhui shiyong berwyn mark jeffrey and me ] haha. we ordered canadian pizza and watched "the others". [ guirong can really scream. lol ] oh well. den we carried our experiment for sat's carnival. lolz. so so fun. =) oh well. cabbed home with jinhui. haha. den menghiang called. haha. we "crapped" so much on phone.lolz. oh well. tat's bout all. i am off to settle stuff. busy busy. [ stressed ] |
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title: everything is juz going so damn wrong.
i wonder if i really shud be here or not. yday was the worst day. so many things happened. so screwed. there's so much inside me now tat i wanna flare out. but there's no one to tell to. i regret making that decision. i hate it. i hate it. i hate everything. I HATE ME! [ i wished u were here to listen. but, no. guess i'm juz asking too too too much. ] GET LOST! [ holding back all that i can to stay strong. ] lilo. i miss u. i really really do. i wanna go out with u and put everything aside. i really really do. i wanna go ktv and scream and cry and do the craziest thing. i miss u. i really really do. sobx. kenny ar.. haven talked to u for so so so damn long man. where have u been?? pls do take care. miss u bro. - the sudden surge of feelings.. after.. so long.. - lynnie chingie and shannie. thank u gals soo much for being there for me all the time. i noe this week is really SUCKY. but luckily we have one another to support each other. really love u guys loads man. u guys simply rock. let's motivate one another from now on.. hugs and kisses.. |
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title: alrite. let's see wad i can blog about today.
oh okie. let's improve my summary skills. today i basically a F*UCKED UP day for me and i believe for some. shall not elaborate coz i dun see the point in sharing this with those whu view this. juz bear in mind that today, 17 april 2006 is one hell of a damn fucked up day. =) alrite. sorry for my vulgarities. but i really really really really really need to flare up at something. (since i sould not do it at someone) yupz. tat's all. wanna thank those whu stood by me. ( mel mag franz lynnie and farhan ) thanks peeps.. thank u soo much for being here on this screwed up day for me ( and mayb for u too ) |
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title: - day out with shannie and chingie -
wee.. alrite.. finally we are going town to shop for bags!! lolz. so sad that jocelyn cant accompany us. she has to stay home to look after her sis.. which i found it weird.. [ sorry dear. din mean to be nasty. but ur sis is p6?? hmmm.. ] okie. so i met shannie at somerset mrt. i was slightly late. so we went to cineleisure first. we waited for ching at KFC. gosh she is nearly and hour late. lolz. we shall punish her by buying food for us. lol. [ meanie mannie =D ] after tat..we walked around heeren and cineleisure..den we headed for fareast. and yeah!! we found the bags!! lolz. ching was sort of psychoed by me and shannie.. [ oops lolz ] oh well. after tat we headed for wheelock place to tried birkies. lolz. i cant decide on wad i wan. sigh. lol.. [ there's one bad point bout me. i am very indecisive. and i fear tat piss pple off. so sorry guys. i should be more decisive in my decision-making. =) ] so yeah. den we went home. reached the void-deck and mag called. she asked me to join her and franz for pool. so i went to meet them. at bout 8, we went for dinner at yoshinoya. shared a meal with franz. sooo full. lolz. oh yes. FRANZ IS MY DI-DI!! lolz... this is sooo weird. he kept calling me jiejie..lolz... [ guai la hor ] den they decided to drink "milk" [ which was alcohol ] so went to 7-11 near my place. and bought drinks. sat at playground. and drank and crapped. lolz. den they sent me home. sooo sweet of them. [ thanks so much my dear mag and di-di... smiles ] |
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title: - APPASSIONATO II - WED 12th APRIL '06 -
alrite. i'm blogging bout it onli now. hahaa.. alrite. went to sch in the morning. as usual. had lessons. lolz. after sch was the dialogue session. but i skipped it. and took a cab down to raffles place to meet xiufeng helen and jiehong. lols. we had BK for lunch. chit chat and laughed. so so fun. den we started making our way to VCH. reached there bout slightly after 3. my goodness. the weather is burning hot!! we hurried our way. as we reached, the main band juz started warming up. so we took our time. and pract a little. got quite bored becoz it took quite a long time before the alumnis joined in for rehearsals. yupz. after rehearsals, it was dinner. we changed and started taking pictures. lolz. helped jiehong out at the ticket booth. loads of alumnis came. met up with them. so so happy. it's been real real long since we last saw each other. WOW! it was great!! lolz. jocelyn farhan ching mag and her frend rach and her frend came too.. lols. [ thanks so much for ur gifts !! <3> soon it was time to go on stage. helen xiufeng and i actually missed our turns. we din line up with them. in the end, the 3 of us juz cut thru the horn section and made our way. lolz.. *oops* oh well.. we sure had fun on stage. haha.. thanks to jocelyn farhan and chingie for shouting my name as well as xiufeng's!! lolz.. after the whole thing. i took more pictures with them.. lolz.. so happy that they came.. =) after tat, jiehong kinda baoling sweeyee melissa weifen bird xiufeng and i went to somewhere near clarke quake to have supper. was too tired to eat. so juz took a drink. lolz. chatted with kinda bout stuff... den we left the place. it was soooo hard to get a cab. we walked further out. gosh. damn tired. by the time we took a cab.. it was 1130. got home.. bathed.. and cleared admin stuff.. really tired. but was fun.. [ APPASSIONATO II has come to an end.. juz like tat.. time really passes that quick when u are on stage. i definitely miss the friday nights with the gang of them. hanging out at north point and all.. aww.. i miss all of u soo sooo damn much.. keep in contacts kies... and all the best in everything u do.. =) ] [ wonder when APPASSIONATO III is coming... hmmmm... ] and yes the sec4s are finally graduating.. yesterday was their Passing Out Parade... dun be too sad to leave the band.. keep all the wonderful memories close to u.. u will definitely miss them.. like how i miss my band days in CCHB..and mountbatten CC...lolz.. definitely miss my seniors and my batch of bandmates... take care.. and study well juniors...=) |
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title: - APPASSIONATO II -
alrite. APPASSIONATO II will be featured tml at VCH. a very big thank you to those whu bought tickets to support. =) alrite. today PE. gosh. doing interval training. lolz. i seriously couldnt do it. tired out. luckily the rain saved us from our 3rd round. =) so we went into the hall. and slacked. lolz. shall not blog much bout sch. it's a boring place. BUT.. luckily, i have wonderful friends (sisters) around.. =) wanted to go watch ice age. but i got tired. so i decided to head home. yup. so sorry guys. hmmm..came home..feeling so tired.. but i couldnt sleep.. so i juz daydreamed.. yupz...tired... shannie, chingie and lynnie : dear gals. i'm very sorry for the past few days. my attitude has been terrible. and i noe it pisses u guys off. sorry dears. lilo : appassionato II tml. after tat, i think we'll meet up less often. and u noe.. tat SUCKS. coz i miss u terribly. take care of urself. i'll miss our friday hang-outs. love ya loads. kenny : wah.. so fast it's bout 2 weeks since u left. hmm..counting and counting down.. faster faster.. lolz.. cant wait for u to return for good. miss u loads. so do take care my bro. hugs. menghiang : having fun with ur orientation aye?? enjoy urself ya? haha.. take care..miss ya.. zijun : haha.. having camp now rite? fun?? hahaa... take care... helen : dear gal.. u and i only became close during the past few fridays becoz we din contact ever since i grad from cchb.. so sad la.. miss u.. after appassionato ii... gonna be so much worse.. take care of urself kies.. meet up when we can..hugs.. mag : dear gal.. we gonna have more dinners together... =) daphne : haha!! finally!! finally a dinner together at waffle shop!! rachel : miss u gal.. take care kies.. to my friends : take care... =) <3 |
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title: - tonight i wanna cry - keith urban
Alone in this house again tonight I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine There's pictures of you and I on the walls around me The way that it was and could have been surrounds me I'll never get over you walkin' away I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control But I'm just drunk enough to let got of my pain To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain From my eyes Tonight I wanna cry Would it help if I turned a sad song on "All By Myself" would sure hit me hard now that you're gone Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way simply love this song.. so country.. explains everything inside... |
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title: fri, 7 april '06
yday was the shortest day of the week. ended lessons at bout 1050. and shannie lynnie farnnie and i left sch. heh heh. [ chingie darling. take care kies. ] we had SPE in the morning. volleyball is juz so fun. lolz. but training is tiring. thanks to mr lee. lolz. left sch and reached the airport at bout 1130. we had popeye's chicken. lolz. hungry!! food!! yummy. it's delicious. we seem to be addicted. practically there once a week. lolz. oops.. after tat.. farnnie left for his prayers. so the 3 ladies took a ride on the newly renovated skytrain. lolz. it was s hilarious. lynnie was so excited like a 3-yr old kid. haha. at least she's enjoying. =) shannie and i were juz laughing our heads off. lolz.. sent shannie to the train station. and we headed back to sch for band pract. lol. super tired. lynnie and i nearly dozed off. lolz. oh well. band pract started. dr lee came and left early. he had a meeting he had to attend. so we continued with sectionals. soon i left for cchy. cabbed down. and was stuck outside the gates with jiehong. poor him. he reached at 645 and was stucked there for half an hour. he sure was pissed off. [ relax dad!! ] lolz. we entered sch and was super tired and pissed off. face all black. lolz. darling was there!! lolz. had so much fun crapping again. =) gonna miss her once appassionato II is over. =( aftert we [ jiehong helen zijun xiufeng and i ] went BK for supper. lolz. we crapped and crapped!! my goodness. and we linked ourselves to the shoe DA CHANG JIN!! my goodness. i became changjin since i was sooo addicted to the show. lolz. shall not elaborate on the details. CENSORED CENSORED!! lolz...[ helen zijun jiehong xiufeng shud noe why... ssshhh.. lolz ] *ahem ahem* oh well. took a train back. super tired. crapped a bit more. lolz. sure had fun with them ard. gonna miss all the fridays we had together.. =( oh well.. 4 days to APPASSIONATO II. sigh... thanks to those whu are coming to lend us ur support.. [ mag and friend. chingie lynnie farnnie. rachel and friend. and of coz the other alumnis of cchb..] thanks so much.. u guys simply rock... =D |
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title: alrite. i'm a so damn bored. guess wad. boohoohoo. i caught the damn flu virus. damn it.
this virus will juz make me doubly slack. aint it damn great. those whu is suffering under the hands of this damn flu viral. TAKE CARE PLS! alrite. i'm so damn damn bored. let's see wad i can do here. NTH. okie. crap. APPASSINATO II is coming real soon. a part of me wishes for tat day to come so tat i can finally perform with my great pals. another part of me wishes for that day NOT to come so tat i wont have to bid my friends goodbye as we'll have less time spent with each other.. boohoohoo.. this is life.. damn it... |
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title: the wonderful weekend break is here again. my oh my. time passes real quick. several tests coming my way and i dun feel the least bit urgent to study and mug for it. i'm simply too tired out.
gosh. i can never get my engine started. oh well. left sch early yday. as usual. it's fri. lolz. headed for CS with chingie shannie lynnie and farnnie. had our lunch there. soon after tat, we had to head back to sch. really feel dreadful to head back to that boring place. there goes my mood. down and down the drain it goes. really sick and tired of everything.. feeling super moody when band started. i couldnt stand it anymore. so i stormed out of band room for a breather. irritated and annoyed. juz wished for time to pass quickly. i'm sorry pple. i'm juz pissed. but, i have to keep tat smile going. if pple ard me notice.. they are fake smiles. oh well. band ended earlier.. so i hurried to cchy. prayed that the rain would not come before i got into the cab. and thank god. my prayers were answered. =) it poured only when i slammed the door closed. =) there. i finally reached cchy. i met darling. so happy to be there. =) crapped so much during combine and made a fool out of myself. thank goodness darling is there. =) hmm. after band, jiehong helen zijun darling lilo and i headed for long john's and ate supper lolz. we sure had lots of fun. =) [ oh yes. we're still deciding if we're gonna perform for the encore piece. we'll look stupid and immature. so no thanks. ] oh well. we all headed home. |
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