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something to share..

Well, here we are again;
I guess it must be fate.
We've tried it on our own,
But deep inside we've known
We'd be back to set things straight.

I still remember when
Your kiss was so brand new.
Every memory repeats,
Every step i take retreats,
Every journey always brings me back to you.

After all the stops and starts,
We keep coming back to these two hearts,
Two angels who've been rescued from the fall.
After all that we've been through,

It all comes down to me and you.
I guess it's meant to be,
Forever you and me, after all.

When love is truly right
(this time it's truly right.)
It lives from year to year.
It changes as it goes,
Oh, and on the way it grows,
But it never disappears,

Always just beyond my touch,
You know i needed you so much.
After all, what else is livin' for?



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BOO BOO
haha.

today. woke up super early.
haha. had to go back sch to take a look at our testimonial and get our prom tix.
haha.

soo long nv see shannie. finally saw her today. haha. love her hair!!
haha.

hmmm.
after tat, me shannie chingie lynnie and farhan went to interchange's macsto have our meal.
haha. we waited till breakfast was over.
haha.
yeah. fun fun.
after tat chingie shannie and i went to walk around to see shoes and stuff.
haha.

yeah.yeah.

PROM'S TML!
pretty gals and hunky guys.
see ya all at ritz carlton.

=)

oh. i met this guy at paragon on sunday. and guess wad i saw him again today at paya lebar mrt today. haha. goodness. we stared at each other like..err..

and another guy. was at city link's charles and keith yday with ching. and this guy served us. guess wad we saw him again today at TM's charles and keith. haha.

and one more!! yday at wisma with dajie. i met anselm. my cathechist. and today. i saw him again at parkway!! haha.

goodness!! how fated yeah.lol.

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juz great, isnt it?

i lost my voice. caught a cold.

damn.

haha. but still went out yday.

yday went to town with sis.
went to marina sq first to get her tops.
den headed to fareast and bought my shawls.
so cheap can!!
3 for $10.
haha.

den went taka. wisma. paragon.
in search for accessories.
saw two silver necklaces i really like.
but one costs $70 and the other $82.

should i get them?
wad if i dun wear again?
hmm. troubled.
haha. i shall try on sis's jewellery first.
heehee..

so sweet of her to acc me the whole day la.
haha. MAMA-LEMON rocks.

i love her.

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haha.
stuck at home for the next few days.
haha.
becoz i've been out the past few days.

heehee.
oh well.
hiang darling called me last nite to do some survey thingy.
muz meet up soon kies.

haha.
hmmm.
haven been mapling.
kana sianded le.

oops.
no la. becoz i cant really play thru the nite coz sis needs sleep.
and some other irritating pig juz keeps coming in to nag.

yup.
so sorry darlings tat i cant party wif u gals.

hmm.
miss my dear lilo. she muz be working now.
duh.
haha. cant wait to meet her again during weekends.
sweetie. =)

alrite. tat's all. i'm bored.
off to youtube.

=)

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haha. shopping and more shopping.

my heart is more ease when i am out.
my mind is clearer when i am out.

i am definitely HAPPIER when i am out.

esp with my dear friends.

19th Nov 2006.

went to the musical " The Hunchback of Notre-Dame"
haha. sis had free tickets.

mummy and aunt.
i and xiufeng.

we went together in a cabby.
haha.

the musical was alrite. i loved their singing. very clean and clear. so perfect.
but it was rather boring.

firstly, it was in french. so u had to watch the movements and read the subtitles.
yeah.

after tat, xiufeng and i went to meet kenny and janet.
haha. headed to marina square and had yuki yaki.
it was fun. cooking. laughing. haha.

after tat, kenny sent us home. thanks bro. u owe me $4.

haha.

20th Nov 2006.

din really had a good planning. so it was rather rush. kind of last min.
so me joce and ching met up.
did a lil shopping.
tried on clothes.

set my eyes on a couple of tops for christmas and new year.
haha.

and oso. set on the dress i'm gonna get for prom. heehee.
den farhan came to meet joce for awhile.
had dinner at wisma.

den went to visit ching' sis.
haha. more shopping again.

=)

21 nov 2006

ching and i met up to get our dresses.
bumped into daphne, jieying, amanda and pauline at wisma.
haha. notti gals. supposed to have bio lessons lor.
tsk tsk tsk. haha. jiayou for final paper.

haha.
den ching and i shopped for shoes at fareast.
goodness.
we muz be getting old.

tired out easily.
so we rest at burger king's and headed home at bout 6pm.
haha. i was drained.

oh well. i keep waking up at 730 these few days after my exams. damn. sleep more!! sleep amanda!! sleep.haha.

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the more u say.
the more i am frustrated.
the more u pick on me.
the more i will bitch with u.

fark off. dun make me run. i so farking hate u now!!

wait. and forever

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sometimes u juz gotta be a bitch to get ur point across to selfish pple whu give no damn bout how u feel.

so yeah.

bitchy me.

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secrets. lies. quarrels.

u noe wad. i am sick and tired of such shit.
every now and then.

problems start arising.
and all that tension.

i seriously hate it!

CAN YOU GUYS JUZ GIMME A BREAK!!!

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I HATE YOU. I ALWAYS DO.

i hate u and i always did.
u never knew how i felt.
coz u nv asked.

wait. u nv seemed to bother.
as if wadeva i did offended u.

fine. u went this way. i went the other.
i juz went far from where u are.

respect. if tat is wad u wan.
sorry.
i juz wont give u.
since when u ever gave me mine?

respect needs to be FARKING HELL gained.
learn this.

oh wait. u nv completed much education.
i'm sorry to be crude and mean to u.
i'm sorry to be disrespectful.

but u noe wad. fark man.

since when u deserved all these.

u noe wad. here's something bout u.

YOU ARE..
arogant. irritating. annoying. full of yourself. think u're so farking damn smart.
big fat farking liar.

many more. u told so many farking lies tat i cant keep track.
u went back on ur words sooo many farking times i duno how many.

u noe wad.
sometimes u're words are juz nasty and crude. it went in one ear and came out the other.
but it will always stay inside me!

coz i will NEVER FARKING FORGET how u humiliated me in public. how u scolded me. how u even slapped me.

I WILL NEVER FORGET ALL THESE!

u noe wad.

I JUZ HATE YOU! I SIMPLY DO!

- farked -

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YEAHH!!

finally! finally!!

it has all ended!! 2 yrs of studying in TPJC. finally.

A-LEVELS ARE OVER!!

haha. went to vivo city with the gals. shannie chingie and lynnie.

we had so much fun. it's been long since we last played so hard together.

after dinner. bought popcorn and sat at a windy open space. so shiok. love the feeling.
if only we were at a quiet spot. juz the 4 of us.. soooo sweet.

simply love them.

=)

more shopping. more more fun.

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i'm bored. super bored.

so yeah. i decided to blog.

let's see wad i've been doing today.

i'm SO totally in the A-levels-is-over mood when tml i have a final paper.
haha. wadeva

hmmm. been to parkway today. bought a couple of stuff. saw some nice dress and tops.
haha. need $$.

heehee.. oh well. den bought lunch home for dad. yup.

lalala. tml's finally the last day of A-levels. FINALLY! the long-awaited day.
haha.

den it is going out. shopping. movies. hang-outs. chit-chats. etc.

i cant wait!! yeah!! haha. lame.

i'm sorry. juz bored. hurhur.

tata.

all the best to those whu still have papers next week. jiayou!

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physics paper 3.

it was alrite i guess. managed to write a couple of answers..

whether they are right is another thing. haha.

crap.

oh well. looking forward to Fri..hehe.

visit to Vivo with my 3 babes.
=)

hmmm..oh.maple is back into my life.

[shannie lynnie chingie : FINALLY! our long awaited day is finally arriving!! here comes FRIDAY!!! lolz love ya all.]

[lilo lilo. my friday is finaly coming. hao xiang ni wor. ]

[ying mei. how's ur Os? u MIA ever since ur prelims man. jiayou kies!! u can de. last lap le.update me bout stuff yeah.]

[ all my other pals. let's catch up some time.]

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Artist : Joey Rong Zhu Er
Song: Ai Qing Fu Xing
Ratings : 4/5

=) enjoy

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alrite bloggy. here i am. back in action.

A-levels is ending soon.. and i mean real soon. like.. this fri??
haha.

alrite. i think i screwed it up. BIG TIME.

let's first mention maths.
i think i got a black out. super stoned when i saw the first few questions.
like..

"hello?knock knock little brain. function pls. stop stoning."

yup. and i left blanks. super screwed.

den came chem. chem was still alrite i guess. better than prelims.

and then maths paper 2
stats are supposed to be ok for me. i mean i am better at stats than pure maths.
so yeah.

BUT. wad went wrong again. it seemed sooo tricky. so i duno if i did correctly or not.
i mean. my worse illness is with the calculator.
i seem to press anxiously and get my numbers all wrong. like mayb 265, i wld press as 256.
and ya. these tiny weeny things make my marks fly high away and away from my wanted grades...

gosh. slap me. juz slap me.

okie. i had physics paper 1 and 2 today.

3 words.

WHAT THE F***!!

like.. hello?? nth i studied was applicable. there is supposed to be one data analysis qns..
but it seemed like all 8 qns was data analysis can! graphs and explanations.

ARGH! i'm already so freaking weak in physics yet cambridge decides to make a fool out of me.

haiz. tml will be chem paper 2. and i have no mood to even mug. u noe. i simply have no mood..

-grouchy mannie signs off-

things to do after Fri.

- go Vivo city with the gals.
- meet up with my darling lilo, kenny and weijie.
- meet up wth the rest of the clique.
- stay a few nights at Strathmore Ave.
- find a job.
- help out at band fest.
.
.
.
.
.
etc

oh and MOST IMPORTANTLY...

PROM NIGHT ON 29th NOV.

i cant wait. my date?

[as the night falls, i pray for u.. ]
[tellmewadishoulddosoiwontfeelsosadcoziseriouslymisseverybitofu]

[ dui bu qi.]

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alrite. i shall comment a bit on the sucky paper i had today.

GP GP GP GP GP GP GP GP!!!

it's GENERAL PAPER!
the subject i dread most.
the subject i do most badly.

the subject i HATE!!

this time round, i really duno if i can make it!!

i totally have no confident.

see. if shannie is worried. guirong is worried too. DEN I HOW?!

can someone juz kill me. pls.

PANIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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hey pals

i'm back to blog
haha.

so sorry for being missing in action

well. during this period of absence, many things have happened.

shall talk about happy stuff first.

1) lucas has finally moved to my place becoz my mum will be his nanny.
2) A-levels have finally begun today.

oh well.. i guess tat's all to be happy bout.

now, serious matters.

i wanna thank ching, lynnie, shannie and mag for being there when i was down becoz my granduncle left me.

thanks so much dear gals.

Oct 19 2006, he departed this world into another realm where he finds peace and love. My granduncle has been called home to be with the Lord. He'll be dearly missed and fondly remembered by loved ones.


Memory wanders as shadows fall.
Back to the days of happiness,
Days beyond recall.
So calm, so dear, so sweet
Of his lips
Now silent and whose lids are closed in sleep.

-rest in peace-

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