and of coz. i miss my dear section.  

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alrite. next would be u. dumb dumb. lol. yes yes. kenny bro. though now we are both busy with own sch stuff and all. but yes u nv fail to suan me when we meet up for dinners. like thanks la. lol. yes yes. i miss u la hor. dun say i bad. lol. u muz take care kies.  

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next up would be these 3 lovely sweeties whu have been thru thin and thick with me for the past 2 yrs in TPJC 05S21. w/o them i think i would have suffered from depression. lol. i love u gals loads. u gals brighten up my days in sch and outside sch of coz. we muz muz muz hang out more.. i love u all.... 

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first up. i seriously miss this babe next to me. yes. she's my senior-cum-bestfriend-cum-darling. i love her the most. muacks. i believe u noe how much i love u. =) 

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u continue to hide the truth as we seek for it.
doesnt it occur to u tat we're worried.

sometmes it seems tat u're fine when u shout and scold.
sometimes u complain bout the pains and weakness in u.

i seriously have no idea wad's wrong. pls tell us soon.

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leaving in this world where only i belong.

i hate to be in this place. i grow to be selfish. i grow to hate. i grow to ignore.

i fee hurt by ur actions. i feel hurt by ur words.

i always hated u. i always detest u. i always quarreled with u. i always disrespected u.

all that i've done. i'm sorry for them.

all that i wish is for u to be safe..

bcoz u mean so much now..

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MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!

ho ho ho. merry christmas everyone!!

lol. christmas is a season of giving, joy and love. may the Lord's angels bless all my friends and loved ones.

=)

yday was class outing. haha. watched "Night at the Museum"
funny show. worth watching. =)

den dinner at Breeks. orchard was packed.
lol.
walked all the way to Plaza Singapura. den headed home.

i love them.

this christmas is full of surprises. i duno where to start.

- dun treat me like an idiot. u have done nothing wrong. but i cant stop this feeling inside me. i am sorry -

- wad is a family for if u keep ur secrets to urself. and making us worry. -

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BAND FEST 2006

yday was the concert at esplanade concert hall for JC band fest.

chaperon-ing has come to an end. gonna miss my other chaperones.

so sad.
hmm. tired though. but fun.

lol. pics will be up soon.

i miss lynn. i miss hwaee. i miss mag. i miss kian hong. i miss kenneth. i miss jiahui. i miss daniel kang. haha. the TPJC CHAPERONE & LOGISTICS GANG.
lol

hmm. and also. the other chaperones like janina crystal T. crystal A. eunice qinyi david simin cloven sixun sharon cheeweng daniel L. samuel elisa junhan rasull and of coz Mohli. =)

haha.. bandfest pics will be up soon. =)

hmm..

I MISS SHANNIE!! I MISS CHINGIE!! I MISS LYNNE!!

I MISS LILO!! I MISS KENNY!! I MISS KENG!! I MISS JANET!! I MISS HELEN!! I MISS BIRDIE!!

haha..last but not least.. i miss u..

- my heart still beats for u. -

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Dr Alan Lourens and Bizet 

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Mr Atarashi and Bizet 

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Bizet band doing self warm ups. 

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JUNIOR COLLEGE BAND FESTIVAL 2006

hey pple. here's a brief update. =)

DAY 1. DAY 2. and DAY 3.

met up with the tpjc chaperons and logistics pple.
lynn, mag, hwaee, daniel, kian hong, jiahui and kenneth.

made our way to NIE.
we were late. so sorry.
den gathered all the schools.
briefing den split into various bands.

BIZET. SAINT SAENS. RAVEL. DEBUSSY.

ice-breakers. games. sectionals and combines.

haha. these activities keep occuring.
lol.

combines were fun and fruitful.
i learnt quite a bit from Mr Atarashi and Dr Alan Lourens.

sad to say, i've yet to seen Mr Joseph Cheung.

sectionals for me was always with the woodwinds.
Mr Terence Teow was taking them. he is good too.
haha.

today is the last day at NIE. beginning to love that place. esp certain areas.

like.. TR 27 where all my other chaperones are. love that place man. always full of noise. laughters. food smell. and snacks. and tutors. and conductors. lol.

next would be Recital Room where Bizet Band rehearses.

and also, TR 37 where Bizet woodwinds have sectionals.

and also some other secret places. lol. hee hee. *grins*

alrite. bandfest is great. though tiring. but enriching.

can i be a chaperone... again??

hee hee.

all the best to all bands.

bizet jiayou!! u guys rocked with silver crest! muacks gonna miss bunch of u. =)

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inferior. in every single way.

yes. tat is how i feel right now.
i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. i hate you.

whatever i do. juz doesnt seem to please u.
whatever i say. u juz pick on me and tell me to shut it.

why? do i not belong here? am i not ur flesh and blood?

i hate you.

u are always soo farking boastful of urself.
do u noe ur words were so farking hurting.
do u noe how much it hurt the pple ard u. esp me.

i guessed u nv knew. coz u nv cared. u nv farking cared for once.

i hate you. i hate you.

i hate liars. and tat would be you.



-all i wish for now is a place to run to. a place to hide in. a place where i vent my anger. a place where no one can find me.-
lord.will u take me in?

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ANDREW'S BDAE CELEBRATION.

YDAY...

alrite. early in the morning i rushed my way to esplanade to get security passes for bandfest.
rushed back to boon lay for bandfest meetings and preparations.

super tired. lol

took a cab from boonlay mrt to NIE. thanks to the cab driver.. he sent me back to clementi. luckily i asked him where he gg. den he told me he gg NUS. i was like. errr.. NIE isnear NTU or NUS ar? den i called mag. and realised.. it was NTU! argh. so the cab fare was $15? but i paid $10. lol

yup. reached there. met a few pple like samuel ( Bizet Chaperon Head), Simin, Crystal, Janina and Elisa. lol.

soon, lynn and the rest came. off we went for lunch. then the debrief. and off we went. we slacked for awhile in the music room b4 leaving NIE.

haha. rushed off the meet shannie at Harbour front. the rest were watcing movie le. haha. so sad we missed it. lol.

had dinner at White Dog cafe. the food is not bad. service is great i have to say.
haha. picture taking and more fun.

den we headed outside to the open space for indian poker. i have to say it is S21's favourite game now. with all the forfeits and stuff.

they SURE were happy. lol.

guirong went off to meet cindy.

den it was getting late. so we took a train back. on the train i din feel like gg home early. ching and jeff felt the same.

so we decided to head for jinhui's house to slack and play cards.
paul had to go home. he was feeling unwell.
andrew had to be home.
shannie went home.

so leaving me ching jeff jinhui longhui and mark.

at his place. played superbastard. he made ribena for us.

lol. fun fun fun. den ching's dad came to fetch the guys back.

and i. took a walk back.

[ many thoughts ran thru my mind. i'm stuck. once again ]

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ouch.

haha. made my way to dental appointment alone. i was late. but luckily i din wait long. haha.
the checkup was long though. my god. i went in at bout 310pm. came out at bout 4pm..

haha long huh. hmm. den went to visit aunt pat at the dental centre. so sweet of her to give me christmas gift. =)

hmm. met ching at bugis den headed for bridal studio. chose our pics and left for dinner. jac went off to meet her friend. so juz me and ching ching. lol.

chat chat. laugh laugh. shop shop.

den we headed home. haha.


heartaches. i dun wanna fall again.

taking every step seriously. i dun wanna go.

[ silence. peaceful. ]
[ur footsteps are all that's left in me. erasing each step as time goes by. goodbye.]

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yeah.

yday met up with shannie chingie and lynnie for job interview at bugis.
we went to take a look. and yeah. we applied for it. we should be starting in jan if they still wan us.

too many activities in dec to clash with our job. haiz. bandfest. christmas celebration. health check ups. tsk tsk tsk.

alrite. we applied as starhub promoters. so if any of u decide to sign up for cabletv or maxonline. tell me tell me!! haha.

after tat, brought shannie and chingie to meet kenny. haha. he look so si wen la. so not him. oops. toot toot. haha.

den after tat went to have lunch. ching went off to meet her friends. it poured like crazy. so shan and i decided to get an umbrella and get our way back to bugis. lol.

in the end we were still drenched. sorry shannie. i guess i took too much space. lol.

hmm. moody me. but it's alrite. i'll get over it. i hope. i really hope.

i miss u. tat's all i can ever say NOW.

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i love this song. very much. hmm. mayb becoz it means alot to me. NOW.

title: dui ni you gan jue
artiste: guang liang and jiang mei qi
ratings: 4/5

enjoy.

[it's all i ever wanna say to u. NOW.]

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- empty -

christmas is around the corner. love is all around.


enjoy everyone. enjoy this blessed season as the Christ is born. =)


[ going back into this cold empty shell. can u pull me out of it? or juz abandon me in there? ]
[ thought i had lived out of this. but no. i was wrong. crawling painfully back into where i had ALWAYS belonged. guess i would never come out of it. NEVER would ]

i only miss u now. AILINE TAN! get ur arse back to singapore soon! i wanna whack u! i wanna laugh with u! i wanna kiss u! i wanna cuddle u! I MISS U ARSE! COME BACK SOON!

lol. yesh. my dearest darling sister has left for Shanghai for 10 freaking days. leaving me to rot in this cold room. i love her.

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last but not least. the CCHB gang =) 

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the ladies of the night 

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keng me and kel  

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kel and i at jap restaurant. 

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boo boo.

yday sort of had a bdae celebration for kengz.

took a cab and picked xiufeng up from her office den headed to PS to meet the rest of the gang.

[ kel, kenny, keng, janet, ruting, xiufeng and me ]

7 of us headed to Mohammed Sultan for dinner at a Jap restaurant.
haha.

we had loads of fun. loads of pic taking. loads of food.
haha.

food was nice. but kinda ex. lol. but once in awhile. okie la.
haha. kind of no appetite. so sorry keng, not tat i dun wan eat. lol.

hmm. yupz. den we headed to Clarke Quay for dessert. Haagen Daz. met Pauline there. haha. din noe she working there.

hmm stayed for awhile den left with xiufeng and kel to take a cab back.
yup.

hmm. tired and stoned. lol. but it was fun.

THANKS KENG FOR ORGANISING THIS!! let's go out more. =)

love this gang. =)

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juz read an "old friend's" blog.

my oh my. i cant believe the things she wrote in there. let's see..

"friendship is fragile.. yea.. it is.. friends are to be treasured nt to be used.. i hope everyone out there gets this msg.. the world is filled w many ppl who does bad stuffs.. so gd ppl will hv to balance this cycle by accepting these bad stuffs done by them.. this was the analogy i'm having nw.."

HA HA HA! my toes are laughing. mayb she shud reflect and think of the stuff she did.

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SHANNIE"S BDAE CELEBRATION!

a day juz with the simply 4.
haha.

the 4 of us [ shannie chingie lynnie and me ] met at PS first for a movie. so we caught a movie, "open season" at 4pm. b4 tat we had lots of time. so we slacked at the arcade and den decided to stand ard and chit chat. after the movie, we headed for dinner at Marina Sq's Seoul Garden. our dear shannie's favourite. haha.

we presented her the gifts we got for her. hope she loved it. Crispie.
haha.

hmmm. den we slacked even more at the roof top of esplanade. more pics. more fun.
den we headed home. sent shannie back to aljunied mrt and chatted more at the platform b4 ching's dad came to pick us up.

den he sent us home. so sweet of him. thanks ching. thanks uncle. =)

well. tat's a whole day of fun with our dear bdae gal. =)

I LOVE SIMPLY 4!!

I LOVE CHINGIE! I LOVE SHANNIE! I LOVE LYNNIE! &

I LOVE CRISPIE!! =)

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another group of pics.. 

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PROM 2006!! will edit when more pics come in.  

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before leaving, one final pic!! 

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The Chung Cheng Gang. (minus a few pple whu din make it) 

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ME AND THE BDAE BOY! happy bdae keng 

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at keng's chalet. me and kel =) 

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at keng's chalet. me and kenny =) 

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at keng's chalet. me and janet =) 

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at keng's chalet. me and helen =) 

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at keng's 21st bdae chalet. me and xiufeng =) 

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- pondering over many things. -

hai.

someone PLSSSS save me out of this.

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