everyone is caught up with their own little lives. we're always busy with this and that till we dun have time to slow down our pace to relax, enjoy and even think about the things we miss in our lives.

the year is coming to end. 2008 has been a hectic year for me. a lot has happened that i dont even know where to start. 2008 has opened my eyes to many things. it made me realised how many wonderful things have just slipped by. it made me realised how people come and go in one's life. it made me stronger..........(maybe)

well, there's just so much "it made me" going on. i cant stop. and im tired of saying more.

i just hope 2009 can bring more good news and splendid events to me.


ps: goodbye

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belated MERRY CHIRSTMAS to all. =)

things didnt happen the way as planned. but i guess, everything happens for a reason. and tat reason is clear to me. and now i know what i should do.

im glad the girls are by my side for every min that night. but im sorry for what happened.

let's put the past behind and move on.

i still love you girls very very much. and i always do. always will.

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FRIDAY, 19th Dec 2008.

FAHRENHEIT FANTASY WORLD TOUR. (飞轮海　想入飞飞　世界巡回演唱会) this is where i was this entire evening with darling. it was super HIGH! gosh. ZUN is hot. a pity we din get to take much pics coz we thought pictures arent allowed. WHO KNOWS! they spot check bags for cameras, yet inside.. everyone was like a paparazzi with tonnes of cameras! damn damn damn. oh well. we still enjoyed urselves. love love.

darling, thank you for this perfect xmas gift. <3 you to the max.


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i am honoured and happy to be..... blah blah blah. finally the dreadful speech is over. LOL.

i really wanna thank those who congratulated me. =) let's work hard together in stage 2.

and.. i really wanna thank these people who made my time in sch soooo blardy fun.

PAULINE. STEFFANY. YANQING. JADE. SHAN!

and of coz, i must thank this person who was very very very excited to video-record my speech though shes ill. yes, CHING CHIAH HUI! thank you.

i really wanna thank my babes. they are just soooo sweet and encouraging. really. i love them beyond words can explain. u girls know it. i bet. <3

im thankful that im given such lovely gifts. i'll treasure them till end of time.

mayb you send me that precious gift. =)

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out with shan ching and jerald today! had kenny rogers. absolutely bloated. the side dishes were so damn freaking good. i swear, if we want to slack in future, we shud head there for drinks and side dishes. yummmms.

bought havianas. =)

watched "The Day The Earth Stood Still". Sci-fi kind of movie. it was alrite. exciting and sad at some scenes. keanu reeves is hot. =) i cant wait for twilight and australia to be out. =)
lets watch again sweeets.

took the last bus back. heng ar. still have. anyway, I AM SORRY. i din mean to be like tat.

took a slow walk back home. pondered upon alot of stuff that has happened. and how ive handled it. good? lousy? i have a few votes on both. i am just drained. my tear glands are tired too. give me a break, plssss.

it all happened too quickly. it came as a shock to me coz i nv expected this to happen. and since it did, theres no turning back. give me more time to think it through. as for now, i still cant face you.

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i had a wonderful time today at east coast. i await the wonderful weekend.

and u fucking destroyed it. i hope u fucking learn and grow up.

if this is how it should end.. then GOODBYE!



i dont know which step i should take next. i dont know if i will choose the correct route to perfect ending. all i know is that, those paths ive crossed had made me a complete idiot. a complete fool.


i just wanna be left alone.

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a birthday surprise that went perfectly perfect! =)

and so, this was how it went.

met ching after work to get the cake and travelled down to shan's place. left the cake in HER fridge and ganged up w her mummy on the surprise. ching and i went PS for dinner and some shopping. met joce, and headed back to shan's place.

mad a little story up to dig out wad time shan will be back. hahaha. yes, our acting sucked and she sort of knew it was fake BUT she never expected the surprise coming.

945pm, hid in her room with the cake ready.

10.05pm, shan's mummy came in and warned us that shan's coming up sooon. few seconds later, heard the sounds of her keys and the gate closing.

10.08pm.. SURPRISE! she opens the door and sees us! hahaha. HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY SHANNIE!

yupp. following that will be us gobbling down the cake and cam-whoring.

ching's dad sent me home and reached home bout 12plus. =)

wad a day. i love the girls. =)

cant wait for fridayyyy!!

anyway, ching asked me to blog this particular sentence.

"People come and go in our lives. So when one has decided to leave yours, learn to let go coz it's their loss"

LOL! <3

i feel like im on a roller coaster ride all over again. a moment im delighted and moved. the next im feeling like an idiot. i wanna get off the ride. stop!

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extreme change in weather today. freezing cold.

but, who cares. the entire nation seems to be out SHOPPING! be it at a small shopping mall like PARKWAY or big buildings like WISMA, TAKASHIMAYA, etc.

met shan dear for shopping. wad a good harvest from shopping today. bought a bag, a pair of peep-toed heels, shiseido eyelash curler. =)

dinner with kenny and lilo at ding tai fung (wisma). walked around and headed to taka. bumped into several pple like, hwaee, guoxian and eric tay. got a bit tired and late. so, kenny drove us back to boon keng area. =)

im glad the way between us are like before. i know its hard for you to accept the fact, but, time heal all hearts. and i believe u can stay strong and move on. JIAYOU KOR! =)

oh well. here are my well wishes to 2 important pple in my life...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHANNIE DEAR!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENG!!!

<3

and i miss you badly all weekend. =(

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the wonderful sun sun sun. managed to swim for an hour today. happy =)

i took almost an hour to reach the swimming complex becoz of the stupid road blocks along mountbatten due to Standard Chartered marathon, which i had no clue beforehand. got a shock of my life when the bus made a turn instead of going the usual route. and i landed at kallang stadium and walked all the way back to mountbatten.

wad a walk. but it was a great workout before my swim.

lovely.

hung ard parkway on my own. did some chilling out at starbucks. read some magazines at borders. spent some quality lone time. shiok.

tml, another day with shannie babe! i wanna lay my hands on that bag asap!

<3 you

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whooopeeeedooooodeeeeeedoooooo!

managed to swim today before the rain came. lucky me.

met shan in town for shopping madness! our prayers were answered and she has the same phone as me! yes, F480 Coral Pink. yipppeee yeahhhhh. LOL.

off we went to fareast after getting the phone. subway-ed. and later, more shopping. saw a couple of stuff i liked. but din get. shall go back there on monday and see see look look and further decide! LOL.

went to wisma and taka. and we parted.

off i went to meet mum at centrepoint. ate at meridian hotel's food court. NOT BAD. surprisingly. LOL. tired.

home sweet home.

i miss you like crazy. i really do.

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its the weekends! and its a looooooong one!!

fri, 5th dec.
out at vivo city after work to meet the gang and celeb dearest KENG's bdae at White Dog's Cafe! =) a pity that kenny and birdie cant make it. but still, we had fun and hoped our bdae boy enjoyed it. haha pictures will be up on FB by the bdae boy. =)

its been a horrible week for me. i guess this is all part and parcel of life. isnt it? i cant expect everything to be smooth sailing. so i have to be strong and deal with this. i just pray that everything will tide over. HE will have more patience to listen and talk nicely. and i guess, this is the only thing that will help solve things or at least, make things easier for everyone. no matter wad, i will stand by you jie! =)

weekends are here for me to rest and chill and clear my thoughts and prepare for a brand new week. its also the time i miss you. its also drawing nearer to the day i say goodbye. you asked me if i would miss you and i din reply. i know i will. i definitely will. little little gestures just make me fall deeper.

GET ME OUT DAMN IT!

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xiao pang went to run today. it was great. just great. felt so relaxed after the run. just perfect. the weather. the people. love it. =)

nth much to blog about for today.

i just wished time would stop at that very moment.

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emotionally drained. maybe i should really open my palms and let go of everything. yes, EVERY SINGLE FREAKING THING. it just pains so bad that i am stuck in all these situations that breaks my heart. it just sucks. sucks big time.

as much as i want to salvage it, i dont know how. they all say, time heal all hearts. really? how long will this take? 1 month? 1 year? 10 years?

i dont know what defines love anymore.

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