
amanda
8 jan 1988
taonan.cchb.tpjc.sim-rmit
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title: i thought i could get used to being alone. after all, she's always not around every weekend and i should have gotten used to it. but i was wrong. i was so wrong. i still miss her badly. every little thing that she has left here in this room just makes me miss her so damn much.
every little sms or a call, just makes my heart break. especially when i hear of the bad weather that she still cant get used to. it really breaks my heart. and selfish me, i want her back here. but i know, for the good of her own future. she should be there. and i wish her all the best for her upcoming interviews. and of coz, i know mr. X will take good good care of our princess. as for now, i still cry to sleep. i just miss you that much! |
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title: been busy preparing the "byebye" gift for my sister. and hanging out with her as much as i can. she officially departs singapore on friday, 13th feb at 10.50pm.
and i hate that day and that time to come. hate it like fuck. just completed my gift for her on behalf of everyone. all teary and sniffy. i hate goodbyes. i'll miss you. guys, if i'm not in tip top condition or in best of moods. pls pardon me. i'm just being emo and whiny coz i miss my sister. |
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title: time really flies. back in end-2008, she was just mentioning about plans to go over to Boston. and, its soon that she takes flight. her flight is tentatively this thurs coz her Visa is still in the midst of processing. sigh.
selfish part of me hopes her visa application takes longer so she has more time here. but i know, if it takes too long, she'll just let everything go. even the man who has been with her the psat 8 months and he is the only one who has truly made her happy. mr. X, u better treat her good. if not, im coming over and yank ur neck out! LOL. doing dinner and drinks tml. like a farewell since he is confirmed leaving on 12th. so yeah, take care brother! and sis, i will miss u. im beginning to alr. =( |
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