This is the wood of the cross, always hung the Saviour of the world.

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i just wanna close my eyes and enjoy the breeze and sun and the music that plays out of my ipod. took a short walk by the beach. its sorching hot, but i'm enjoying it. whatever is on my mind seems to just take the heat (which i usually complain and whine about) away.

yes, i am getting a little emotional. its just this week. and i find it odd. i am perfectly fine in the morning. i laugh and joke. but when sun sets, it seems like i am a different person all over, esp my emotions. i end up hiding myself in the room. blasting my music. and falling into deep deep sleep.

and when sun rises, its a brand new day. i always tell myself that. after a long comfy sleep, i will be fine the next day. but when sun sets, its back to square one.

sigh. i think its just signs of aging. pardon me.

you have never done anything to keep this going. and thats what sucks.

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