what a weekend. band pract on sat was rather fruitful. improvements have been made. 3 days 2 nights band camp in june. but, only going for night practs. =)

sat evening was a date with mr aaron kwok. haha. sis and i went for his concert. our seats were rather good i must say. and the stage was magnificent. rotating 450degrees. WOW WOW WOW! haha. and he looks damn good and hot for his age. hahaha.

concert ended pretty late. went over sis's place to stayover. cool beans. haha. chit chat until bout 3plus and we both zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

sunday morning was just bumming around her house. back in the afternoon.

the weather is burning hot. drink more water and take loads of care pple!

SANITIZE YOURSELVES!

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it's the weekends! week by week. they just past soooo quickly. 4th june, release of results. YIKESSSSS. prays.

having band pract later in the morning. later in the evening is aaron kwok's concert. haha. cool beans. staying over at dajie's place in the night. wooohooo.

haha. alright. just a brief update coz i have nothing to do.

he's my addiction. =)

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oh my god. singapore has 4 reported cases of the H1N1 flu. oh my god. oh my god.

everyone. please be responsible. if you have travelled to countries which are badly affected, please monitor your own conditions and be responsive once you have symptons of flu. its NOT YOUR COMMON COLD! if you dont think bout yourselves, think bout the people around you. even if they are not related to you by blood, but still, please. they have families too. please!

and those who have not travelled, it doesnt mean that you can relax and not do anything. wash your hands! cover your mouths when you fucking sneeze or cough! keep yourself clean! and declare yourselves and monitor your conditions if you have travelled in and out of singapore.

oh god. i am being paranoid. but still.... singapore is such a small country. it just takes a few to be irresponsible...and byebye singapore.

I DONT WANT TO BE SWINED!

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i have a serious addiction. hahahahahahahahahahahaa. its really bad. my entire day is spent with this addiction. hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaa.

out with dajie and jiefu today. KTV-ing at topone. it was fun. alot of drama acting skills when we sang. hahahaha. we must do it again.=)

headed to cineleisure to buy tickets for Angels & Demons. dinner at Youth Park, Botak Jones before the movie. its was goooood. haha. movie was great. i so wanna watch it again man. its really goooood. =)

movie ended. we parted. big hug and kiss. bus 36 = home for me

back to my addiction. heeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeeeee.

<3

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a week has past just like tat. i cant even remember what i did. haha.

band pract today. rather fruitful. i managed to play properly without HUH-ing damn loudly. we still laugh at running notes. HAHAHA. damn funny.

amk hub lunch with the girls and keng. damn packed. damn tired.

took a long bus ride home. zzz.

gonna continue youtubing. =)

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The Peranakan Ball. 16th May. Indoor Stadium. went with mummy. this was an ending shot. =)



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tiring saturday. seriously, ever since the end of my papers, ive never woken up at a time where the sun has yet to rise. HAHA. and so, i overslept today. was supposed to be awake by 630am. but i woke up at 7. met janet, helen, lilo and guoxian at toapayoh interchange. had macs for breakfast and left for khatib.

reached cchy. had band pract. rusty rusty. haha.

ended at 12. we, girls, cabbed to PS for lunch and shopping. heehee. xiufeng bought me something! heeheehee. the new addition to the toy family on my bed. =)

we were all dead beat by 3plus. headed home. and i slept. supposed to meet mum at kallang leisure park at 630pm for dinner before The Peranakan Ball starts at 8pm. and i overslept again! mummy had to miss cal me 3 times and left me 3 smses. but i was dead to the world. woke up at 7pm in a shock. showered. make up. cabbed to leisure park. haha.

the show was great. it was humourous. =) pics will come up later, maybe.

oh well. this is the first sat after my exams that i had so much fun. =)

over and done with it. finished.

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i opened my letter box today. and whoooopeeeedooooodeeeedoooo.

its here! its here! its here! hahaa.

the 大风吹 exclusive EP, which i won on YES 933 has arrived. haha.

i know i damn cheena pok pok. but i think they're quite talented. caught a few of their competition performances on SuperBand, 2nd season and they were backup singers for Lee Wei Song, Lee Si Song Concert.

i think they're good. so, ya. there. anyway, its a contest that only cost me $0.30 and i won.

good deal. haha.

gonna sleep early tonight. band pract tml morning at khatib. yawns.

i've learnt that there are only a few of them i need in my life - TRUE FRIENDS.

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life's a drama.

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uncle just brought me good news. hopefully he can bring me more. =) awaiting his call or email or sms. =)

im glad that God sent me an angel at a time like this. his call really made my week. =)

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i am lost for words. i truly am. i tot time could clear things up for us. but to me, it has escalated. in your point of view, you've done what you did for the benefit of your other friend and also in a way of helping me. but your good intentions have backfired at you as you've hurt me badly. maybe you din realise the consequences. maybe you did, but still went along with what you thought was right for everyone. we met when we were 15, from then, many things happened to me. and yes, u were by my side. from there, i thought you knew me better. but, to my disappointment. to my biggest disappointment, you failed. and that's how we fell apart.

i am glad we had this conversation. and it clearly shows where i rank in your list of friends. if you didnt realise, your entire conversation was from your point of view. how you wanted to handle things your way. how you thought you could help me. how you thought you could save them. how you thought you could protect me. how you thought you could mend things between me and her.

but have you ever thought if I wanted to be part of this? have you ever thought if I wanted things to work out between me and her? have you ever thought what things would have become when u sacrificed one of us (which turned out to be me)? have you ever thought if things would have been better if you didnt mentioned to her anything and just let her handle on her own?

have you? have you really did any of this?

the only thing you really did was hurting me.

to be honest, i dont really give a damn of what she thinks of me. if she dislikes me, so be it. i dont need to have a new friend. and neither does she, i believe. and its not like she is going to start hanging out with us (which i think she never will). so when you said you were helping me, i really dont know if i should feel grateful that you are being a middleman or should i be mad at you for trying to be so full of yourself, thinking that everything should go out the way you want it to be.

maybe i have seen things tooo harshly and exaggerating. maybe i am sensitive. but, i think i have every right to when things between us have come this far. i dont know if today's conversation has helped us, helped u or just strained our relationship. i think as of now, we shall just stay as apart as we can. coz it is just toooooooo tiring on my part. i dont want to go thru all these drama.

and you know what, when you mentioned you were hurt when you heard my cries, why did you even do it in the first place. have you seen this coming?

i guess not.



姆姆, come to me pls.

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what a monday. been out out out. =)

lunch date with sheralyn dear. i haven seen her for the longest time mannnn. and she will be my courier girl since she is going to boston this wed. made her do some manual shipping of my sis's clothes over. haha. so fun. they are gonna meet and gossip. how i wished i could go along. but...sighhhhh. oh well.

dinner date with dajie. sushi tei at paragon. they renovated. so its damn high class looking now. damn nice. and we got good seats and view of orchard road. HAHA. den desserts at Big O's at wheelock. shiok dooo. i had my mudpie. =)

home sweet home.

tml's another day out with nini, jade, pauline, yanqing and shannie =)

love love.

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its the time of the year again. school fees.

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- the most important relationship you have in your life is with YOURSELF. 'cause no matter what happens, you always have yourself. -

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yeah. exams are finally done. i am not very confident of this semester's work to be honest. i lose concentration easily thru all my papers. esp LAW. sigh. oh well. wads done is done. so i cant change my answers. haha. i shall just pray. and really hard.

HAHAHAHA.

as of now, i wanna take a long holiday break. i need a break. =)

to ching, study hard my love! it'll be over soon and we will hang out and have fun fun fun! =)

to all those still mugging, JIAYOU NEH!

<3

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counting down to 8th may. its written on every possible network u can link me at. msn. facebook. blog. haha. yes, its the day i shout HURRAY! fucking stress is gone!

i am unemployed for the hols. i decided to be. i am drained from studying and dont want to go through having to call each employment agency and go through interviews just to get paid $6 or less per hour. fucking sian de lor. hahaha.

so yes, i shall just stay home. eat bread. watch tv. drink water. sleep. and grow fatter.

HAHA! NAHHHH! await the change in me after the hols baaaa. its a secret. only a few people know. hiak hiak hiak....

i know i will be loving you for a very long time.

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