sometimes people just take things for granted. not even a word of "thank you" was said. arent they just selfish. some people are worse, they fuss over you not doing a good job and reaching their expectations. isnt that extreme?

sigh. DO, also kanna whack. NEVER DO, also kanna whack. seriously. what's wrong with you, Mr. OCD? you not happy, do on your own. and when you do it on your own, don fucking complaint that i dont wanna do. cos when i wanna do, you fucking complaint its not good enough.

KNN.

goodbyes. off to leisure park to study with jasmine-ahyi (tats wad dear lucas called her this morning! babe, he misses you and thinks of you when he wakes up. awwwww. haha. /brinks)

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好心没好报。哼！！
unrecognised efforts.

whatever. fuck-a-doodle-doo.

joongsaengkyuminjoon.<3
重.生.钟.珉.俊<3

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its past midnight of 29th july as i type this post. i am supposed to be in bed by now and ensuring i have sufficient sleep for lecture later at 830am! haha. told you i cant keep away from my addiction. youtube. tudou. baidu. lalala~~~

lecture today was alright. managed to understand abit here and there. just need to practice cos its like maths maths maths. hahaa. theory wise, that can wait. got home around 1pm. wanted to walk aimlessly at parkway. but i thought, nah. i might end up buying something either to eat or wear or accessorise. haha. so i got home, changed and headed for the POOL. heehee.

mister sun was burning hot. =) shiok-a-doodle-dooooo. but surprisingly, i didnt get a burn like how i normally would. weird.

dvd oh dvd~~~ yeahhh! it is mailed out already! hopefully i receive it tomorrow! =) saranghae~~

alright. enough. off to bed now. goodnights.

ps: i hope things wont turn out the way i think they will be. pls don forget your promises and words. it just haunts me. and you know how fearful i am of history repeating itself.

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entire week of 830am lectures. wheeeeeeee. so fun! so happy! *roll eyes* FUCKING TIRING CAN!!!! hahahaa. and next monday got test! last week i was lecture-less and i totally forgot bout the test until dear shan reminded me on sunday morning! HAHAHAHA.

and you know my problem. i cannot turn off my addiction! i dont know how the hell i am gonna concentrate! well, shan and i have been studying since yday. and even when we are studying, we chit chat and gossip bout THEM! hahaha. die la!

and my DVD has arrived singapore. but yet to be mailed out to me. i hope it comes soon so i can watch them! but... i hope it doesnt come anytime before monday..otherwise...my test....equals.....

SCREWED!!!! hahahahaha.

managed to do my evening jog today. and i got chased by a dog. this is the second time. what is fucking wrong with all you dogs and dog owners! Keep them in control can! and those people who ride their bicycles on pedastrian lanes. HELLO!!!! get on the right track! idiots.

well. enough ranting. i am off to youtube. =)

saranghae~~

dongsaengies... i miss you all.

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perfect weather. perfect celebration. with the perfect people. =)



yes. a one day in advance 21st celebration for Miss Jeanette Ching Chiah Hui at marina barrage. it was the first time there for everyone! [birthday girl. shan. jocelyn. paul. jinhui. myself]. once again, we overestimated the amount of food to bring. ending up with loads of leftovers. but, its alright. we had fun. luckily, we managed to find the best spot for picnic. =)



pictures will be uploaded on facebook. go take a peek if you wanna kaypoh. hahaa!



there were so many people standing at the Roof Floor looking across marina bridge(where our hut was). and we even joked around and took pictures with them as background. to my horror, i realised, we were being snapped as well! =)



alright. tml's the day our sweetheart officially turns 21! haha. i don think i need to congratulate her that she is of legal age to watch porn like how many others did to me. HAHAHA.



sweetie, happy 21st. our friendship started years back in 05S21. and i am thankful for an angel like you that god has sent in my life. (of cos, the other angels are shan and joce). you never fail to make us laugh till we get tummy cramps. you never fail to bring smiles when we tear. you never fail to open your ears and listen when we whine. in all, you've always been there for us through thick and thin. =) now that you are officially 21, though it may not be a big deal to us, but still. welcome to adulthood. HAHA. there are many more adventures ahead in life. so be brave and walk forward. may happiness stay with you. may love always linger around you. may you be in good health and luck. lastly, may our friendship last. <3>

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is there more that i need to say? no. i just miss her. sigh. i wished i could crawl onto her mattress and whine just like before. i wished i didnt have to wait till 12midnight every day to just say "hello" to her. i wished i we didnt have only 3hours to chit chat cos either i need to zzz or she needs to go for lunch. sigh. i just miss you. very much.


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what a great show! Own Time Own Target - a W!LD RICE production. the stage. the lightings. the cast. the plot. the music. the script. the EVERYTHING! i missed the theatre drama, Beauty World. damn. but luckily, i was given the chance to catch this. it was perfect! simply adore Mr Rodney Oliveiro. he actually danced to Wonder Girls' NOBODY! when his hands moved and when he mouthed the lyrics, i knew it was it! i actually said "OMG. he's dancing to NOBODY NOBODY BUT YOU" quite loudly. and only i burst out laughing before the song played. HAHAHA. embarrassing. maybe that would have caught Oliveiro's attention. heehee.

the language was abit strong. but, i think thats normal at Tekong. HAHAHA. i loved it. it was fantastic. =) thanks to my beloved dajie. i cant wait for the next show - Cinderella on Ice. it sounds childish, but i think it will be fantastically good. Just like how CATS was since they are both from the same producers. i cant wait! =)

some of you know know of my 2011 dream! hahaha. my sisters know of it as well. i should tag along with my dajie more often to get a chance to see all the various Directors and CEOs. heehee.

my my. wake up your idea.

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doesnt it suck that the credit for whatever effort and time and care and concern that you've put in is taken away by someone who hardly does 95% of all that you've forked out?

and doesnt it suck even more that its taken away just by a very simple long distance phone call?

my oh my. what is the world becoming into.

fuck-a-doodle-dooo.

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woooo-peeeee-doooo-deeeee-dooooo! i managed to learn cycling within 2 hours! hahahaa! all thanks to my dear menghiang! thank you very much my love for teaching me and encouraging me! heeheehee! and thanks to that couple who were blading and saw me learning and trying to balance!! hahahaha. i finally made it!! kekeke. but, i still need a few more practices to get the feel of it and be able to really cycle at ease and not fear of crashing. hahaa! wish me luck! kekeke.

i am just damn happy! haha. once again, thanks menghiang!!! muacks

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its 1.49am, 17th july. haha just finished watching videos from youtube. heehee. heart throbs.

lecture at 830am. headed to tampines1 to meet xiufeng and janet. had sushi tei. and i saw SOMEONE at new urban male. heeheehee. walked around urban writes ( a place that sells a lot of scrapbooking materials). the stuff there are really damn blardy pretty! its really really tempting to get. but i duno make for who. haha. when i have someone in mind, i might head back there. haha. thanks pauline and yanqing for the recommendation. =)

after tat, headed to PS to do more material shopping. a shop named made with love. quite packed. and rather expensive. gave that a miss and shopped at daiso.

home sweet home.

did my evening jog. so proud of myself, i managed to push myself to run longer and test my stamina. give me few more runs and i shall train my speed. heehee.

alright. off the bed now. in a few hours time, im meeting menghiang sweetie to learn cycling. heehee! hopefully i can succeed too!

amanda tan...FIGHTING!

saranghae~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ (nNnNnNgGgGgGhhHhH~~~nNnNnNgGgGgGhhHhH~~~~)

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what is installed this week for me? nothing. life is boring. its just school. home. school. home. school. home. school. home....and its goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on.....and on and on and on and on......................and on and on and on...................................

alright. once in awhile shan and i will hit town to do lunch or shop alil. haha.

went city hall today (15 july, wed) with shan. shopped. din get anything though. see how boring my shopping can be also. sigh. headed home. dozed off. woke up. changed. evening jog. went home. bathed. meet sis. parkway. dinner. home.

and now.. more youtube and baidu..

anyways, we shall just wait and see.

imitation lesson for the day: nNnNgGgHhhH~~~nNnNgGgGhHhHh~~~~

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its 2.45am and i am supposed to be up by 630am for a lecture at 830am! screwed.

i thought i was strong enough and that i would have a proper plan to help me through this half a year. but then again, i was wrong.

why did you have to come into my room and bug me and tell me all your crappy story. i am not interested! do what you and ONLY YOU think is fucking right. go ahead. be selfish. since when you werent anyway. i dont have any rights to say anything anyway. so there.

mr kenny goh. thank you for coming to msn me and talk to me and let me vent all my anger out at one shot.

i guess it might be another sleepless night. tml's another long day out.

sigh.

anyone knows how to read zodiac or tell fortune? can someone pls tell me what the fuck is going on in 2009 for me? and can someone ple pre-empt what other screw ups are going to happen so that i can pen every single event nicely in my diary and wait for it to hit me?

thank you. if you do, leave a tag. i will be grateful to you.

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i am so screwed. i cant remember what plans i have made and with whom i made them with and when are we suppose to carry the plan out. haha.

pardon me. signs of aging. think i should pop some of grandma's pills. HAHA.

spent the entire day rotting at home and glued to my laptop. did my evening jog. and here i am again glued to my laptop.

lecture tml at 830am. how boring.

oh and my bursary was not granted. fuck-a-doodle-doo.

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going to school later to meet pauline and shan for printing of lecture notes. lectures only on wed and thurs this week. and whole of next week, im lecture-less. haha.

i am so tired. i need a booze.

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stayed over at dajie's for the weekends. i cant even get a short getaway with peace. some things just have to happen and spoil my saturday morning. sigh.

now i am feeling lousy. empty. sucky. lonely. crappy. shitty.

argh. i cant help it. so cut me some slack.

i am not a robot. i am not a 24hrs slave.

shouldnt you all be the one showering some TLC on her? pls man. she raised you all up.

screw ups.

sorry. i guess i have to hate this weekend.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

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sorry for the bade habit of mine. that is blogging past 12midnight about what has happened today. haha. so, this post is for thurs,9th july. keke.

well, managed to swim in the morning. went home to take another shower and got ready for lecture at 330pm. in lecture, we all got a little cranky. haha. like totally. pauline and i can really continue each other's jokes. haha.

shan gave me a shock of my life when we boarded 151e. and thank god, it was just a false alarm. phew. babe, don do that ever again. HAHA. eonni got weak heart. lol.

bought dinner home. mentally and physically drained. maybe its the consecutive days of exercising and afternoon lectures. haha.

yeahhh! the mini drama is out! heehee. delicious. hot. dropdead gorgeous. nose bleed. heart throbbing. hahahaa. <3

alright. i shud start changing my body clock and go to sleep now at 2am instead of 3am. haha.

i simply love the song playing on my mixpod. =)

jungmin-shii~~~~~~~~

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oops. im blogging past 12midnight. so this post is technically for 7th july. haha. well, lecture is as usual. dragged myself out of bed. haha. i must say i am enjoying macroecons the most. =)

lunched at parkway with mum. shopped a little. saw a couple of pretty tops and bottoms. but i know, i should not be spending $$$ on them now and wait for a few more months. heeheehee.

headed home and started youtub-ing, baidu-ing and tudou-ing. i swear, ive been like this since the last day of exams in may. hahaha.

weather was good. windy. so again, i got my ass to ecp for my evening jog.

i am determined. and if ever one day, i look like or give you guys the feeling that i am giving up, please don forsake me. push me on. encourage me. cos thats what i really need! =)

this sat, a date to cycle. hopefully i can pick up the skills asap. heehee. =)

saranghae~~~~~~~

我的付出，你。。。。。感受的到吗？

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<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

goodnights.

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cool weather. perfect for a run. and i am so proud of myself that i managed to get my ass down to ecp for a run. heeheehee. shioks doooo. =)

nothing interesting to blog about for now. i shall continue youtub-ing, baidu-ing and tudou-ing. =)

sarang hae~~~~


new lesson: this is more depression. HAHAHAHA

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Federer makes Grand Slam history with epic Wimbledon triumph !!!

27-year-old Swiss second seed, Roger Federer, now has 6 wimbledon titles, 5 US Opens, 3 Australian Opens and 1 French Open trophy and has surpassed Pete Sampra's mark of 14 majors. 15 Grand Slam titles didnt come easy for this young chap. i salute him! hahaha.

Michael Jackson is a Legend in the music industry. then, Federer shall be the Legend in the world of tennis. =)

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i realise, i am blogging very frequently now. i guess its becos i love the new skin and template. =)
and i love the songs playing at the background. melts. oh sorry, u guys have to wait awhile for it to buffer and play. haha. must be patient when it comes to good things. =)

oh well, its a cold sunday. spending most of my hours on the laptop youtubing, facebooking, tudouing, baiduing and yahooing. hahaha. =)

new lesson for the day: ahh doo shii~~~ =)

ive gained some enlightenment. hahaha. =)

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check out my new playlist! haha. there are 5 songs in there. so click "forward" to the next track. =)

its a cool sunday and i guess i will be rotting at home. evening i might go for my run. =)
fight fight fight! amanda tan, FIGHTING! heeheehee. i need to succeed this time!!!! i MUST reach my goal! heeheehee.

"waafle corn. frenche vaanila. topping oreoge" HAHAHA.

loves.

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lesson today was rather fruitful. i managed to understand slightly better! haha. =)
after school, headed to janet's place to meet up with her birdie and darling. had mahjong session. GOODNESS. i lost! hahaha. but it was fun! we should do it again! heehee.
took nearly 3hr to finish one round. tired man. haha.

went to bugis to meet mum and aunts. =) MUMU is here! heeheehee. super cutes. i cant stand it! its just toooo cute. =) i must really thank my aunts. they have really been v v v nice to me! giving me the best of everything. =)

home. =)

"This is CHERRRRRRRRYYYYY BAAAALLLLLLLL!" (HAHAHAHA)

new lesson learnt today(just for shan): Waffle Cone. Ice cream Vanilla and topping orange (or oreo?). =) HAHAHAHA. loves.

and oh, i think BOF has really hit ALL FEMALES OUT THERE! my aunt who is in her 50s talked to me bout leeminho and kimhyunjoong today. and she is madly in love with kimhyunjoong too!!!! HAHAHAHA. we have similar tastes! and we have GREAT tastes! hahahaha. who can resist him? kekekekeke. he is just dropdead gorgeous. of cos, not forgetting his 4 other dongsaengs...heoyoungsaeng, kimkyujong, parkjungmin and kimhyungjoon. =)

OMG. i am going crazy! HAHAHA. pardon me. =)

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my body clock has yet to switch back to its usual state! haha. i am still crawling to bed only at 3+am. and having to force myself to wake up at 630am! goodness! i seriously need to cut down on my addiction! but, i cant! i really cant! they are irresistable! HAHAHA.

=) lunch date and mahjong with kel, janet and darling later! =)

havent seen them for ages! kekeke.

alright. i should force myself to bed now! goodnights!

ps: fuck off from my life!

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so my parents decided to plant a stink bomb in the house. yes, durians! *gag*. they fucking stink can! grossed out. haha. bag hunting continues tml! haha. =)

shan and i just keeps laughing and imitating those funny pple we've met or watched. LOL.

today's new imitation....Gomagom?

lols.

alrights. off to bed soon. lectures starts at 830am for 85% of my timetable this semester. fucks.

lols.

damn. amanda tan should be less vulgar. new resolution. (HAHAHAHA)

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first day of lessons. *roll eye balls*. haha. yes. just a mere 10mins of lecture and i dislike it already. *roll eye balls again*. hahaha.

but, i get to see friends again! haha. pauline. nini. yanqing. =) during the hols, we were supposed to be meeting on ONE DAY for sakae sushi buffet. but it never happened. how sad. LOL.

tml's lecture starts at 830am. *roll eye balls for 3rd time*. boring.

cant wait for after school. heehee.

i am still laughing my ass off over the YOGURT MUD = YOGA MAT thingy. hahaha. here's smth else i always imitate and laugh at. if you guys caught BOF, u guys will probably remember the scene where the boys and jandi were in macau. Mr Kim Joon's "perfect" chinese speaking lines. hahahahahaha.

KimJoon: 你知道一心会吗？
Calefare(in canto): 你是Prince Song啊？
KimJoon: YEAAAA~~~~~ (with that blardy irritating angmoh-try-to-be accent and annoying facial and eye expressions).

HAHAHAHHAHA. go catch it if you guys havent. i believe many of you would prefer the other 3 boys. LeeMinHo, KimBum and KimHyunJoong. kekekekeke.

saranghae~~~

He opens his doors and welcomes all his children and embraces them in his long white robe. He would not forsake us. For he loves us.

Lord, i am thankful for the angels you have sent in my life. They have been showering the love and care that you always shower on your children. These angels have been by me through my darkest moments. They did not forsake me like how you My Lord wouldnt. For this, i know i will treasure every single one of them more with all my heart and i know i will love them and care for them just like they did. =)

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lunch date with menghiang. delifrance caesar salad. cos of the short of staff and mixed up orders, i din pay for toppings. =) had tea at coffee beans. cool beans.

home. nanny came over to pass me my 21st bdae present. =)

dinner date with shan at city hall. walked ard abit and headed to bugis. sadly, she din get what she wanted. but...... the staff at watsons sure made our evening. haha. below is an re-enactment.

shan buys some cream from OLAY.

staff: you want the "yogurt mud" (in filipino accent)
shan: what? (giving a confused look)
staff: you buy OLAY item, so we giving "yogurt mud". you want?
shan: what?? (even more confused)
staff: "YOOOGURRRT MUUUUD"! (a little irritated.)
shan: what? whats yogurt mud???

and the staff walks over to take the item and........ THERE! we saw wad was her "YOGURT MUD"....!

it was actually.....YOGA MAT!

hahahahaha. fucking hilarious. i swear shan and i laughed the moment we saw it!

she came back and still asked..."you want yogurt mud"?

hahahaha. fucking funny. lol. went elsewhere after tat. shall not disclose. heeheehee.

home sweet home.

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