today was a great start for me. it really is a blessing from God. i was still asleep and feeling groggy. and then, my phone rang! i didnt want to pick it up at first. but, i just did. and.. OMG.

it was the management people from SIM who called. and guess what?

I AM SHORTLISTED FOR THE FIRST ROUND OF INTERVIEW FOR MY SCHOLARSHIP APPLICATION!

i totally jumped out of bed when the caller from SIM told me that. i cant believe it. i thought chances were so slim. BUT, i made it through to the first round. i am so going to prepare myself for it! i dont want to let this beautiful chance slip by. i cant afford to.

it really is the best gift from God for this week. after 2 lousy papers, this sure is a good way to end the week.

=)

God Bless.

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introducing my new sister. hello, 三姐！hahahahaha. i miss you, jamie tang.



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wheee! one paper down! 3 to go! today's paper. sigh. i didnt manage to write at speed 10/10. so i couldnt finish my last question! sobsob. i had like 2 paras to go? and i ended sooo abruptly!!! sigh. i need a dosage of love like this. i was so depressed. i swear. you can ask shan. and on the bus back home, i just needed to see them! OMG I SOUND LIKE A FANATIC NOW! but, im serious. i really needed to. lucky, i have them in my ipod. heehee.

Love Like This.


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wow. 2 weeks just pass by like that man. and in 12hrs, i will be sitting for my first paper! MACROECONS. so much to squeeze into this brain and so many distractions!

music core. inkigayo. pics. videos. articles. OMG! shoot me!

oh well, they have been my motivation! heeheehee.

well, so i am spending like near to 500 this month. thanks to my father's blackberry. and i tot wi-fi was free. end up, i have to pay fucking 299 for it. i am so going to call m1 and argue my way to get it waived. wish me luck.

hereby wish all my friends the best of luck for tml's and all the upcoming papers we are taking! =) god bless!

and for the boys...REST WELL AND MORE COMEBACK STAGES PLS!

oh did i mention baby's hair was flat again for one performance? so happy! but it looked like he was back to the look in Japan Days. but 2nd performance. POOF. his hair was back to being frizzed. sian by half.

L.O.V.E <3

I need a Love Like This.

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wheeeee! the albums are coming in tml! all i have to do is make payment and wait patiently for mr postman to deliver! wheeeeeeeeeeee!

haha. spent abit on the REBIRTH mini album and spent even more on the 5year DVD collection! muahahahahahahha.<3

yes. its more and more fangirl-ing moments! <3

Music Core ComeBack Stage! OPPAS, FIGHTING! =)

Miss Cody, pls change baby's hair back to like the style in the album pics. i really cannot stand his hair! sob

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its burning hot. i cant take the heat! hahaha. yes. the maknae is not so maknae here! wheeee. the one below, the makeup a bit too over though. but stilll, i love it. heeheehee. pardon all these fangirl-ing moments. if you cant take the craze, then don bother reading. i guess from now, its mainly gonna be fangirl-ing here. i dont want to rant or grumble or be moody or be unhappy and start blogging here and display it to the entire world. what for, right? but then again, maybe i would rant once in awhile when i cannot take it. we'll see. as of now. its just dedicated to him. hahahahahahahaha.


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hot hot hot. sizzling hot. quality aint very good. but still. its burning! hahaha. this is album cover or some shots for their pictorial book to go along with their mini album released yday! haha. i cant wait to lay my hands on them. BABY JOONIE~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

just msn-ed erjie. with dajie by HER side. it used to be the other way round with dajie by my side. now i feel lonely and emo. esp when its the stressful exam period. sighhh. i wished i was there. but i aint. sighhh.

but you know what. this makes me even more motivated to fucking find kids to blardy tutor them! haha cos i wanna earn as much as i can and make my way to boston right after my papers end next yr! and i even plan to drag dajie down! HAHA. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

i can imagine us 3. the TAN TAN SISTERS wrecking boston and nyc!

so, ailine tan...wait for me.

and yes. i miss you like crazy.

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i am supposed to go on a hiatus. i should be studying and not blogging. but how long will blogging take right? but then again, im stuck to all sorts of links that will link me up with the boys! hahahahahaha. how can i study?! cham man. but oh well....here's something i found in my computer. just so sweet. heeheehee.



hahaha. i dont know if the baby baby is pushing joon away. but it's sweet isnt it. heehee. aigooooo~~~~






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baby baby. arent you tired. i believe you and your hyungs are exhausted. release of mini albums. mtv shoots. taiwan persona. comeback stages. boy oh boy.








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out today for lunch! and came back only in the evening. there goes a day of studying! die man. tml better mug harder with shan. heehee. i start to feel the panic and stress. sigh.








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guess everyone was expecting an official album since DSP promised that. but to our disappointment, its gonna be another mini album and the 2nd official album is delayed once again. and this time, delayed till next year!! best part is, they blame it on the Asia Tour -Persona. tsk tsk tsk. well, we just have to wait for 14th and 16th for more photoshots. and also next week for more comeback stages! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

exams in 2 weeks. better mug hard. my motor still very slow. need some oiling. die. <3

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went cycling today with menghiang and 2 of her schoolmates, Irwin and KaiLun. cycling was fun. but i had a few crashes. the first one was bad. it was a turn and my bic went straight into another 2-person bic. it was hard and bad. i scraped my legs and the chains of my bic came out. luckily kailun and irwin were there to help me fix it. =)




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heehee. some fangirl-ing! baby, you really need to eat alot more!!!!!!


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hahahahahaha! YESSAH! i sucked the fucking beetle up with a vacuum! well, about an hour back i on the air con and i saw it flying out and it chased me ard the room until it disappeared. so i set up my weapon and got ready! haha. yes! a vacuum cleaner! lol. my dad used it once on some bugs and so i learnt the skills!

this bug kept hiding and flying out and hiding again. until it stood still. next moment. SUCK. byebye bug. fuck you for coming in here! its out of bound.

hmpf.

now i can have a nice sleep. haha i was telling shan, fuck shit man. if it doesnt come out, i will stay awake. hahahaha.

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and wheeee! i am done with the last test of the semester. now, what's coming in my face in 2 weeks are EXAMS! first paper is 26th Oct and last paper is 7th Nov. FIGHTING! haha.

well, after school today went on like shopping spree la! haha. headed to town with shan. had lunch and started shopping. bought a couple of stuff.

1. Black Tube from FarEast to match with my translucent tops.

2. Eyeliner Brush and 2 nail polishes from Etude House at "Ion" (technically its like at the underpass of Orchard Mrt la. and they named it ION! to think Korean Celeb, LEE MIN HO is going to do some opening there, at the UNDERPASS! its lagi more shabby than the outlet at Plaza Sing la. Poor minho.)

3. Anti-Crease EyeShadow Primer by TooFaced from Sephora.

4. A jacket from Uni Qlo.

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. next few weeks will be bread and water! hahahahahahahahaha.

parted with shan dearest. headed over to dajie's place to see mom. i haven seen her for 4days as mentioned in previous posts. i really do fucking miss her la. i hugged her the moment i saw her and it felt soooo good. then, it made me think...when was the last time i really hugged her? hmmmmmmmm. went over to lucas's new school to pick him up. =)

I MISS LUCAS TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! and its only a week and it seems like he has grown so much more into a bigger boy! hugs. may angels watch over you sugar pie. =)

had dinner with them and went back home. did all the laundry. cleaned up my room. packed my drawer to make space for new items. packed my cupboard for more new items too.

heehee. and painted my nails! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

alright. now its oppa-ing time! tata. <3

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wow. its 3am and i am still here. i shall blog first. i have a test at 830am. goodness. i need a morning call and shannie is giving me one! heehee.





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wheeee. wonders of technology! dajie erjie and i just conferenced to wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY. hahaha.

awww. i miss you. i really do.

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haha yes. today she officially turns 25 (ie: in singapore time) over at boston, its still 5th oct, 12noon. haha. i miss her so much. yes, i know i am fucking whiny. but its undeniable. when i look around in this room, its so cold and quiet, uncontrolled, my tears just flow and i know i miss her so much. cos its her, tat made this room so much livelier and warmer.


happy birthday my dearest. i simply miss your cranky and elastic face! i know you are doing very well over at boston (just lack of one thing - A JOB). but no worries, i know that with your capabilities, they will sure take you in! then, when i go over in 2010, my expenses = NO WORRIES LA HOR! god bless you. once again, i fucking miss you.



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i hate it when they lump everything together and make us pia for a MCQ test! argh. now my brain is filled with nothing but MACROECONOMICS! and the more i read, the more confused, the more lost i am! save me pls.





smiles, baby. =)


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i had the best dream of my life! haha. i didnt want to wake up and just stay in my dreams. few days back i was just talking to ching and shan bout how i might spend my 22nd. resorts, beaches, drinks, food, sleep. just simply, RELAXING.

i think it has been in my head these few days that i actually dreamt of it! haha. and whatever happened wasnt in SINGAPORE. it was in BINTAN ( a place i LOVE to relax at). hahaha. can you believe it? well, i cant! cos firstly, i cant even get the passport out of my mother's cupboard. haha.

SO, it was ching shan joce paul me and a few others random people (which is odd, cos i dont know them!). we took a ferry to Bintan. the dream even had JOCE vomitting cos of seasick! and a few other scenes at the beach, pool, resort. it happened tooo quickly. ma chiam we went there for A DAY ONLY. cos before i know it, we took a ferry back.

hahahaha. fucking funny.

but oh well. DREAMS ARE DREAMS. but i do want to celeb my 22nd somewhere relaxing and by the beach. =)

$ $ $ $ $ $

time to fucking save, amanda tan.

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*giggles and grins*


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haha. its childrens' day! so the lil fart is at home to bug me. luckily, im going out to study with shannie! hee.

oh well. check email. facebook. youtube-ed. allkpop-ed. heehee.

i miss the boys. will 6 oct pls hurry come. wheeee.

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so much bitchy-ness! i love it! haha. i am referring to the new episodes of The Hills and The City.
cool balls! i cant wait for next week cos there's more bitch fighting in The Hills. hahaha.

its 3am! let's go to bed.

anyway, check out the heading "FOLLOWING". shewhobakes just updated her blog. this time, its pineapple tarts! lovely. those who love to bake, head over and take a peek at the recipe!

i love you

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