I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But its killing me to see you go after all this time.

Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm
Mmm mmm mmm mmm mmm

Music starts playin like the end of a sad movie,
Its the kinda ending you dont really wanna see.
Cause its tragedy and itll only bring you down,

Now I dont know what to be without you around.
And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break,
no one here to save me.
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesnt work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, no one here to save me.
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Its two a.m.
Feelin' like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know its not easy,
Easy for me.
Its two a.m.
Feelin like I just lost a friend.
Hope you know this aint easy,
Easy for me.

And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break,
no one here to save me.
Ohhh
I cant,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to,
Breathe,
Without you,
But I have to.

Sorry (oh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)
Sorry (eh eh) Sorry (mmm)

Sorry

another nice song by taylor swift. =)

up and about early in the morning. couldnt sleep. and got woken up by the loud voices of granny and my aunt and dad grumbling about everything under this house. seriously, my aunt should stop poking her big damn ass into my family's business. if she was so fucking great, tell her brother that he's the cause of everything. he's the cause of why everyone is leaving this house and throwing his mother to him (which obviously he doesnt want responsibility in). they keep ranting and ranting about us being selfish. about us thinking for ourselves, that when we go out of this house and abandon the old lady alone, we are not caring for her. we are throwing her to defend and look after herself.

so what. am i to stay home 24hrs to look after her? what if i found a job? what about days i have school? this is ridiculous. it wasnt as if there arent other options. didnt we decided to put her at the other aunt's place during weekdays? just becos the old lady is a worried-freak, we cancel out that option? and that aunt over that has the easiest days of her life of not putting in the slightest efforts in looking after?

you people are tired? you people complaint you are very very very very extremely busy and stressed. COME ON! you don even see your mother for what 4x a year? you dont even know what the fuck her medications are for or when should they be given till a month ago! and you are telling me, YOU ARE TIRED!

you guys are complaining that we are selfish. we are doing things that we like. think about it. all these years, who was the selfish one? who was the mean one? who said nasty stuff about her grandchildren? who said nasty stuff about her daughter-in-law? who sided her own favourite son when he did wrong?

i guess. this sums up to what we call. RETRIBUTION!

i dont want to be mean. i want to be patient and start caring for her. but the people around me are making me detest everything here.

FUCK YOU.

everything was so peaceful and quiet when i was alone. why cant everything just return back to how it was. stop making everyone's lives so fucked up becos you are worried about the slightest things.

ARGH!

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