managed to get my fat ass to ECP for morning runs the past 2 days! it was lovely. the hot sun burning on to my skin. the big big dogs running along the pavement! kids falling off their bikes or blades. families making sandcastles. awwwwwww. hahaha.

i want to get my butt back on practicing my cycling! i need to farking learn how to turn properly without crashing head-on w other bikers! HAHA.

anw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MUMMMY! she turns 61 this year. i love her to the max. i am sorry for yelling at her sometimes when im frustrated and she gets on my nerves. but, i still love her. =)

its a great january! heard a great news from my sister in boston! i cant wait! HEEHEE.

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i guess, they arent coming singapore already. sigh.
13th Feb - Persona Bangkok.
27th & 28th Feb - Persona Encore Seoul.

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this is a cut from Ep7 of You're Beautiful (Minamishineyo). i cant explain what happened before that led to this scene. go watch it!

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yesterday had a great gai gai session with shan and ching. randomly trying out clothes. LOL. and camwhoring at our favourite toilet in Taka! and we found somewhere else now! hahaha. my 2 favourite pics of the day are below! heehee. yes i quite like the dress i tried from dorothy. but, its horizontally striped! sigh.

shan and i got married! haha. so random. was just trying a different parting. and we decided to snap a shot. if only we did a black and white! hahahaha.


yes. this is the dress i quite like. but its black and white. sigh. its a nono for CNY man. but it can be put to good use when i start working. *grins*


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haha. random random.

我的世界和回忆都是你的影子。
但是，你的视线早已没有我。


i miss my oppas! they arent having much news or activities! guess they are preparing for thailand persona and oso seoul persona encore! oppas, hwaiting!

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I shouldnt have done that,
I should have pretended not to know
like I didnt see it, like I couldnt see it
I shouldnt have looked at you in the first place

I should have run away
I should have pretended I wasnt listening
like I didnt hear it, like I couldnt hear it
I shouldnt have heard your love in the first place

Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised
It came without a word

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it hurt continuously?
Except for the fact that I cant see you anymore, and that youre not here anymore
otherwise, itll be just the same like before

Without a word, you made me know what love is
Without a word, you gave me your love
Made me fill myself with your every breath
Then you ran away

Without a word, love leaves me
Without a word, love abandons me
Wondering what to say next
My lips were surprised

Without a word, tears starts falling down
Without a word, my heart is broken

Without a word, I waited for love
Without a word, love hurts me
Ive become transparent, Ive become a fool
and I cry just by looking at the sky

Without a word, separation finds me
Without a word, the end comes to me
It tool my heart by surprised
To send you away unexpectedly
It came without a word

Without a word, love appears
Without a word, love vanishes
Like a fever Ive had, maybe all I have to do is hurt for a while
Because in the end, the only thing that remains are scars

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it was just another step. but, it was missed. once that chance has gone by, it will never come by again. it's what we call, His Will.

you need to be taken care of.

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i screamed alot of times yesterday. they were when mag and menghiang passed me my bdae gifts. HAHA. mag bought a couple of SS items - a 2-sided file with their faces, a hp strap with baby's name and a collection of 10 postcard-sized pictures. WHEEE! menghiang dear also gave me SS stuff. it's the U R MAN SPECIAL ALBUM with POSTER!

CLAPS CLAPS CLAPS! JUMPS JUMPS JUMPS! hahahahaha! happy!

so, met menghiang dear at city hall and headed to marina sq's kenny rogers for early dinner. we chatted alot thru dinner. bloated. so decided to take a walk ard and then, headed to somerset313 for shopping! haha. got bored, and headed to fareast! its been ages since i was there! goodness. HAHA. it was oddly quiet! haha. got bored and so we headed for Esplanade for drinks at Harry's Bar! haha. chatted alot alot alot. and its been 6years of friendship (and still counting...). =)

shiok man! food. drinks. good company. and......SS501!

hahahaha. madness. love love.

in a person's life, there is always a cross junction. we will be stuck there. just take your time and cross. u will eventually reach your destination. =)

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leader joong. prince saeng. center kyu. sexy charisma min. maknae joon.

<3 hahahahaha <3

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haha! i wanna thank the girls for a lovely night spent at ECP. =) i had fun. bet they did too! i love my gift! hahaha. everything will be shown on pics. so, enjoy

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haha. this is done by my sister who is in boston. yes. its a birthday gift. i miss her. i miss oggie. i miss them so much. their voices. laughters. =) hugs.

and here they are.


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hahaha. must thank all those who wished me happy birthday! appreciated that u all still remembered. for those who haven wished me, neh mind cos u stil have another 10hours or so. HAHAHAHA!

bitch.

anyway. im 22 already. i cant believe. 22! its time to grow up.

xoxo.

saengil chuka!

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i chopped my ends away. i took so long to keep my hair beyond my boobs. and now its way above. my bangs. don mention about them. they are way short. but, better than the horrible experience i had at ang mo kio. hahahaha.

they will grow. =)

gonna meet shan later. she's helping me dye my hair. bought Hoyu Beauteen hair dye. Chiffon Pink. i don know what it will turn out to be cos there wasnt any display at stores. anyway, they arent accurate too. haha.

cross my fingers and pray they turn out nice. or rather, pray tat my uber uber black hair will "eat" the dye. haha.

xoxo.

again, i woke up missing you.

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so yesterday was one-man shopping. bought a couple of daily stuff. =) met mom and the aunts at somerset313 again. i swear, its their new hangout. well, it can get packed but the foodplace is really spacious and cosy. haha. =) received a few other gifts. den off we head to dajie's place to pick lucas up from sch and have dinner. den its home sweet home.

today! gonna meet two ladies. xiufeng. shan. we're off for haircut at toapayoh! haha. i know right. all the way there just to cut hair. worst still, we're trimming bangs only! HAHA. well, i kinda like the hairdresser. cos she is fast and she knows what we want. hate those who are pushy sort. and worst are those who happily trim trim trim and end up with short bangs! hell to that.

wednesday shall stay home and clean up the house abit. mop around. pack my room. =)
aint i a good girl. *roll eyeballs*


thursday, gonna dye my hair. with the help of shan. =) teehee.

friday. what else can i do on this day? HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 22! god. lunch with mommy dearest. she's gonna cook me mianxian and red eggs. for the first time ever in my 22 years! i know right, its not like its 21st. LOL. well, we missed that. so i shall have it on 22nd. heehee. mom's the best. and then dinner is at dajie's. ahfat jiefu ordered a cake already. wonder what it is. and don know if he is gona whip up my favourite dishes or we're gonna do take aways. heehee. whatever it is, im grateful. well, i just wish tat erjie was here. sigh.

sat, THE GIRLS!! =) nothing planned up yet. gotta wait for ching to return from malaysia! have a safe trip sweets!

<3 i woke up missing you.

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yes i am counting down to the day i turn 22. time really flies. received a few angpaos alr. heehee. my aunts dote on me quite a bit. am touched.

the weekends past just like tat. everyone was counting down to 2010. and now, its alr the 4th day. fast aye. so..

1 jan 2010. dinner with ching and shan. pasta mania. i had my hawaiian pizza. yums. =) shopped ard abit. laughed. chit chat. gossiped. just miss all these. wished we had more time for hangouts. =)

weekends was pretty much lazing around the house. growing horizontally. haha.
once sch starts, im back to my workout routine! heehee. i must lose more weight before CNY! which means, i have about a month!

aza aza hwaiting!

i am afraid of falling back into the past again.

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HAPPY 2010 humans who actually still read my blog.

yes. fast isnt it? it felt like i just celebrated my 21st. but NO! im actually counting down to my 22nd! fuck shit.

haha. i can still remember what the hell i was doing on 1st Jan 2009. i was preparing for my 21st party at Downtown East chalet. celebrated it on the 3rd and those dear to me were present with presents. haha. so touched.

the year flew bye just like tat. i am already in my final yr final semester. soon, i will be slogging my ass off at a 9 to 6 deskbound job. (my first resolution, get a good job). i've had a rough 2009. i always pre-empted myself tat 2010 wont be any better. so if it does get bad, i am fully geared up for it. but if it turns good, then praise the Lord.

2009. let's see. i lost a sister. she left for boston on 13 Feb 2009. i never got to see her for the next 10months. and i really do miss her. like fuck shit. and i didnt get a job tat lasted for 2 months to save up enough to go over in June to see her. DAMN DAMN DAMN.

i've cleared up some drama in my life. so glad its over. cant take anymore of those nonsense. pardon me. im getting old. not enough energy. so hell to that.

its a brand new year. brand new discoveries with friends family...etc.

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